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Monday, March 30, 2009

Support Our Local BAnds!
Compass Music Extravaganza

♥ Aisyah..
thanks for asking me along....

anyway tis guy below
KAWAII!!!!
so darn cute sia...
he is a rapper..with a twist..

here is the band we were waiting 4
PINHOLE!
they save the best for the last ending/closing the show...
cool or wat..
the rock my socks.,off man..
they kinda lik false vomit or isit fish tank?kinda lik only but not realy?
i tink they would sound better if they had a sexaphone or trumpet..

cool shits
the main vocalist i tink...

i find tis guy to be the cutest..
but too bad his taken..whaha..
nvm la still got that rapper guy..whoo hooo..hahahaha

Ais and Nor i tink..
she is the drummer from pinhole galfren..
ais know the drummer from wrk..thus here we are..hahaha

if u notice i didnt wear my red bans ..

i forget to wear.. n i just bought at J.P...

i like the red n black one ..nice..hahahhaha

me again

ais n fa

how do i look?

whahaha

anyway my hair is getting oranger..not redder sia..boring

Aisyah..Plz plz upload all the pic that have me in it..whahaha

especially me and tat ridzuan rafie guy..hot hot..

i wan i wan,..

you know..lets support our local bands aite

XOXO

redsummer~cant wait to have the photoshoot 2moro with boy..:)

Labels: compass music extravagenza

redsummer

Sunday, March 29, 2009

no words left to say

now i can only turn and walk away

walk away from it all

i take it that it never happen

erasing every memory

cuz its painful to remenise to the old memory

even though u said it werent so great.

~redsummer

Labels: moving on is alwys so hard

redsummer

Saturday, March 28, 2009

meet up with GF CT!!!
Hearts her....

nan and jas were there..
nan treated all of us..haha
thanks beb

pics of us

me!!

my new watch..hahahhaha

its alwys nice to meet up with ct,,

miss her la...

so long nvr spent time with her...

we shall meet up again aite...

you know I MISS YA

XOXO to ct

redsummer~ i want ya back beb but i just need to get over u now i guess

Labels: gf ct

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Thursday, March 26, 2009

red, rouge, ang, merah....

i just like tis pic of my hair..
wahahahahah

just cant get enough of my red hair
the front part..

the back part..
not that red uh..

my new CRaze..
NANA

i met ais at imm..
we went to the comic shop..
yeah they sell nana accesories..whahaha..
but didnt really caught my eye..futhermore its cheap la seh..
but ais didnt really give me time to choose seh..
she say she dun like tis kinda shop..hahaha
siao...

comments on my hair..
haha...
" like Mr Macdonal"~alex
"kinda like paramore"~ryan
"merah kape!"~aisyah...
hahhaa she gave me a shock yet yah i expect it already look..hahhaha

you know you confusing me man..i want u but u are like hard to read...just say la..
XOXO
redsummer~if its a game take tat game some where else eh..thanks

Labels: all red

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

D.I.Y day for me
i feel like a 15 yr old again...

haha...
u guess it...
i cut my own hair today
on impluse...

there was hair all over the place..

i just cut the back part anyhow..
cuz i cant see and there is no one at home...

tis is wat i get...

atleast the front part is better...

whahaha...

i didnt even have to spent money..happy:)

den i bleach my hair...

den i dye the whole head red..

yah wat was i thinking..hahaha

i keep laughing on my own...hahahaha

now it looks kinda orangy..

cuz i keep washing it

it was super red the 1st time

all i could do was laugh at myself..hahaha

haha.. yah i went out with tis hair to imm..

to meet mom.. haha..

when i say her i just laugh and she laugh..

and everytime i see her face i laugh n she cant help it too..
the best part...imm is so brightly lit that my hair so stood out lor..hahaha

den i meet lis..

and she was lik "sial la merah sial rambut kau..eh aku tak leh tgk ah rambut kau"

hahahhaha...siao..

if she didnt dye her hair black..we both will have bright hair..

her's suppose to be all blonde sia..whahaha...

den suddenly i felt like one of the anime cuz of my bright hair..

ahahahha..siao uh..

but somehow i kinda like it..

but im not sure if i wana put black stripe on it anot..whahahaha

you know i felt better today..

xoxo to me, myself n i

redsummer`by ur smile i know its over..so nice knowing u..

Labels: kemaruk anime la

redsummer

Leen's Tom Yam

spent half the day at leen's place..

with her family uh..heheh

anyway..

i asked her to cook tom yam for me..

and she did..Sweet eh..

i get she make the best tom yam..

really most tom yam u eat u will be throwing out the stuff u cant eat

but her tom yam is so full of goodies..me likey..

yum yum...the hotness is moderate uh..

even though her family members were complaining its too spicy

oh yah..

She Bake a chocolate natela cake for me..

with iceing that says happy 19th bday..

hehehe..yeah im still 19..hehe i wish..

the cake is nice when its cold..

♥ Thanks LEEN!!!

for rushing home from sch and doing all tis for me...

hehehe.. so sweet la..

tis gurl i known her for less than a year seh..

and i nvr done anything for her before..

but i feel lik she done alot for me..

i thank her for that..

if its not because of her dad

and her tagging at my blog

i dont tink i would have gotten to know her..

im grateful

you know i still cant make up my mind which hair cut i want

xoxo to leen

redsummer~give me a proper closure if u dun wan me anymore..argh!

Labels: leen's tom yam

redsummer

Monday, March 23, 2009

it gets easier each day
but the thought of u still make me sad

its sunday

and i still tink of him
i miss him...

i slowly getting myself occupy with things
like another short shopping trip with lizzie just now..
i got my new adidas watch liao..
my n 2nd sis bought it for me..
i went to adjust the strap with liz
and found tis cute pair of sandals at far east for 1o bucks..
aww..soo cute..
i intended to get my watch fix and find a new sling bag
but all the nice begs are to expensive
after that meet up with dad n sis..
ate at spagettie too...
and played racing game...

whahaha
and it isnt a proper arcade
the games are place in middle of no where and its scattered all over imm
and i asked dad to play along with me
whaha..we spent lik 9 bucks..
expensive ah one game 1 buck siak
anyway.. I WON!! whahah..all 3 games the 4th one didnt count
cuz i took the harder course..whahahah
dad was saying "i lost to a person who dont even know how to drive"
hahha...
bLUEkz!
the last game i played alone..
good timing but still not good enought to win the whole race..
darn it..but sortta addictive.,
i tot i would just play 1 game with dad
end up more than tat...

anyway...
in madness and sadness
i dun know how to overcome my feeling
to move on and face reality...
i tot of cutting my own hair..
someting tat i havent done in a long while..
and my hair isnt long enought for me to cut on my own..
im suddenly kinda scard of the outcome..
whaha..
maybe i should just cut at the salon
and i wana dye it all red..
the flaming red that i use before when cuzz did for me the highlights..
yea im going nuts..
watever it takes not to think of the hurt i guess..

i want him back..
haizz..so how eh?

oh yah!
i bump in into boy just now
otw to meet liz...
and i ask him if i looked funny
he said "no la u look awesome"
awesome ke ape..hehe
thanks btw :P

you know im still here waiting for u...but if ur not coming back just inform me la..
so i dun have to keep waiting
xoxo
redsummer~ i lik the flaming red hair idea but what hairstyle eh?

Labels: haiya lifes like tat wat

redsummer

Sunday, March 22, 2009

NANA anime

addicted to NANA anime
( liz and me found out tis anime in a vcd shop while browsing thru..we decided to check the anime out in the net..it wasnt a bit dissapointing)
ive already watch 18 episodes..
mostly abt relationship..
how painful love can be and how empty u can get without it.
i love their theme songs..
i ask boy to download it for me...
he found them but.. i only manage to get the opening song from him
the one that i really wanted all didnt get..
he has them only it failed to send to me..
sad pe..

heres the lyrics to the song
tat i didnt manage to get
i really lik tis one

A LITTLE PAIN

Travel to the moon kimi wa nemuri yume wo toku
Dare mo inai hoshi no hikari ayatsurinagara
Tsuyoku naru tame wasureta egao
Kitto futarinara torimodosu
Kidzuite
I'm here waiting for you
Ima to wa chigau mirai ga atte mo
I'm here waiting for you
Sakebi tsudzukete
Kitto kokoro wa tsunagu ito wo tagutteru
Ano koro no watashi me wo samasu you ni
No need to cry

Travel in silence te wo nobaseba fureru no ni
Kimi wa tooi sore wa omoide no naka no koto
Koe ga kikoeru me wo tojireba
Chiisana itamisae itoshikute
Mitsumete
I'm here waiting for you
Kaze ni fukare hitori mayoutte mo
I'm here waiting for you
Sora wo miagete
Zutto kokoro wa te wo hirogete mamotteru
Ano koro no kimi ga furikaeru made
No need to cry

(Feel something, Feel nothing)
(Listen closely, listen closely)
Wide open ears
Disarm the dream tickler
In the constant moment
(You will find me where it's quiet)
(Listen closely, listen closely)

Let the blood flow
Through all the spaces
Of the universe
Kidzuite
I'm here waiting for you
Ima to wa chigau mirai ga atte mo
I'm here waiting for you
Sakebi tsudzukete
Kitto kokoro wa tsunaguito wo tagutteru
Ano koro no watashi me wo samasu you ni
No need to cry

(Listen closely, listen closely)
(Listen closely, listen closely)
(Listen closely, listen closely)

i tink im gona find the song in imeem to put it on my blog

you know tis is just to distract me from thinking of him
but i still am..i want him back..
xoxo to whoever cares
redsummer~ im still waiting for u..get sorted out sooner.. n come back will ya

Labels: Nana anime

redsummer

Friday, March 20, 2009

how can i move on?

when ur still on my mind
our time spent together was short
but i cherish every moment...

i want it back..
i want u back

seeing u smile
alwys makes me smile

now its gone..
its all gone...

i feel empty inside
just like the empty msg u send me tis morning

i know u told me once
that if he dosent love u someone else will
for now u are all i want..
all i ever needed..
i didnt even ask for much

for my bday..
when u said choose anyting u wan..
i will buy for u
did i even choose anyting at all?
all i ask for was for u to spent a whole day with me

to occupy my mind
im lucky i just got paid
even a lil..
it helps..
i did retail therapy..
but i didnt got much

yesterday
everytime im alone
i tink of u
and i cry
i totaly forget where i was
and i just cry

today
i cried again..
i blogged and cried..
its all i know to do
when im alone

im crying for myself
cuz i suddenly feel empty
and lost
its was all too sudden
but is my tears worth it all
will my tears even bring u back

when i saw u yesterday
i just tot of grabbing u
holding u tight
not wanting to let u go
but i didnt
i didnt know how to..

i hope u get sorted out soon
and come back

i will be waiting
with arms wide open
to take u back
thats for sure

~redsummer

Labels: my eyes burn from tis tears

redsummer

Thursday, March 19, 2009

i guess he's just not into me

it felt like someone just stab me at the back
an invisible wound...
my heart pumping so fast i cant breath
people ard me is agreeing with my head
but my heart..
my heart..
it says ...
it says it still wants you
i thought i can take it
i thought i was strong enough
i guess i wasnt..
im still in pain..
the dagger still stuck to my back
but to suffer tis long
im sure i will pull thru
it better now than later

well if he was into me..
watever shit i throw his way..
he'll pulll thru too..
im too young for him is just an excuse
and his ego talking when he said i was sarcastic
he can shamelessly say its was the 2nd time..
wth, he cant even tolarate 2 sarcasm...
BE A MAN!
i guess he has his own reasons la...
his not solely to be blame..
watever la...

im sick n tired of games....
get ur priority straight

~redsummer
im sad yet im so piss off..
i hated wat happen...y today? i was so looking forward to dinner...fuck la

redsummer

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I manage to get out of it alive...
hahaha
Exams i mean...

heres the bday pics..
abit only
surprise bday cake..
as usual by kak ani
♥ Kak ani..
nvr fail evry yr..
only that this yr its ice cream cake

in bed

we played with the dry ice..

and the hammies were curious..

1st bday present receive

♥ KAk Sya

that wats inside...

My 2nd Bday gift..

From My 2 Fav Gurls...

all this was wats inside the cute coin bank

all things red...

the cutes gift..

my 2 fav gurls..

♥ my fav gurl...esp lis for staying all nite cutting the heart shapes..

and to both for going out n not studying for the last exam..

and and and..

to tolerate my nonsence that day..heee..

love you gals...

meee.....

Fa i wan more of my bday pics la!!

SEND send send.....

right after our last exam.. when i tot i could sleep in....

argh,.guess again..i start wrk the next day...early2 in the morning...

shits! hahaha... but its over now.. i endured the 5 days of tiring work..

standing ard n counting stock...i hate counting the floss..i just dun mind eating them

i get to take a peek at the show..just a peek..hahahhaa...

overall its tiring but it was ok...

finally i can start enjoying my holiday..

woo hoooo!!!

my poly results will be out in apr..

praying hard that i will get in....amin...

you know I KEEP singing to the disney songs while working...

especially to alladin,little mermaid, snow white and cinderella...

whahahhahaha...

i sang it over and over and over again...

XOXO to the ppl who gave me the bday wishes yea..

redsummer~ i just cant wait..u'll know sooner or later...whahaha

Labels: its over...yeaaaa

redsummer

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Freaking LoNg WEeekkkk!!!!!

too tired to update or even to think...

i accidently delete some of my bday pics...darn it..

Im off to BED!!!!!!

Labels: my feet is killing me

redsummer

Sunday, March 1, 2009

CuzZies and Ben & Jerry's
just sound so right...

♥ THANKS KAK TUTY
for treating all of us to dinner n dessert n the car rental..

i just find tis bottles to be so cool...
Vintage edition...
we bought the green one cuz its mint and
the only words that we understand..
oh.. and its just juice..

Kak Nur, Kak Sya, Kak ty, Kak Bai and me
the tua2 all sit behind..hehehe

at ben n jerry's demsey hill

who's car is that eh?
partically gona go in the front door of ben n jerry's..
whahahaha

the time spend was short..
but the laughter were endless..
and the memory will forever be kept...
another outing soon aite?

oh yah i totally forget abt wat i studied in the morning
exam wasnt even on my mind just now..
and its only 1 wk away..ohhh goosh..argh!!
i will update all the funny pic lik after 12 march..wahahaha...

anyway..
to My GFs and all ite students who is taking their Final year Exam in March
All the BEST!!! Study and give it your best shot man..
PoLy here we Come baby..whahaha...insyaallah...

i miss you

no matter how many i miss you songs
that i listen too..
it dosent change the fact that i miss you
all the words i need to say to you
its all written in the song...
i did met you for awhile the other day
but it was just isnt the same
i need more time with you
i miss you dearly.. so badly
that i'll give anything
just to be with you right now...

ceh....hehehhehehe....

you know TODAY is just to DESTRESS abit..
XOXO to all my cuzzies

redsummer`i had fun today...its been awhile since im out...nvm aftr exam can enjoy!!!!!!!

Labels: cuzzie unite

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