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Reds Captured Moment , Wednesday, November 25, 2009.


through my eyes
photography trip alone.








most of my photos in fb..
im in love with the pink effect..
i turn everything white to pink ♥
feels good to go out and be alone..
and im glad i choose that place..
full of historic building or museums n nice scenery..
1st time ever i eat alone at burger king,
i ordered the Mushroom swiss XXL
i didnt knw it'd be that big...
took a while for me to finish it..
you knw i gotta get my own Camera soon peferred the one with modes lik kak sya's camera
xoxo
redsummer~ i tot i never say tis but i had a great day with myself

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♥ Red S,6:01 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Tuesday, November 24, 2009.


Hot pink nails..
Have a Hot pink Craze now. ♥



Weekend spent with the gals.
Picnic at Botanic gardens
with Leen and Suzyla




leen cooked macarroni goreng NICE!
she cooks well man... i like her tom yam oso hehehe
and i brought pudding n green tea..

Meet Sangeetha and Subah(did i spell it right?)


off to sheesha at haji lane plus camwhoring..




saturday was spent well i must say..
on sunday went to Cuzzie Fyqa place with mom..
off to Jp.. and her Mom bought for us the same pumps..
nice right.. :)
and i made a jhon little card..hahaha

you know My weekend when well..
xoxo
redsummer~ live it dosent alwys go clockwork..just remember that

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♥ Red S,9:40 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Sunday, November 8, 2009.


touching in a weird but nice way

never will i thought i will come into someone mind to do something that has to do with friendship.
i was never a good friend and i never really know how to be one.
but i do try my best to be.
I tink im alwys to opinionated that leads to ppl thinking im judgemental to even have frens that will be close to me..

yesterday i learned that i should never take advantage of people's kindness especially when they were at 1st a stranger to me and now we are friends.
whatever bad things that someone has done to you u should never take revenge and just take it as a setback and move on in life.. cuz life too short.

life to short
to get angry over little tings.
to feel left out.
to take criticism too seriously
to worry to much about things we dun have answers to
to be paranoid of wat ppl think of us
to keep everything bottle up inside
to moan over things that already been done

i learn that i can be true to myself n not let people bring me dont cuz because they dun get me and i dun think they have to get me cuz wat they say is their opinion too.. their point of view.
and i should accept it the way it is not to start a cold war and to alwys2 be happy.

For every good thing you done to the person
the same person wont repay it back to you
but another person will..
its better to give without asking anything for inreturn
that how you find pleasure in giving.

this year has been different
ive meet new frens and i kept the old ones too
everyone has flaws.. and most of my new frens..
their good side over shadowed their flaws..
and thats wat i like abt them..
they forgive as instantly as they get mad.
which is a way to go..

I Thank everyone for being part of my live for far..
My family members.
Old frens that stayed thru out the years.
the new frens i made along the way..


haha somehow
after i typed tis i feel lik im abt to die..hahaha
but yea we will never knw when we will die..
so i tink this post is how i appreciate life and ppl ard me

you knw im thankful for everyting
xoxo
redsummer~hmmm..

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♥ Red S,10:52 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Thursday, November 5, 2009.


Camwhore everday of the week..

Sunday accompanying the shopper, Candis
we had pizzahut...

Damn chessy n delicious!!! seriouslyy
i wana have it again....

dipped in nachos..
yummy!!!


Impromtu Saturday spent with Nikki
halloween day(totally slip my mind)



she so liking the human ghost...lol
some are damn scary too scary for me too even still keep the picture..

i was damn tired that week..
but i didnt do much but just walk ard town both the days...
n we were stuck in far east cuz it was raining heavily in town..
luckly they having a halloween costume contest...
New semester...
new modules, new lecturers, new knowlegdes

In maths lesson i tink..

same day but i lik it that my hair more red below..
damn nice.. lol

Mr intrigued encouraging words for me
"may you get a firm grip on maths..may it be your bitch and you its master"
yes i have maths tis semester damn suck la..
but im learning to start loving it again..i have to pass it man..
ive been practicing my maths whenever i can..
oh yah i took webcam pic everyday and made it into a vid..
haha n he liked it... hahahhjaha his the only one i showed to..
you knw IM GONA Make maths my bitch..hahaha
xoxo
redsummer~ moving on the the next victim..hahaha

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♥ Red S,9:39 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Sunday, October 25, 2009.


Dawn Bday Outingg
whoohoo...

when she saw candis n me she was already super happy..lol
but we meet everyday..hahaha..

tis pic u can really see how happy she was..
candis surprise her with candles on ice cream..
and candis sang her the bday song..haha i was busy taking out my camera..lol


my poly lovers..lol


dawn n me...yeay!


ok i lik tis pic of me...haha i dun knw y..lol



ytd was short n sweet.. kinda..
atleast the headace is gone now..hahaha
ooh finally get to go ben n jerry's at dempsey hill again..nice place...
err off to clark quey.. den of to behind heeren to dance..
but i was back early ytd..serious no joke..
by 11pm i was otw home with canids + her d..
before 1 i reach home.. the earliest ever for a sat.. lol..
especially on a crazy nite..woohoo..
yeay..dad's gona come over n fix my printer..
he just bought me so i can print my sch notes!!
Woo hoo..
Thanks dad ♥
you knw holiday mode is still in the air...Put up ur hands lik u just dun care...
xoxo
redsummer~i have choice to make..n ppl to dissapoint.. i cant do tis.. no!

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Reds Captured Moment , Monday, October 19, 2009.


Deepa-raya cum bday party

Nenek and kak sya bday party


Cuzzie's and frens..


all the aunties


open hse is alwys so tiring..
but im glad to see aisyah and liy there..:)
Liy came as a guest but she help us alot..kecian die..
she even slpt over till sunday and when home last night.. hahaha..
we were moslty cleaning and napping on sunday..
damn tired man.. until today still kinda tired and the bad headace due to lack of sleep is still in my head..arghh..
oh yeah. liy ranksack my clothes and help me pick out clothes to wear for sch for the whole week.
when ask "so overall how is my clothing"
she replied " absolutely disturbing, with all the worn out clothes that u wear to sch"
she even showed me a dissapointed face.LOL

anyway today is the 1st day of sch..
draggy..being that monday start with 3 hrs of lesson for the same module..arrrrghh!
bored n tired... distribution management..arghhhh...

you knw my head so not into sch
xoxo
redsummer~ arghhhh!

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♥ Red S,10:53 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Monday, October 12, 2009.


Ichi
was the only star that night


Imprefection.
Life is full of it
No one is perfect.
the blur picture is an example of one.
but we should never let flaws get in the way of happiness
we should embrace it and accept it the way it is especially something that cannot be change.

for you, i will be true to myself.
for you, i give myself too.
for you, have takens away some of my fear
and for you have sweapt my feet away..

you know i still want you
xoxo
redsummer~ as happy as ever as long as your here with me

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♥ Red S,10:23 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Tuesday, October 6, 2009.


when will this lonelinees ends

will it end tonight?

cuz i feel like im falling
my heart is crushing
the walls ard me are closing in

can u help me?

no sweet words
no lips talking
no more empty promises
can ever mend it...

thee can never trust
actions can never be real
or read
words will forever be
a betrayal..

~redsummer

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♥ Red S,1:21 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Monday, October 5, 2009.


Catch Funny People ytd at Vivo
with the most colourful guy i ever meet...heee

what can i say.. its not tat funny..n not really a feel good movie with the happy ending that the main character gets the gal No! but good uh reality better than happy ending..
there were alot of funny part..but not that funny until u wana laugh ur ass off...

ME me MEEeeeeeee....


the old stuff + new stuff = WOo hoo...
i love my new ring and tank topp n of course the shoess.. lovvveee ittt....
and i so cant wait to do it like Kara!
effing cool hair...
pls make my hair longer faster i cant bear waiting any longerrr......
anyway the colourful guy im talking abt..
cute and colourfull.... kinda lik hippie2 style yet damn cool..
love the accessories! more than wat i wear.. looks good on him..
you know funny ppl aint tat funny afteralll
XOXO
redsummer`funny + sarcasm = LOL

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♥ Red S,10:53 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Friday, October 2, 2009.


Thursday HangOut/Window shop with Mr Thin Man!

we went to raffles place mac for lunch!
Finally after 2 yrs i tink i got my Mcspicy that he owes me..lol
den we walk ard the undergrd shopping area...den up and we didnt knw where we are..
so we aimlessly walk ard and we reach chinatown..and we walk to clark quey walk ard @central den chill by the river.. and proceed to raffles city den suntec city..
oh I wore My New Red shoes ♥

Tuesday spent with Fav Gfs..
to so called celebrate Lizzie 20th Bday which was the day before..
we bought her cute2 breads and made her a card with her pic on it..hehehe...

lizzie


faaaa.........


me:)


2 fav gals..


fresh old faces that i havent seen in awhile..
im glad i get to meet them this holiday... wee....
anyway fa and i found Zingdo while scearching for Liz supposingly bday balloons which in the end we didnt get..sigh!
on a good note i get to eat my kimchi noodle..and fa can finally taste korean food..
but its a join venture between breeks and Zingdo..so there is not much range for korean food..
i missed the gals already...

you know my holiday is getting better only towards the ending..
XOXO to the gals
redsummer` more hang outs and cam whoring pleasee!

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♥ Red S,11:42 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Monday, September 28, 2009.


gf Ct Big 20 Belated Celebration..



so called suprise bday party cum Slumber partyy.. woo
suppose to be Movie marathon night.. ended up the guys too engross in rockband
and they gals some aslp..some watch Bestgore.com..lol... goingg eww... all the way..
haha.. been awhile since i meet her or anyone else for that matter...
so it was a gd time to so called catch up abit....
the most fun i had since holiday started i guess...
it sure beats sitting and home rotting infornt of the lappy day by day watching animes and random vids..
but so sweet of nan to do that for ct dont u tink so.. planning n executing tis i dun tink it was tat easy to get everyone together u knw..Kudos to nan....
you knw i love birthdays especially suprise bday parties..woo hoo
xoxo
redsummer~i guess seeing someone else being happy isnt such a bad thing afterall

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♥ Red S,3:19 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Sunday, September 27, 2009.


Black top, red bottom

my own damn creation...
another d.i.y..
me likeyy me new hairr..







i cut my fringe and top part of my hair tat is gona remain black so the red can be seen at the ends..
and i dyed my hair 3 times cuz the 1st time i bleach it the colour didnt came out right..
so i bleach it again..all the hassle was worth it!!
i got the satisfaction that i love so much when i cut n colour my hair on my own...
as much as i wanted my whole hair to be red..
i keep having to stop myself from wanting the whole hair red... cuz now with long hair..
okok medium lenght hair..its not nice if the whole hair goes red man..
unless i have a nice layered trendy haircut tat can take the whole hair being red....
redsummer's Hair colour Tip :
Never dye the whole hair red if it long or mediun length..it will be ugly especially with normal haircut seriouslyy UGLY ...
have a red highlights or wat i did..
so proud n inlove with my new hair colour! woo hoo... lol
you knw when u get the satisfaction of doing someting right on your own..
XOXO
redsummer` loving itt...

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♥ Red S,7:23 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Friday, September 25, 2009.


Finally swimming
at Bugis,berlinton square..

forget to take the pic of the jaguzzi man..damm nice
it lik the whole strecth just for jaguzzi area....
we almost have the place to ourselves man... almost..
but i still like the swimming pool but not the toilet.. lol
prefer safra jrg toilet...

Afterwards



kak ani's treat to dessert and mooncake at swensen...
she bought me sandals too nice...
thankss...
kak ani and candis went to fish spa...
yea that wraps up the day...
wasnt perfect but ok..
nothing perfect right...
you know im starting to have doubts abt you...
xoxo
redsummer`need to numb her emotions.. effing irritating..

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♥ Red S,1:28 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Monday, September 21, 2009.


its a blue raya...

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir dan batin readers,frens,families.....
if i ever wrote someting rude or sarcastic plz forgive me..
everry yr will be the same..im a sarcatic person so things will never change lol..
i dun knw wat to say laa...

anyway these are some of the pics for the 1st day of raya
My family


at dad's house


My sisters and i


Cuzzie wani with us


lastly best Cuzzie and Us
you knw ur forgiven...
xoxo
redsummer

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♥ Red S,1:40 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Sunday, September 13, 2009.


Redsummer wants to be your shopping/chillax companion!

for a price that is... ranges from $4-$8 per hr...
depending on the place and how many hrs u wana use me for..
i can carry ur begs for you..
and if ur feeling fickle i can make decisions for you..
i can suggest some place to shop and eat..

there's more
if you don't feel lik shopping u just want to chill out or go for a movie or dinner...
and u find that there is no one avaliable that day...
I can be your companion on that day instead...
this is where we can be new frens if you want too or it be stickly business :))
still there is a fee for this...you just need to pay for movie and dinner...
but if we're chilling and window shopping only den the lowest price will be given to you..

This is for real..
im even advertising in Facebook...

my reason being that..
im having holidays and i need to make money right? so y not i do something that i like and get paid for it.. This offer will end on 18 oct 09
but if there is a good respond.. even after sch has start i will consider making time to do it again :)

you knw you WANT REDSUMMER TO BE YOUR COMPANION FOR A DAY OR TWO!
xoxo
redsummer~you wont regret it...

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♥ Red S,1:10 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , .


need i say more...

I love ya mom....
be happy and healthy always for the years to come!

buffet at furama hotel
with the family....

the part where we wanted to surprise our mom was funny..
we laugh even though our stamoch hurts from too much food intake

mom and i


my sisters and i



just me..


our new room! lol
finally have my own study/lappy table and chair..
wee!!! love ittt.....




you knw you love BIRTHDAYS!
XOXO
redsummer

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♥ Red S,3:32 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Tuesday, September 8, 2009.


another damn boring post..

my status for tis
Ego is what keeping us apart, well i guess its better that way...we have our own path to take..only that your not along for the ride tis time... i never want to face any of u again.. not once...

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♥ Red S,11:02 PM .


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past holiday ...

just as i remembered
your the one i was looking forward to
every week.
that 1 or 2 days that i get to meet u..
thats why my holiday turn out to be
so..... Great!
i even meet new people
now that your gone
i have nothing to look forward to
not even hari raya..
im still half hearted abt bali
due to some constraints...
sigh..
i surrond myself with animes, dvds and tv shows
and it gets even tiring each day
im tired of waking up to nothing
or more like
messages that tells me wat my chores are that day.
im not excited or happy abt anything
i get cranky easily
im eating more
when i said i need to lose weight...argh..
i live thru my daydreams and imaginations
not useful but not worthless either
i pretend and tell myself its ok when its not
been sending msges thru fb
to someone i barely knw and i tell him abt my day
which is nothing much at all
more like whinning and vanting
in most of my messages..
i bet he dosent care
sometimes i wish i can slp for the whole day
but it will give me a bad headace or migrant
most importantly i cant blame other
cuz of this..
i so wish i could
but its not their problem
im done here..

redsummer is dead bored.she has move on nontheless but memories are still memories it can be easily ereased.our brain has no delete button. unless we suffer from some memory lost..the memories are still vivid in my head...damm

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♥ Red S,10:33 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Sunday, August 30, 2009.


Pick a date with me...
any day/date that isnt fill up yet..
my free till 18 October yo...





these are the people who i wana meet on my holiday..
if u see your pic u desperately need to make a date if me..
if you dun see your pic that dosent mean i dun wana meet you...
these ppl i havent seen them for a long long time...

CT who has just join the police force...
I Miss you Gf!



My fav Ite Gfs...
Fa and Lis...
Make a date gals n lets go out!
Misses..



My bro.. the one on the right..lol
anyway he pick this pic..the one i choose he said he looked lik an idot..hahah
Meet me up bro...we dun live that far damn it..lol


and for my poly mates (candis and sheila)
When is our Swimming outing??!!
Lets go Swimming gals...
oh ya dawn is going back to taiwan for the holidays...
so its just the 3 of us...


anyways...
to EVERYONE else..your welcome to pick a date with me too!!!
just pick any date for anything...
chilling session or date/dates(hehehe especially for guys) or watever you could think of..
tell me...fill my calender alright...go to events with me or just abt anything aite...
the less money used the better..lol

you knw u WANA MAKE A DATE WITH ME..
XOXO
redsummer`you can make my holiday happening and you knw it!

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♥ Red S,12:42 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Saturday, August 29, 2009.


Drag me to the movies...

HOLIDAYS are here!!
7 weeks ! yes 7 weeks...

right after the last exam...well even before the last exams..
holiday was already in my head and they (Dawn n Candis) were already planning to go out..
Our last exam was at 9 am somemore...they woke up at 5 am just to go sch to study!
i was up but in bed trying to sleep lol...
they didnt let me go home n sleep 1st! they ended following me to buy hammie food...and played with my stinky hammies(that wat she said) whike i get ready..
they wanted to go JP den i said lets go town..they say dun wan la so many ppl...den i say lets go town then..they just gave me blank stares..lol...But guess wat!
we end up in town and when chester came he took us to the the east side afterall..lol...
we went to a few places..whole day with candis and dawn is the best...sheila didnt came cuz she got her own plans..or else double the fun! even though all of us was sleep deprive...i had FUN..Great start for the holiday...YEAH!!!!
oh yah and we watch final destination..cuz no other movie with many timings..lol
never watch a ghost or movies lik tis with Dawn..lol she will sudden grab u n scream!!!lol
anyway the MOVIE SUcks!!!!



you knw HOLIDAYS ARE here again baby...
XOXO
redsummer~i knw i will have yet a another great holiday lik the last one..

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♥ Red S,12:11 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Thursday, August 20, 2009.


watch movie the old fashion way..

picnic cum free movie
Cuzzie Zura and me

CuZzie Zura and fren (Abg someting lupe uh)
this is not the 1st time i met him..lol

his just pretending...looks real eh..lol


waiting for movie to start

we had the best spot... front center
cuz that the back u cant see nuts if u dun have a car..


alwys end our nite at starbucks..
heh me likey...

Boys and Toys...
but none are mine..BOO!

Comic con with Mas volta..heh...
i tink its the best cartoon look alike..
i didnt get to take the pic of the gundam seh!!! I WANT!!


this was suppose to be for GI Joe or some gaming character..
M said " i wana take with them"
den i say " eh u ns everyday oso can take pic lik them la..hahaha..u in army wat"
M said " Nvm uh just take"
this boy was super happy...tired yet still happy..lol


Wolverine was a TURN OFF Sehh...
i didnt wana take with him..so eehhh..
but this M wants so wat can i do...LOL


It took 3 rounds of going back and forth
before M took a pic with Masked rider...
he really wants but shy at 1st cuz alot of ppl..
you literally have to jump in everyone someone else step out to get a chance to take a photo..
same goes for bumble bee...


bumble bee fucking cute lor..
he have lights on his eyes and body..and den
got same japenese music on him too..freaking cute lor


we didnt get a closer look at pikachu..damn..
well that how i spent my weekend 1 week before EXAMS lol...
yeah now im having study weekk....
arghh.....
anyway saw r today at imm...
yea his back..but i dun tink he even wan to see me again..
ok so wat...i hav to move on ....

you know i had a blast..i tink..
xoxo
redsummer~concentrate on studying..yes i can!

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♥ Red S,2:31 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Sunday, August 9, 2009.


Tough exterior

one minute i felt stronger
and another
i just fell weak on my knees
i can never stay firm
you make me fall on my knees time and time again.
but i keep puting on a tought front
will i ever be strong?

redsummer~ 2 word 3 letters for you

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♥ Red S,12:47 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Saturday, August 8, 2009.


never too late to make amends..NOT!

your just like the boy who cried wolf
well its too late now...
when u really wanted to go out..
i screwed it for good..
im glad i did...
i dun find the point of going out with someone who will piss me
eventhough i been wanting to meet thee..
better off going out with besti Cuzzie..

i thought i have issues....
you too? lol
eat up ur ego before asking me to change

never will i ever change for someone again
NEVER! i think..
well women should be fickel
and men should stay decisive...
not the other way wrong

redsummer`i had a chill out night afterall..blow off some steam...was so moody doody today..

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♥ Red S,12:16 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Wednesday, August 5, 2009.


Did you break the electrical box cover !?!

will tell you more abt that later..lol

Shihui, Chen beng, Yingting


sheila and me


as usual...i will definately play with ppl camera..
Yingting's 450d
random pics..



this happen on a monday..
when someone smash the electrical box right in front of the hse..
if the cover would have drop it would have drop and crash at the pots of plants
but that not the case it at the centre front of our doorstep...
well tis is not the 1st prank that we got...someone stole some our pots and the plants inside and someone for a period of time played with our gas by switching it off for atleast 2 times a day
luckly i was out... or else if i hear it crash i will be scard to death
apparenlty there was no lesson that day due to canceled or lecturer on MC.
so we decided to use our time wisely by finishing up on our EC moviemaker project..
anyway i was out for less than 5 hrs, i just went to imm(which is lik 5 mins walk from my hse)
and our hse is lik the 1st unit at the grd flr..
didnt know someone would actually dare do such a thing at broad daylight.
told my sis and she called the police.
soon after the police came and took down a report...
the malay guy was kinda cute..lol
thank allah it wasnt anything major lik smashing the window or anything else...
hopefully nothing else happens...
tis few day when im alone at home aftr i reach home from sch i dun dare open the living room windows and i will lock the front door from the inside..lol
that how scard i am...
when we just moved i used to do all that i didnt know i will be super scard again...lol
you know YOU GOT TO LOCK YOUR FRONT DOOR EVEN IF YOUR GOING OUT FOR AWHILE OR TO SOMEWHR NEAR.
xoxo
redsummer`u mess with me ur messing with the COPS..lol

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♥ Red S,8:27 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Tuesday, August 4, 2009.


painted nails
constructed blog

effing bored now....

i cant set myself to study mood...
argh..fustration..


♥ Red S,11:54 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Monday, August 3, 2009.


"OFFICALLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION"

i still like my old blogskin sobs..
it never do me any justice....

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♥ Red S,11:30 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Saturday, July 18, 2009.


it takes two hands to clap

it takes two
if the other is reluctant
the other is willing
what will happen next?
hatred will be built
when ego comes ard
and sarcasm comes to play
where is patience when you need thee?
assumptions will be made
hearts get broken
thought get diluted
nothing been sloved
no one wants to take the blame
where is honesty ?
where is thee hidding ?
lies keep on deciving
and this goes on
until one cant take it
when it stops
so long is all that will be said
as only two can work things out

~redsummer the same old shit over and over again

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♥ Red S,1:12 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Friday, July 17, 2009.


Press Play.


there has been a long pause since the last post.
ive been wanting to post something but...
its either i was too lazy or i forgotten wat i wanted to say..
anywayz...
chatted with My fav gal yesterday nite..
webcam with her...
(btw she look like a nenek giler in ite SW Tshirt and 2 koyok pasted at the sides of her forehead)
and im SORRY i piss at you for no reason...
jealouse tau if it was you who sent it...lol..
this crazy gal actually msg me in the morning at 9 plus am
"calling 1800-wati" (inside joke)
her's is "1800-fateha-nenek"
only call for your "sexual pleasures"..hahhaha
IMY and ILY Fateha Loads!!
meet me soon... and she still calls me baby..haha
if i didnt see who the msg was from and the msg starts with
"baby...bla bla bla"
i know its her...
ever since i said in ite that no one will longer call me baby than she start calling me baby..

i notice that ive been using alot of "LOL" lately..
i use to hate it...but now i use it alot..
my poly classmates has been great! im happy now :) wee...
but i do still miss my other frens...
im just hating the projects and tutorials..
absolutely LOVING badminton..
althought im not so good at it...
with people that i look forward to meeting in sch
lik Sheila+Candis=NON-STOP laughters(my happy pills)..
Dawn(who is awfully quiet but when shes speaks she is naturally funny but she dun knw it)..
and yingting(i like to bully her eventhough she so nice to me)
and all other classmates lik the boys and the other gals...
like i said before " i can never be emo in sch with these ppl ard".
you know you ROCK my poly days..lol
XOXO to my laughing pills..
redsummer`after every bad things that has happen there will surely be a silver lining in the dark skys..HAHAHA

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♥ Red S,12:34 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Sunday, July 5, 2009.


red needs to buck up or lose out...
its time i change my angkle sock into a panty hose
lagging behind in education
need to be in STUDY MODE now...
and complete all JACKS and ASSES that is given
to pull up my marks..
no more fooling ard
no more heartaces
no more late nights
less FB
less Tagging
less blogging
less msning
especially in school
more concentration
more undevided attention
more participation
more self MOTIVATION
keep moving forward
never looking back
education is no. 1 priority
feelings set aside
NUMB NUMB NUMB
argh fuck it...
no way im gona lose out!

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♥ Red S,2:27 PM .


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Long awaited..
from ite to poly
and finally finally
someone is kind enough to bring me there
Marina Barrage!!

i like tis picture!!

anyway tis is that kind someone..
Hot ass Khairul..he used to be a Green butt..
well times change and so has he..lol
he also treat me to Swenson dinner n dessert!!


Once again..
i cant Thank you enough...
Thanks hot ass..
for picking me up n sending me home
and treating me, and bring me to Marina barrage...

you know im a happy gal again with a full stamoch...my week started sucky and ended nicely...
this is the sliver lining in the sky..lol
XOXO
redsummer~ still lost...

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♥ Red S,1:47 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Tuesday, June 30, 2009.


should i stay or should i go?

my head is telling me to go...
but my heart still wana stay...

giving up is never easy...

i should have stick to my initial plan

numb

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♥ Red S,10:45 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Sunday, June 28, 2009.


Countdown to my dissappointment
sch break is ending in a few hrs...sobs

recharged thursday
spend by
EAT
SLEEP
FB all the way!

Sleepless Friday
sheeshaing with Mom,Mummy, Both My sisters and 3 of my Cuzzies




Feeling2 Business women ada urgent email n call..lol


i have dimples...that i didnt know of..hmm
and i was supper hungry didnt eat in the morning or aftrnn


aftr that headed over to Cuzzie Wani's crib
Lips again..me and kak sya almost sang all the songs in there
while the others play heart attack and bluff

Now its gossip girl time
watch episode 18 till end of season 2
finish at 9 plus am.. i didnt sleep at all

supper at 4 am


Energetic Saturday
aftr cuzzie send us home..
i quicky showered and change..
meet fyqa and off to meet kak tuty
Shop for shoes(me), watch a movie (drag me to hell) and lunch
all kak tuty treat..
Thanks ♥ kak tuty for the treats:)
Fyqa and i


After the movie when staright home...
reach home showered again and change
to go to Fa's BDay party at
Swissotel merchant court
dresscode anything in black
this is the bday gal
da old seh 21 yrs old!!
fa was super pretty today..
she was all maked up and all dressed up...
she even did extentiosion on her hair
super cool hotel..
this pic taken at her room's balconey..
u can see the whole of clarke quey
sue ain and asri was there tooo...
was fun getting to laugh with them again...aftr such a long time...

didnt take much pics on my hp cam..
super nice hotel...

Sleepy Sunday
just got home at 9 plus am
not much sleep more lik
close eyes den open eyes den close den open
ard 10 plus i fell aslp finally
and i woke up at 1 am...
i notice i been eating quite alot tis few days and im bloating up..
i hate tis..haha must control man!!


you know i fully maximised my holidays tis time ard and im so glad...
XOXO to everyone
redsummer~i think we need to go a little slower...

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♥ Red S,5:07 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Wednesday, June 24, 2009.


Its not over till i say its over
4 more days left of holiday

Super Sunday
Kak Ani's Idea, Kak Tuty agrees
and i just go along with it

Celebrated Fathers' Day and
Cuzzie Nazirul belated Bday..



@nenek cck place..
with all the Uncles and aunties..


All the cuZzies...



Sunday Night and Monday Morning
Xbox Lipz Madness
@ Cuzzie Wani's house
btw she moved there for like close to 2 yrs
and that day was my 1st time..
there a triangle shaped pool..wooo...
aftr Lipz supper @ changi village
Kak Ani & Cuz Wani
Adik was there too...
Adik and i singing to Ruby Ruby Ruby!

Finally Monday
with ♥ C.t n later that day with liz (no pics taken)
oh yah and in the morning
aisyah came over...
spent it at bt batok
lunch at pastamania..again..
but i love it...

took neoprints..
its been awhile...


Lovely Tuesday
watch Ghost of ex gf past
and had nuggets and spagettie
desserts we had tiramisu and cookie berry and durian cake..
NICE..love the tiramisu..

Mr Hafizd


Wednesday was a drool
DHL sch field trip



the one covering her face is Candis (psst...she tinks she's a tree)
the one at the back is Sheila(she tinks candis dun knw she's at the back)
sch trips changes ppls thinking...

my poly one and only partner in crime
when it comes to the funny and silly random stuff..
we're very N2 btw...LOL



you know i have to say Holidays well spent...i get to spent to Mr hafizd and especially Cuzzies that i havent been spending much time with...and i get to meet new frens and old frens lik my Bro and Ct..
XOXO to all the last min plan and making it happen!
redsummer ~as never had a better sch holiday

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♥ Red S,6:11 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Monday, June 22, 2009.


Summer Flings
eventful..Not? Yes? No?
Wolferine Wednesday
spend with Mr Hafizd..
with tis boy my day alwys start early to watch as many movies as possible..


Wireless Thursday
spent with cuzzie fyqa


Thursday Nite and Friday Morning
Lepaks with Mr TEMBOK! @ toh guan park
his my B...NOT! lol

his camera no good..
takes a long time to snap a photo


OutCry's 1st Fri
Faris Nabil 's 1st GIG!

Meet OUTCRY!!
*shouts* WOOO!

fellow family supporters who came
even the moms, dads and the younger ones

i tink the sound system sucked big time..
Slack Saturday
with cuzzie Zura
who i actually call her "kak Bai"

had early dinner with Cuzzie and YanToy,
den off to window shop and find pressies for babies..
and slack all the way with Macd and Next

Sunday will be in a diff set of post aite..
you know my holiday turn out alright aftrall
XOXO
redsummer~im still not ready yet..........hope tis week is a blast too!

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♥ Red S,2:13 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Monday, June 15, 2009.


a new mind set
im set for mostly leisure
with a heart of steel
i wont fall for anyone
not anymore..

you want to play the "game"
so lets play
this time i wont be fooled
because im a player too.


redsummer` loves her red cherry nail polish.

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♥ Red S,2:43 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Sunday, June 14, 2009.


Back from weekend spend with ♥ Cuzzies
we all had homemade mani and pedis..
courtesy of Kak Ty and Kak Sya...


during check out...

more photos will be updated soon
there were 3 cameras so..yeah..the camera i have now do not have much photos on the 1st day
you know cuzzies day was the best
XOXO to all my Cuzzies
redsummer~more more.....make dates with mee..whahaha

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♥ Red S,5:19 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Friday, June 12, 2009.


Done.
Date with Mr Hafizd.

we watch Monster Vs Aliens
at ILUMA...
finally get to go there...

my new fav monster BOB..hehehe tis blue blop..
hafizd called him flubber..only that his blue not green...
i enjoyed the movie..*cheeky laughter*

anyway this his hafizd..
dont mind his face today...
its either tis picture or another with his cheese dripping out of his mouth..
which btw looks lik saliva..hahaha so ewww...

i like tis pic he took of me..
hehehe..I LOVE MY PASTA...
hahaha and garlic bread of course..
GARLIC BREAD is a must....
i especially love spagettie TOO cheese garlic bread...
yum...drooling..
Thanks ♥Hafizd
for the movie treat and going out with me.. :)

more dates please..........!!!
you know i cant wait for 2moro cuzzies day
xoxo to hafizd
redsummer~ is starting to ---- somebody....not tis again...going NUMB tis now

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♥ Red S,7:14 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Thursday, June 11, 2009.


Sheesha
with my bro, Sham

no pictures...
cuz no one there was cam whoring
the only one i know there is Sham..so yea..
nontheless my wed nite wasnt wasted
sleeping at home..
bro msg me ard 5 to come join him and his frens..
i didnt want to at 1st cuz i dun knw the others in the end i did..
he was with 2 of his camp mates one of them brought a gf along..
but she was super quite..
well i talk and laugh alot with sham..
been awhile since i meet him..last we met was when i was still having attachment in st log
lately his been calling me randomly and now a meet up..

Thanks Sham or shall i call u Nana(inside joke)
for the treat yea...

you know i did said i wanted to meet old sch mates rite...
xoxo to my bro
redsummer..cant wait for 2moro baby..

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♥ Red S,11:59 PM .


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lie through your teeth

all hope is lost
dreams are all i have

its just lust and leisure
mixed up feelings

will all be numb
starting from now
at tis moment..

your dead to me
not even a stranger

dead...

never will i trust again
i wont even trust my own feelings..

all unwanted feelings will be NUMB
forever...

no longer waiting
no longer hopping
for something thats not there

im just gona live my life
come what may...

~redsummer

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♥ Red S,1:09 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Wednesday, June 10, 2009.


Make a date with me!!
be it slacking or window shopping or meet ups or playing badminton or watever that comes to mind..
pick a date of wats left of June aite?!

Upcoming Events!

12 June 2009 or maybe canceled
date with Mr Hafizd..



13 June 2009, Saturday
Girl Cuzzies Day..
no under 16 allowed..whahaha..

24 June 2009, Wednesday
School Trip to Dhl..
im open for the afternoon so fill up my wed afternoon ok?

26 June 2009, Friday
Fateha's 21 bday!!


so fill in the blanks aite...
will be hoping for another date with leen, aisyah, old sch mates and new classmate..hmmm...oh yah not forgetting another cuzzies day for dad's side...

you know U WANA MAKE A DATE WITH ME
XOXO
redsummer~i wana really enjoy my holidays baby!

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♥ Red S,12:46 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Sunday, June 7, 2009.


I'll have whatever you have..
Lazy saturday comes with lazy outfit..

DND with ♥ leen
not dinner and dance la..
dinner and drinks..
when you eat you need to drink rite? heh :P



Our food...i had pasta she just had soup..


Leen..


me with my crazy hair


haha...minah take..opps!hahaha


we actually brought our study material out...yes on a saturday!
i had a calculator in my bed and pass yr common test papers and note book.
Leen had notes, big pencil case and a big water bottle...hahaha she say she scard she dehydrate?..
We laugh our ass off to restaurant heard as "Fresh Prawns", food heard as "Fruits", haunted become hunted.. there is alot more but i forget already..these are the ones i remembered cuz i keep repeating it...to mock her... eventhough i told myself i didnt want to go out this weekend and i needed to study.. i still went out.. an offer i cant resist..anyway she said we will study..so i dun mind.. But i did study ok... only she didnt.. aftr all that ...
we took the last train to my place...
we bitch ard abt ppl we dont know.. talk abt random stuff
i study and uses the lappy..
den back to bitching abt ppl we dont know and look at random ppl's blog..
we seriously didnt know wat to do.. haha...
and we had maggie early in the morning.hah
mostly we laugh abt random stuff uh..

THANKS ♥ LEEN
for DND and for spending time...

this week i was really out alot..
Mon with Hafizd
Wed with Sheila
Fri with Aisyah
Sat with Leen
i have tests and stuff but its like as if i already started my holiday...
whahaha...
but but i havent been skipping sch i been to sch every single day..heh
must save it in my head tat im no longer in ite!

you know HOLIDAY is coming!!!
XOXO to leen
Redsummer`im going back to study mood aftr tis...:(

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♥ Red S,5:44 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Friday, June 5, 2009.


dan sebenarnya....

monday dinner with haifzd
he took me after school..
due to my foul mouth the day before
"go sleep la...if not u'll be late for work"
and guess wat..he really was and he didnt go to work..
the guy need a break anyway..
his been wrking so hard every since getting the job 1 month ago..
only 1 day off.. pity him..
now i cant msg him or talk to him 24/7 anymore till his topup go low..
i kinda miss that
he hardly calls or msg anymore due to finishing wrk late and being tired..
but he does all so often msg me..but the calling now is quite rare..
not lik someone else.. who only msg me once in a blue moon...
anyway...i being in sch from 9am-6pm..
i wasnt wearing make up and i was sweating the whole day...
so i was ugly n i stink and he didnt mind..hahaha
he treat me to dinner and bubble tea..
im a happy gal..
♥THANKS HAFIZD :)
for everything...
for being there when i needed someone especially..
and now im stuck listening to Yuna song title "dan sebenarnya" repeatedly.
it made me miss him listening to the song..but, yea there is a
but made me miss someone else while listening to the lyrics..
if only life was easier..so im kinda missing both..haha
really sad tat i dun get to talk to him every night anymore..
laugh with him.. be angry for fun at him.. shout at him...
sulk to get his undevided attention.. and scold him for fun..hehehe
mostly i miss the laughing part..
and i actually msg him and as him to stop wrk..
he replied "okla 2moro i will give 24hr notice and spend my time with u k"
sweet rite...ohh no worries he didnt do it
anyway i force him to find a proper job...
cuz he was bumming ard at home for long time..
now he has a job n im complaning..hahhaha..
wat a guy to do..
Oh.. and his not my bf ok..just a close close close fren..
he knows i still cant move on..he knows that my heart is still for someone else..
that asshole y do i still want him eh? im puzzled myself..


you know i keep humming to yuna man...
XOXO
Redsummer~if only he knew wat i was really thinking...

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♥ Red S,9:53 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Saturday, May 30, 2009.


what starts with B and ends with D??

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♥ Red S,9:42 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Friday, May 29, 2009.


Just me and the Museum..
on thursday.

Artifacts that caught my eye




















there was alot i wanted to say..
its was all in my head once..now its all lost..
i enjoyed the 1st part of my thursday alot..
totally love badminton now...heh... but still not so good..
going to the museum and having time for myself was good too..
now im back to my moody self
having headace the whole day..
i so much wanted to go out..just to be out and chilling...
my 2nd sis ask me out but i just didnt feel lik it...
arghh...
i hate tis feeling
you know do visit the spore history museum ok
XOXO
redsummer~need a breather







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♥ Red S,9:31 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Tuesday, May 26, 2009.


KAJA
COOL shits!
coolest long hair ever.....
and her style is so rocking!!






her other styles....
the top one is her latest style...


Can i do it lik her?!?!?
i wana change my hairstyle tooo.....
heh...but i have to change my whole style of clothing tooo...
to fit the hairdoo...
can i.. can i???
picture from my past mohawk
but i didnt really shave the side cuz the hairstylist say wont fit me...
BUT i wana TRYYYYYYY...............................
and it would be lik my 1st time with the longest hair if i did it like KAJA...
COOL SHITs!!


you know i love changing hairstyle...and cutting my own hair...
XOXO
redsummer~need to keep long hair n money to get new clothes...whahahaha

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♥ Red S,11:02 AM .


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Uploaded
Ais bday photos..

the bday gal
Ais Ice Baby..LoL

redsummer..hah tats mua

See the KpO person at the back...
one of the philipinos i tink...

this is better no outsiders :P

Chafika and mua!


all together now before chaoing...haha

Cuzzies

Last and only pic outside powerhouse
tired + sweaty = shity pic



you know I SERIOUSLY NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XOXO
redsummer~still thinking of u...SHITS!!!

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♥ Red S,8:53 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Sunday, May 24, 2009.


Destress
and LETs

PARTY party PARTY!!!

bday party la...heh
AIs 20th Bday!

this is me...slack jee...

ais cousin and me at al ameen
ais so bad dun wana layan us take pic with the stupid chop..
hahaha..den she take anyhow
we have like 2 diff one on each hand..haha
hehe..i tot the 1st was gona be my last..
hahaha...but no no....
the esplanade one ytd was so pack..
cuz got rivermaya performing then lik alot of philipininos...
and we're like darn bored lor.... we spent less than an hr..
den we chao to vivo area..hahaha
tat was my 1st time there...
so like NOOB sia..hahaha
but i kinda have fun...serious SHits no kidding...
Fun! i dun really know how to dance..but who freaking cares..hahahaha
n i get to see IMAN!!! hahaha so cute la sehh...haha...
den we went off to al ameen by taxi..
i tink the taxi driver got spasim.. lik fits but not really...he didnt drive straight he keep jerking to the side and back..wth...hahaha...n we supper noisey in the taxi..
anyway as alwys pictures are with ais
must wait for her to upload!!
♥ THANKS AIS
for paying for me all the time...
i know2... i so need to wrk n get my own money...
in time i will repay ur kindness..:):)
you know i so loosen up today.. im so happy...
XOXO to ais
redsummer`im so not gona find u anymore...so hate u now...

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♥ Red S,2:26 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Saturday, May 23, 2009.




Happy Bday Ais Ais Baby..

Da @) seh.... hahaha
sorry i totally space out abt ur bday....
Have the best bday ever... PArty all night long like no 2moro ok

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♥ Red S,11:49 AM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Thursday, May 21, 2009.


VOTE FOR ME PLEASE!!
i so want to win that camera...
voters can stand a chance to win a camera too...not kidding u...


Go to the website below
http://goto.canon.com.sg/ixus100is/#/stylebook/vote/

den u click no. 8
den u find pic no. 367 is the pic above(caption is red is love..muacks)
den u click on the pic
den click on VOTE NOW!
den put ur particulars n submit..
thanks A million!!

you know i love red n cameras!!!
XOXO to everyone who already vote or about to..hehehe
Redsummer

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♥ Red S,1:53 PM .


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Reds Captured Moment , Tuesday, May 19, 2009.


so last min...
atleast i get to FINALLY2 meet up with my fav gals..

u cant plan with these gals..
cuz the plan will never happen..
its alwys so spontaneous...



I ♥ YOU GALS!

we all had tom yam soup with rice..
and i get to eat all their prawns... cuz y..
they are allergic to it..more for me!! hehe

CAMWHORE USING LAPPY
lots of complain as usual by the Executive..whahaha
guess who... hahaha
say the lighting no gd la..the webcam no effect la..
hahaha..ada je uh ni makcik..hehe



bored already cuz dun knw wat to do..haha
off to the super cool toilet...hahaha


in the super cool toilet..
to know wats so cool abt it..
go to TAMP...haha..i dun knw which mall..
but its at level 2






my models as usual..
both of them getting prettier everytime i meet them...
wat abt me eh? not fair..hahaha..

i lik this shot below...


the old pic taken early tis yr
and now..hahaha..not much diff but..


i so miss the good old days in ite..
with my gals..
when i meet them yesterday i so feel at ease...
at times in sch i so feel leftout..
its so diff....i will never not feel leftout..
when i feel leftout i will keep telling myself
than im here to study and attain my diploma and get the hell out of poly
haiz
i sure hope my gals were in my sch..
oh.. if there was Airpork it would be even better man..
so miss her crazyness too..
sigh..


you know our time together have been short but i was happy to meet u gals..
XOXO
redsummer~ when r u going to have time for me?do u even care?

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