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ItsRedsummer
when i looked up to the sky, do u see what i see?
REDSUMMER
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young but not hopeless
still in school:/
I'm Single so lets Mingle
interest:
hairstyling
-let me cut ur hair if u dare
photography
-wana go take pictures together?y not
music
-free gigs?u know where?hEY! HO! lets go..
Anime
-fav NANA & currently watching BLEACH



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stuck_up_kid@hotmail.com

Music
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MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Silent screams
all we do is type & read




reminisce
walk into my past
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credits

lets see..

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
i need my daily dose of music..
i MISS my MP3..
the journey to work is
SUPER BORING..
Argh! can't live without my MUSIC..
~redsummer ` serve me right..now im deprive from the one thing that i cant live without when im

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Wont be blogging for a while...
like you care...i know i dun..
i told you before SYAFA memang sial..thanks

it could be days or months or years.....
need to clear my mind off things...
to the people who knew what happen...
and hates me now.. whatever la k..
to the person i hurt..im sorry cant help it..
but do know this.. What goes ard comes ard..
so ya... im gonna get my part pretty soon i can feel it..
still whatever couldnt bother less..
hopeless.. argh! i dun know la...
stress.. too much on my mind..

redsummer` is gona get it..she'll never have her happy ending..so no worries to the ladies that think im bad k.. happy? im sure you are..hah

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Friday, May 23, 2008
Happy Birthday Princess AiS!!
da 19 kape bdk tu.. haha...
cant wait for your bday party i guess..
thanks for inviting my gals when i didnt ask you too..
Hope you enjoy ur actual Bday that is today and your bbq which is on sat K!!

you know your GETTING OLDER!!

XOXO to The bday gurl!
redsummer` wishing you a HAPPY HAPPY BDAY!

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Gossip Girl Night..

tell you more about that in awhile...
lets start with another day at work..
as usual reach work den bla bla bla.. den the DN.. den when the divers come in will say hello to all of them..that what i do now.. when they come back they get a BIG HELLO from me too..haha..bored la.. thats how i amuse myself.. but today when they come back i dun get to see them.. after lunch i get to follow Cik Rahmat to deliver medical item to NUH and IMH.. haha.. turn out Cik Rahmat was ok... nothing interesting happen though even when we reach IMH.. the mentally disturb people were out of sight.. but the uncle say something they will ask you for ciggy or spit on you or just get angry for no reason... after that the long ride home.. he send me straight home.. reach home ard 5 plus.. got a msg from my Gossip gal (cant be named to protect the identity of the person)... she said she's bored n wanted to meet up.. so we chilled at toh guan park.. we were gossiping non-stop.. mostly abt this one person.. we gossip until we forget to see the time... time sure fly by fast when your engross in your gossiping.. mcm tak keje je besok nak bebual lame2...and yet AGAIN if not for my mom, i would have overslept!.. ♥ THANKS MOM ♥ cant wait for 2moro...

all i can say is...
let the drama begins...
Whahahah..(evil laughter)

you know I KNOW
XOXO
redsummer ` just love to gossip about people she dislikes..

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
After work meet up
Darling Aisyah

meet ais at Cck mrt and supposingly headed to IMM but ended up in City Hall...
so i can take the train with Mr ehem2 as well.. as usual his meeting his fiance lor...
Hot days and nights are coming back.. so humid.. i cant even sleep well last night..Luckly im working in the office... we decided to have lunch at the HOME TEAM ACADEMY.. so we have to walk in the HOT sun.. the food was great there.. the only problem is the walk back... ok back to my meet up with ais.. she treated me to desserts at Swensen's, had ice cream and finger food..YuMMy!
THANKS AIS ( or AIS MOM) ♥ for the treat...
oh yah and tomorrow i get to follow one of the drivers in their lorry to delivery stuff... aiya i dun want to change over to Ain's place.. i like where i am now.. i like the people at my place... Gonna miss them once i change to ain's place.. HAIZ!
anyways todays pics are with ais she would probably upload it in her bloggie..

you know I DONT WANT TO CHANGE TO OVERSEAS PACKING!!!
XOXO to the LOCAL delivery people
redsummer` i only get to meet you during tea breaks and lunch and the going back home together..haizz...

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Monday, May 19, 2008

Smiley Face




An old fren said to me

" you smile alot more now than before"
after she view my blog..we were chatting at msn..
then i said "thanks.. alot of ppl say that.."(but actually 2 ppl to be exact)
and i ask her "i never smile before issit?"
she replied
" you do..but ur smile compared to now, shows that u're really happy .."

I asked myself...
Do i really look that happy?
am i really happy with myself now?
i when to my blog and view my photos...
then i realise that... the people around me that keeps me smiling all the time...
My Lovely Gfs... Aisyah, Surayya, Fateha, Lis & Ain...
My Family.. Mom, Kak Sya & Kak Ani.. Not FORGETTING bEstie CuzZie ZuRa & FyQa..
my family is better than before now..sometimes i may get irritated but yet they are still my Family..even with friends i tend to get irritated or angry at them.. still they are the reasons that keep me smilling all this while...
not forgetting the people at work..
never fail to make me laugh... Mr ehem2(his name will not be mention), Yong the Superman, Lim Peng Chong issit? better known as Hantu, Aunty Bee Tin, Suresh,Cik Lani,not forgetting the drivers... haha...



you know YOU ♥ My SMILE :)
XOXO

Redsummer `bagaimana jikalau semua ini tidak lagi bersama dgn... what will happen to my smile then?

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

Another shopping trip..
Out with Kak Sya

in Love with my new shorts.....

when to taka to have KFC.. i had the new fillet zinger.. ok la..crispy fish... den off shopping..Kak sya bought for me 2 tops from Fox... THANKS KAK SYA den we headed to paragon Mark & Spenser.. wanted to get that cute cardigan.. but kak sya said if they have a smaller size than will look nicer on me.. the smallest size was 10.. so i didnt buy it..SAVE MONEY!! haha.. den off to dorthy perkins.. miss something where kak sya bought her jeans... den to a few other shops in paragon.. kak sya bought mom a beg in Muji..then off to some other shops..even bought aisyah her present...not telling wat shop..HAHA! den we walk to Tangs.. den off to far east to watsons.. den off home... once i reach home tired on the clothes..aiyo... must lose weight n flatten the tummy la..haizz...

overall it was ok had fun shopping...

you know I HAVE TO LOSE LOTS OF WEIGHT! so visible...
xoxo & goodbye fats on tummy..haha
redsummer `1 more day to go till i can see you again...

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missing you making me laugh and smile
even when you make me angry, i still feel content...

this is serious shit..
im stuck on you... its going to be a month since ive known you..
someone said to me that the 4 letter word dosent exsits.. he said once you find someone better looking than he is, then you wont think of that other person that you tot you were crazy over...
well im sorry i dun believe that.. there were few hot guys in town but seems like my eyes and my mind is still stuck on him...

what am i going to do then when tis all comes to an end...
time sure fly by fast...
when your really into that someone..

redsummer` going crazy yet again.. what the freaking hell was i thinking..

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Spent my Saturday with Darling Fav Gfs..

Aisyah & Fateha & Surayya
also Lia & Juwita (ais's cousin and friend)
this is all me baby!

Afa & Ais



Juwita & Me



Juwita, Syafa & Aisyah

Us again..

Me, Juwita & Lia

See anything in common n yet differnt in length??

Get to meet my GFs!!
Miss Them Loads....
Surayya & Fateha...

Love this picture of Ais and me..

another photo with gfs...

Fa, Afa & Ais..
mane sue?? hehe..

spot who is behind me??
sibok je...hehe

been awhile since i when shopping....
meet ais and juwita 1st at jrg mrt...den we headed down to orchard...
1st stop dorthy perkins... den to paragon's Mark & Spenser... found this cute cardigan...
30 bucks.. i was broke then.. but my sis gave me 30 bucks to buy shorts at DP.. so i decided not to buy it 1st.. but it keep haunting me..should have bought it.. den i got to know that i hav mone in my bank but little only... haiya..but still should have bought the cardigan..so cute...den after that we took a bus to marina sq to have our dinner at LJS.. and we meet up with lia there too
after that we were off to DP again..found the shorts that i wanted... but still no size.. we decided to head back to town.. instead of stopping at orchard.. we stopped at dhoby ghaut .. again DP.. i was losing hope.. i went for another round in the shop and found the shorts and there were sizes...hehe.. so happy i tryed it on and bought it... den headed to mark n spenser again.. this time when i made up my mind to buy the cardigan they dun have it..but they have this cute flat mary jane like shoe only at 35 bucks.. i tried it on looks nice but not too keen on buying..so i didnt.. Lia and Juwita had to go home.. so i decided to meet My Gfs since they are in town..y not join them.. I MISS THEM LOADS... so ais and me took a train to orchard... get to chit chat and had BK... and chill abit at the steps of center point.. then their ride home arrive... i was kinda sad..cuz i miss them so.. and we get to meet awhile.. gotten hugs from the both of them before they go... Cya gals at the party k.. Sorry Ais i know its suppose to be your shopping day but there wasnt any nice blue baju mah...hehe...

you know I ♥ My GFS!!
XOXO to my gfs....
redsummer`ive been thinking abt you the whole day..
but im sure ur not thinking abt me as your love one is with you...

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Saturday, May 17, 2008
Please someone help me
im crying here in front of you..

someone knock some sense into me..
stop me from being obsessive..
having my obsessive compulsive dissorder..haha...

`redsummer going crazly stuck on you...
take me out of my misery..

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Friday, May 16, 2008
Im stuck on you stranger..


day by day the feeling grow..
getting more fond of you..
im going crazy..
your taken...
yet i still put myself in a spot..
making myself miserable..
without you knowing..
soon you'll be taken for good..
it might sound crazy..
as i just known you..
yet i feel so comfortable with you...
its been a while...
since i smile with no holding back...
when i think again...
im just hurting myself..
i know it wont last..
remember? good times tend to end..
especially for me...
all i can do is listen to the rhythm..
and let my illusions bring me to a place where it last..
all i can do now is sit and watch you..
i wish things were different..

`redsummer easily get her knees weak...
i just cant deny my feelings for you...

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Sunday, May 11, 2008
To all Mothers, Mummys, Moms, Emak, Ibu, Umi out there
wishing you all a
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
especially to MY ONE AND ONLY MOM
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
I ♥♥♥ YOU!!!
Huggies & Kisses for you....


you know YOUR THE ONLY MOM FOR ME
XOXO to all Mothers
redsummer ` loves her mom

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Eat till your stamoch goes cramp...
and you can hardly stand...
Surayya's clever idea...

Out with Darling Surayya

Sue & Me aftr our dinner buffey @ Carousel..

Posing with our juices...
mine was carrot and apple..yeks!
sue's was watermelon and orange...nvr heard of it but it taste better than mine..:P


Had three rounds... haha...

Silly photos of me...

this time i ate more than the 1st time when i came with my family...

the best part...
DESSERTS!!!
i have a SWEET TOOTH remember...

ada gold gold lagi....YUMMY!!


this is JAEDON...
this cute little kiddo..
call me while i was having dinner with sue...
as usual i dun understand baby talk..haha..
but it was cute...he even send me an MMS of his pic...haha
usually i get baby talk from Yang2..now its this new baby boy..
much cuter than yang2...




anyway i wana say
THANKS to DARLING AIS
for the dunkin' donuts...huggies...

and not forgetting
THANKS to DARLING SUE & Cik HElMI
Sue for the brilliant idea... and Sue's dad for letting the idea take place...

Both of us were broke..especially me...
followed sue to meet her dad to get money and sue ask her dad if we could eat for free..since both of us were hungry... haha...
eat at carousel somemore..haha.. free flow of food and drinks...
eat till your hearts content..we didnt even dress for the occasion..haha...
after that we both suffer... our stamoch couldnt take in all the food...haha...
this is wat you get for being a glutton... haha... after that whole thing... we chill and as usual talk abt wrk n some other stuff...it would be more fun if fateha was there too.. she might be small but that gal can eat!! and too bad for ais if she had followed it would have been fun too but that poor gal was tired...

you know you like FOC things too
XOXO
Redsummer ` please come to the party with me...

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Saturday, May 10, 2008
the weekend is here again!!

no plans yet for today...
BORED!! and i need to pass ais bday party invitations...

Wednesday..
anyway...
i recently join surayya drawing crew..
on wed..haha.. i had nothing to do after i finish all my wrk..
so i took out my not book and drew this..
and Bee Tin was saying ... angle shoudlnt be gloomy!!
like HELLO! who said this was an angle... i drew it but i dun even know wat it is...
i nvr seen an angel before and this is definately not it... its just a cartoon... DUH!
looks can be deceiving..its just a drawing..



Thursday & Friday
Did some execrise at work...haha..
Sit and Squard...
Bent and Carry...
Peel and Paste...
hahaha... and the warehouse is super dusty...
On thursday Ain was Wearing a light brown skirt n a white tshirt...
it all turn BLACK!!!! Haha.. Kecian ain...
my hands we super black... my black vans shoe n my black shorts turn dusty..
iek!! my leg when cramp on the next day... haha.. and worst i was having my period..
pain in the stamoch n legs..hahha...but friday wasnt that bad
Yong really became a superman today... its his nick name...
he has to cover for Andrew who is on leave and Bee tin who is on MC...
i didnt get to help him much.. all i can do is help him upload n do accept...
and Cik lani gave us a ride to the mrt station again!! hehe...
but lately if Mr ehem2 is ard we wld be taking the company bus...

you know YOU WANT ME
XOXO to Someone *winks
redsummer ` hope that you will come along on the 24..

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Monday, May 5, 2008
Bubble...
this goes to you Mr ehem2..
even though you dun read my blog....

YOU FREAKING OWE ME 2bucks.. suppose to be 1.50...but i gave u 2.50 instead as i have no more coins..but u can take the 50cents for the drink u bought me the other day..
stupid me go and borrow to you... i know only 2 bucks.. but im super broke la seh..mom gave me 26 bucks for the week..top up 10 bucks on my ezlink... and as usual bought mineral water and and mentos... now im left with 10 bucks for the week... haiz...and that ass ask me to take company bus to cck..so i said sure.. den skali going home he said he take car..i was pissed off seh...but nvrmind... he still can wave n smile while the buruk car drive pass us...freak you..haha
but but but..guess wat aftr we cross over to the busstop..a red mazda car..HOT!! stop at the side of the road..It was Cik Roslani la seh..So good ah..he offered us a ride to cck mrt... Woo hoo! sweet ride... and cool music taste seh for a hot car..woo... he might be old but his super cool la seh... i cant wait for 2moro to laught at ur sorry ass.. da la naik org nye kereta yg buruk..abh confrim die on lagu cina nye..hahaha... abh tingkap kene bukak lagi...HAHA!!! tu ah ketawekn org lagi naik public transport... i got to take a sweeter ride den u to go to the mrt la seh..belo...yaya THANKS FOR GIVING US THE MTV LANDYARD!! We still WON!!

okla this is very petty i know...haha..
bcuz i cant wait for 2moro to let it out infront of his face...haha
and remember my 2 bucks k..hehe..if not dun bother talking to me.. and you can have ur landyard back...

YOU KNOW I HAD THE LAST LAUGH!!
HAHA!
NO XOXO for you Mr ehem2
redsummer ` when things goes your way without needing you to take revenge it sure taste sweet...

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Jam packed weekend..
Changi Beach & Sheesha at Haji lane..

Out with My Family

waiting in the car with cuzzie Faris & Nazirul..
while they bought nasi lemak n tea...



@ Changi beach
Mom her sisters...


@ the sheesha place...
most of the pictures have my aunt face in it...
suke die amik gambar..hehe

My Uncle and Me Sheeshaing...


its been awhile since i went for any family outing...
so glad i followed today... even though im still abit sleepy and tired.. i reach home ard 9 plus am..
change and when to bed... but i keep waking up... and i finally decide to fully be awake at 5 to 6pm... den my mom ask me to shower and wait for my aunties to confrim if they r going out with us... and so there we were.. at changi beach chilling and chit chatting away.. my mom and aunties told us of their childhood times when there were staying in Pulau berani... haha... we had peanuts, nasi lemak, milk tea, dried mango and lots of other stuff.. den we headed to haji lane.. to eat again and sheesha... we pick Apple & mint flavoured... took lots of pictures...most photos are in my sisters camera... will upload soon yah.. anyway my uncle taught us a better n fun way of sheeshaing... to blow only out of yr nose... after a few times... u feel wetness and coolness in your nose..hehe... will teach you gals on our next sheesha session..What a weekend... Saturday night with fav Gfs and then Sunday with Family... "What better Weekend could i ask for ?!"
ohh.. gosh.. its late.. and i have to sleep!!
Arrgh!!! work 2moro... hopefully i can wake up @ 5.20 am

you know THIS IS THE BEST WEEKEND EVER!!
XOXO to all My Family Members..
redsummer ` tired smile :) ...

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Sunday, May 4, 2008
3 May 2008, Saturday..
Overnight with Fav Gfs..

Surayya & Fateha
plus their friends... kama & nick

Me, Fa n Nick


Me and sue..no picture on my hp with her yesterday...


Kama and me... ard 5 plus..playing bluff...



i was super duper broke....but i still wanted to go out...
but when they ask i say i didnt want to cuz they wanted to go sheeshaing...and that needed money...i only have a 2 dollar note.. and some coins..pathetic kn...aiyo...in the end i decided to meet up with them...meet them at ard 6 plus... when to bugis street and Fa bought a bag and Sue bought shoes... den we headed to this sheesha place where i nvr been before..nice place..the old place we went to was packed.. this place was packed too but there is place on the terrace..so we sat on the high chairs n waited for nick and kama to come.... den fa ask us if we wanted to slp over her place.. and we did....aftr sheesha session...we headed to GOTHAM CITY...just to chill...no dancing or singing or video caming this time..hehe den headed over to fa's crib... we place the materess and the pillows all over her living room..and i was the 1st to jumpe in n lay on the bed of pillows..haha... we watched parent trap and got bored.. so we share scerets n storiies.. sing and play a stupid game who can hold the pillow with both feet in the air... most of the time i was closing my eyes hav a slight headace la... den we played uno..got bored and meet up with the guys again to play poker..haha.."FUN" ke ape main 99!! haha...freak game... bluff was more stressful den stress..haha..it was super hot that my "aircon was leaking"... anyway as usual have a blast with the gals!! finally all 3 of us get to hang out again till the next day.. once we reach fa's crib again at ard 6 am.. i feel aslp...haha... i can slp with the music on but not with the people talking... had a shower and breakfast and headed home... not much cam whoring that day...


you know I HAD A GREAT SATURDAY
XOXO
redsummer` love her gfs...

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Saturday, May 3, 2008
just another unperfect day...
work and meet up with GF ais and her fren SISQA

nothing much happen at work today... only that i was being told upon by someone infront of someone else.. i felt ashamed but i just smile and said okokok..seriously i didnt knw you cant eat there..that straight face was so scary..but i manage to hide away my feelings by showing off a smile n singing my way through... i really felt funny..haha.. but whocares it was just a small problem..i just HATE the feeling... yong ask me to find the DN at the the back where its dark...so i just feel like staying there and throw all my shamness away... get all lock up in the same cabot as the files..haha.. bull..

all that aside....that day at work was ok...was chit chatting away with Bee Tin.. its alwys better to talk to someone while ur at work so you wont get so bored... she keep asking me to smile..hehe..ya i do hav that depress face when im not smiling..haha.. and yong taught me how to do the uploading of HHT..haha FINALLY! i know hw to do it on my own...but with some help by yong if i lost my way...and he taught me some things new on the comp too... and the best time is alwys when DO RE MI come to the office to entertain me...we alwys tend to make each other laugh...sometimes we laugh so hard it hurts..and all this happen in the office or the canteen..hahaha...
ANYWAY i miss my other GFs..especially SURAYYA who i just meet last week and FATEHA who i havent meet at all after the last time we meet at sch...MISS YOU GALS!!!

oh yah.. and aftr wrk we finally finally took the company bus to Boon lay...took it with Mr ehem2..i sat beside him..haha.. he gave me funny quizzes and i keep laughing away... Mr ehem2 really remind me of Nik Fazly... haha.. miss the times i had with him.. but things didnt turn out well..so yah... but Mr ehem2 pun da nak kawin..so yah...haha...

the reason i drop off at boon lay is because to meet up with Ais...to go to lia's place... sisqa and sya was there too... but sya didnt tag along to lia's place..ape dah... it was fun having sisqa along...
as usual... we kareoked at lia's place..the only thing i can tink of before reaching her place was food..haha..hungry!!.. i eat n use the internet for awhile n we kareoke away..not letting ais sing..haha... den we headed home... overall i had a good day instead of the higcup i had earlier at work..haha...the meet up was the highlight of my day..im happy again..

you know I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU!!
XOXO to all my gfs..."can i have a hug from you too?"
redsummer`make me whole again... i need it..

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