cherry on top of my day .

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Suppose to meet CT today...but somethings juz got mess up.. i got angry n cancel the date...haiz...but i do wan to meet her but my anger get the best of me....SORI gaL fren...its my fault too k...mizz Ya lots....anyway who's tat guy wif u ? the guy u lik eh? well his cUtE!!!!hehe..haha..MIzz u alots n lots ..hope u forgive me cuz i forgive u k...well now im at my cuzZie's hse...cuz i need to auter my jeans n sch pants...cause me Lik 20 bucks Total sia...but the aunt vry good ah...i go other place dey dun do gd lik she does but herr's costly ah..haha...well im meeting ais to go shopping tomorow...n meeting jia yi n maybe claud too aftr tat...cuz i so long nver meet them..miz them too..especialy jia yi!!!hehe...ANd ya lAstly My Hamster HAv BaBIES!!!!!!!hahah...so cute......hehehe...

toddles...

Labels: juz blogging

redsummer

Sunday, April 22, 2007

I meet up wif CT yesterday after sch..had late LUNCH wif her at BAGUS in IMM...even wen im still full cuz i had breakfast at Macdonal's wif Ais,Ummi and Liz[new fren in simei] ... i still eat cuz its been a long time since i've meet her..and i miss her so..n she's hungry n it be bad if i didn'ty eat together wif her.. Most of our conversation was on sch abt the new sch , frens and stuff.. its juz great to finally meet up wif her again..we should do tis often galfren...cuz wen i wif her i could talk abt anything.. pour all my heart ace out on her..n she wld too..tat's the best thing abt being frens wif her... n the meet up will alwys hav full of laughter .. sumtimes we laugh till we cannot take it anymore jokes..haha..MIZZ HER LOADS!!! well, after tat we went to spectical hut .. cuz i tot of getting new spec but instead i bought contect lens..my 1st pair..i wanted the grey one but for my degree is out of stock i can onli get it nxt wk but i can't wait tat long..haha...so i get the brown one..

hmpz...tat all...nuthing much happen tat day n the hamster's are getting fatter..haha..my sis scard the female one is pregnant..haha..

toddles..

Labels: juz blogging

redsummer

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

im really bored...its my 3rd day of sch...and i onli made 1 fren in my class..haizz...bored...im juz not good at making new frens..i guess they all scard of me cuz i nvr smile tat much..haha...muthafuck!!!..and they all made frens with eacher already..no body wana talk to me..im a shy person but they dun knw cuz of my ugly n rough exterior sia..haizz...n im not pretty lik the other gals in class..cuz im tat kinda person who goes to sch n dun care if her hair is messy n her face looks lik she juz woke up..n gals in the sch wears make up n do their hair..i couldnt bother less sia..i only dress up wen im going out ...bbut to sch nah...haizz...n i still havent get my uniform sia..im so stress up abt sch n frens..haizz..life wont get any better for me i guess...and there is so many mlys in the sch..i rather my sch got a lot of chi so i wont be too stressful..i do lik having frens who is mly la im not a racist..but too many mly in one sch..no way man..im gona die in tis sch sia..i wont survive...haizz...HELP anybody?!

bye ppl

Labels: juz blogging in sch

redsummer

Thursday, April 12, 2007

hehe..i reali reali lik my new blogskin n my new tagboard..hehe..love everything new about my new blog yea!!..well,Now im satisfied..haha...

but the thing is now i still dun hav anything to wear on the 1st day of sch which is in a few days sia..i wont be caught dead wearing my old sch uniform.. i dun even knw where it is sia..haiz..

i guess u all knw im at my dad's place again...got nothing to do at mom's house except play wif the hamsters..i feed them juz knw b4 i went out...the hamsters are so adoreable sia..lik playing with them especially feeding them the look so darn cute..haha

hopefully i make more frens who's going to ite simei as well b4 sch starts n hopefully they dun hav uniform too..hahaha...crazy..

toddles....

Labels: juz blogging

redsummer

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

gone shopping again
to ease the pain tat u cost me
to u its a waste of money
but tat's the way i do it
retail therapy..
im a gal remember..

bcuz wen i shop i can get the things tat i want
even when i dont need it
but atleast tat thing wont reject me
the way u do..
if u could be bought ,
i'll buy u..at any cost..
watever it takes to get u
but love cannot be bought..
even if u hav a million or billion dollar..
u can't buy love..

even if u could buy love..
it wouldn't be true..
as it has to come from both parties..
not juz one..
or it will be unrequieted love..

i stuff myself wif food again today
even though it taste bad..
but no matter how much i stuff myself..
i dun feel full..
i dun feel hungry either..
it juz helps to kill time
and in some ways helps to fill in the space inside of me
but it last only for awhile so i keep eating..
tat's how i get high n lose my self

i've been crying myself to sleep
everynight aftr u left me hanging tat day..
all our memories together keep playing in my mind
the sweet ones always made me smile
but wen the bitter one comes
tat's went i start crying..
i juz cant erase the memory of u and me away..
its so hard too..
everynight i think of u..
i dun knw if im still in love
or am i juz crazy
cuz i hate u more than ever now..

title : things gals do to ease the pain
by : redsummer

Labels: thoughts and feelings..writings

redsummer

Monday, April 9, 2007

Updates!!
7/04/07-Long BuT fun Saturday!! Woke Up at Ard 9 am..bath N get ready to go out Hav BreakFast wIf Ais @ Burger KIng..den went to pay my Olvl fees which Cost me 311 bucks!! and Now im Kinda Broke! hopefully dad pay me up ASAP sia..ok moving on..after tat went home..took another bath n went out wif my sis..we're getting our new haircuts @ expect studio..woo..love it wen they wash my hair..[so ive lik wash my hair 3 times tat day]haha..eventhough both of us got 20% discount each it still cost us 36 bucks..gosh..n it let a bigger hole in my wallet..as i had to pay for my sis 1st..so 36 x 2 ..u calculate yah..haiz..but nvm she's gona pay me back aftr she gets her pay..

After tat i went Out wit C.t ...went to Bugis street...she wana go get her sch shoes n beg..we got great bargen for her..hehe..i finally bought my fred perry beg tat ive been wanting even thought i was broke tat day..haha..we took neoprints to gether..2 times..so it cost us each 10 bucks..we alwys have so much fun wen we go out..so much laughter my stamoch hurts..haha..

c.t had to reach home by 10+ so ..i meet up wif ais again after her family dinner...took more neoprints ..another 10 bucks gone..den we watch midnight movie [ the hitcher] ..it was ok la..reach home @ abt 2 am..play wit the two Cute HAmster's,had to wash their exercrise wheel cuz they keep peeing on it..how do i stop them?! heLp!!

well tat was my whole saturday..

today- juz went over to my dad's place in yew tee.. im not wrking any more kinda bored at home..still need uniform for monday..haiz..at least at my dad's i cld use the internet yah..haiz..bored..going home soon...

toddles....

Labels: my saturday

redsummer

updates

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

updates!!..wat happen wen i wasn't blogging..

28/03/07 - registration..

went to ite simei..wif aisyah and jin rong..

took our ezlink photo..

the sad thing is all the uniform is out of stock...

nothing to wear on the 1st day of sch..haha..

and i'm still not ready for sch..

still scard..hahaha..den we went for dinner @ banquet

den off to city hall..i tot i wanted to get shoes but i went home

with shoelaces only a red one..haha...

29/03/07 -got to know my cuzzie in hospital bcuz of urine infection..

poor cuzzie was admitted to NUH for few days..

fortunately my cuzzie is ok..she back home..

i visited her the next day wif my family..she was not even in

she's walking around lik as if she's not sick..haha

funny cuzzie i hav there.

1/04/07 - suppose to go gym today wif april but i scard alot of ppl..i shy

cuz i fat mah..but i reali wanted to go..wanted to do sum

execrise b4 sch start..haizz..

today - gym was canceled again..cuz april needs too go appeal for sch..

poor thing she've been appealing to ite but nvr got thru..hope she

hope she get it tis time around...

toddles...

Labels: updates ..

redsummer

my wrk mates

CAPTURED MOMENTS with..

Work Mates in Motorola[shipping department]

the galz in the 1st picture has already quit their job left me alone wif the other..laz wk was suppose to be my laz..but some ask me to continue..so tis thursday 5/03/07 is my las day at wrk....its not gona be the same without the crazy bunch at wrk..lucky me tat i still hav the others the 12hr shift galz..they are juz as crazy..haha...tat all..

toddles....

Labels: captured moment wif wrk mates...

redsummer

Sunday, April 1, 2007

its been awhile since i write in my blog...cuz ive gotten so fustrated tat i cannot upload pics on to my blog..But now CAn already so Happy.. i got lots of pics...pics of wat i bought in the month of march n pics of me hangin g out wif fews Of My gaL freNz....Btw the way i bought the red slippers tat i ve been wanting..the red one in new urban male havanese slippers dun hav already..but luckly in project shop hav..n its much more cheaper..and equally nice..and cheaper too