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ItsRedsummer
when i looked up to the sky, do u see what i see?
REDSUMMER
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young but not hopeless
still in school:/
I'm Single so lets Mingle
interest:
hairstyling
-let me cut ur hair if u dare
photography
-wana go take pictures together?y not
music
-free gigs?u know where?hEY! HO! lets go..
Anime
-fav NANA & currently watching BLEACH



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stuck_up_kid@hotmail.com

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Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Silent screams
all we do is type & read




reminisce
walk into my past
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credits

lets see..

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Saturday, July 30, 2011
Tips and tricks to get a cheap treatment or colour, only works on shops that have cheap offers

I have read a lot bad reviews on Sinp avenue, about bad hair cuts or paying more than they bargain for. Stop complaining. It like 3 dollar per haircut and even though they have colouring of below 20 dollar in the end they want to make you pay more by saying they going to use a better product so they not in the wrong really is just that u should agree straight away.

The cheap haircut they offer for all lengths, well it depends if you get a good hairstylist than you will get a good haircut but what i suggest is only do it at sinp avenue when you just need a trim or like me the under cut. than there wont be problem.

About them saying about cheap treatments and colour, one thing about this shops is in the end they will try to sell you those treatments or colour with a branded product so in the end it cost more.

what you have to do is insist on getting the cheap one if really u just want to try or ask for what other price range they have for what brand and also tell them your budget give as low as possible but not so low that its impossible. i suggest a budget of $40-60, depending on what offers they have. If they want you to stay and do the treatment or colouring they would really suggest u a package of a nice price never agree straight away at the 1st package they give cause they sure can go lower to your budget.

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just feel like it
Friday, July 8, 2011
its been a hectic start of the year
filled with different events that have shaped my memories
school has always been a challenge
friends there are still there
more closer than ever
love was never here to begin with
crash and burn
boys are all around me
sing my heart out
cry my tears out
still not ready to the take the plunge
silence is something i'm not used to anymore
voices in my head
who do i follow?
what do i become?
where do we go from here?
how do i choose? or do i even have to?
random thoughts in my head
fasting month is nearing
last years event is not forgotten but not wanted
never again.

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Sunday, May 8, 2011
When i got to know that your going away for a year,
i told a friend that i would miss you even though i'm not so close to you,
even though i don't really know what to talk about when i meet you
but after what happen yesterday.
the fact that you just don't get why i was so emotional,
just gave me more reasons not to.
i still love you but its just not the same now.
i feel totally replace by you.
thanks a lot.


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Sunday, January 2, 2011
1/1/11

its a new year..
thats all everything else is the same
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Saturday, November 27, 2010
If you started to miss me
REMEMBER
i didn't walk away, you did
you let me go.
as usual.
redsummer
mutual understanding
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
we had a serious talk and agreed on somethings
cleared my doubts
know whats in it for me
agreement has been made.
its sad yet
maybe for the better :)

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:)
Sunday, November 14, 2010

I don't wana let you go
and i don't ever wana say goodbye.
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medication lots of it.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
i never liked antibiotics.. makes your pee smell nasty...
anyway... i guess i been having fever since last week with flu and soar throat that comes and goes.. till i get this numbness at a part of my right feet that let to numbness at a part of my right hand.. so i totally forgotten about the fever and other sickness and concentrate abt the numbness that on tuesday i woke up and my tonsils was as big as ever never had i have tonsils that big i feel like its coming out of my throat when im talking.. i only had swallen with pus coming out tonsils i had it so much in secondary school that i don't need to go to the doctor to knw wat to do.. LOL.. and yea i finally when to the clinic to get check. and guess wat the numbness is nothing serious it cause by my fever and the problem is the tonsils. WHat~! got me scard .. but atleast it nothing serious right hahahah.. allhamdullilah.. :)
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absences makes the heart grow fonder
Sunday, November 7, 2010

Mal is back after a year of absence.
absences makes the heart grow fonder?! is that true?
:)

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Beast Craze
Saturday, October 23, 2010

I'm late into joining the beast fan club :(
miss them when they were in singapore cause i wasn't into them then. Boo and they were at IMM so near my place boo~! beast come to singapore again please.

Love Beast!
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Wednesday, October 6, 2010
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Red Hair and Red boots
Saturday, September 25, 2010

xoxo
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Saturday, September 11, 2010
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims.
even if you dun want to you have to forgive me.
for all the wrong that i ever said or done.

Dr martens im gona gona get ya!

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Emotional Phase
Monday, August 30, 2010
yet again..
it comes every month.
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Find me If you can.
Thursday, August 26, 2010


just a random title.
find my tumblr? Lol
i dun knw. whatever.
anyway..
its study week is nearing to an end so as Rahmadan.
status of studies : not so good. lots of chapters to go
status of brain: Holiday
so yeah they dun go together..
life is same old same old i guess.
love this so called quote i found in Tumblr
"No fans
No friends
No Car
No Man
No money
No Fun
No place to run"
well man suppose to be Girl and Money suppose to be Pills.
but i gotta change it my way. HAHA
oh yah last week leen brought me to Fried rice paradise
I never been to a musical let alone into the esplanade concert hall.
Overall i enjoyed the musical play. Taufiq batisah was so cute on stage and dancing. Of course singing was his forte. The Play was Great and funny too.
no other updates.
status of emotions : sucks to the core
you know i hate this feeling
xoxo
redsummer

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Sunday, August 1, 2010
I know sometimes i the route of the cause.
everyone has flaws right?
time to make amends.
redsummer
words that come out.
words are not only words.
words can make or break someone.
i want to say sorry to my Gfs if i hurt her by my blog eventhough it made her realise something,
it was sweet that she text me in the middle of the night. she told me she cried and i cried when she text me but yet its not fair to hurt someone just cause im hurting inside.
well life is never fair
but yet some of us alwys want to make it fair
or make ourself perfect.
Its never easy not to give a fuck about what people say
cause that would mean we have no feeling or we just keep everything bottle up inside.
My blog is where i let it out.
maybe its time i make it private? just for me.
online diaries are easier since im alwys online
almost 24/7
i read someones status it says wat we say or do affect others one way or another
so how do we not give a fuck?
how do someone even do that?
do things to their own benefits.
so what if your conscience are clear.
dosent mean it will make it right
yes life is short.
but we dun have to hurt others just so ourslef would be better
or do we have to?
Im as confuse as you are about life
sometimes i wonder whats its all really about.
people say just live it to the fullest but what do they mean by that?
must we hurt ppl in the process? even if its just feelings?
yes we will all die in the end.
I don't know.
confuse and curious
i guess i shouldn't think about it much
and just life it day by day.

xoxo
redsummer

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Right now is what matters.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Heart and soul.

hey dusty one,
this school semester has been a quite relax one.
soon it will come to an end.
this time with no extra pressure or stress.
I'm not too sure why, not that im doing any better in school still and average scorer but im getting a hang of presentation which will account for most of my overall grade. I'm not that scard to present anymore and i don't mind presenting. Presenting is easy when i know my stuff but if im caught of guard i dun think i can do it as well as if i know more. HAHA duh!

Other than school..
Still my life is surronded by mostly my family now.Almost every week there is a family or cousin dinner. Close friends lik Leen do join us, she is sorta part of the family too.

I think i couldnt careless about my old friends already, friends from my past, since everyone have move on i should too. I don't care if im a stranger to them now even thought we were close for a few years. Well, thats how human are. I just need to accept it..

they all working with money who wana hang out with a school girl who still gets pocket money right?! maybe sometimes Lis still do.. she would walk over to toh guan to hang out till it gets late. Thanks lis. And fa who now atleast just contact thru twitter, its better than nothing at all.

Other than the 3 of them who are wrking adults now. I really dont care if they are still part of my life anot. Im guessing not. So yeah.

In school, i have Sheila, Ron, Nikki. When sheila was away to paris Yingting, chen bing, wanting,shu hui, poh chin and dawn was the one who kept me company :) and im starting to know more of the other classmates too. So that a good thing.

you know i miss blogging like this.
xoxo
redsummer
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Monday, June 21, 2010
In need of new company.
new outlet.
And new stuff.. hahhahahahhaa
ok im bored.
and yes i had a great time at my picnic cum "surprise 21st bday party"!

And i knw that when i text it was half hearted because i know you wont come or even bother replying me. Thanks.
Please don't call if you can't find a place or don't know where to get something or need me to check something just cause you think that i'm am in school i have so much time to be ur personal assitance as you are working.
Im not your fucking information counter.
F.Y.I. if your that dumb i can give u a last no. for u too call to get freaking information.
its dial 100 .

xoxo,
redsummer

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Thursday, June 17, 2010
sometimes you try so hard
but its never enough
they tell you try harder.
if someone else can do it why can't you
they abuse you with words
magazines make you sick.
sometimes you know your not pushing hard enough
but your not willing to
everyone wants the easy way out.
and everyone else is already in the state that you want
they say it so easily how u can change if you work hard
nothing is ever enough

sometimes i wish i was bulimic
sometimes i wish i was a health freak
sometimes i wish i exercise till i can't stop
sometimes i wish i hate everything i eat
sometimes i wish i could cut everything off me
just to be like them
just to look and be what the society thinks is normal.

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Nothing to lose
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
All i have to do is lose some weight. Lol.
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satisfied :)
Sunday, May 23, 2010
change hairstyle and taste of hair colour.
Shaved.

no more red but Aubergine/dark purple.

xoxo,
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to be or not to be?
Friday, May 7, 2010
i guess i dont need blogger anymore?
still contemplating to delete the blog or not..
since so much things have been said and uploaded here.
my past from when i was 17 and now 21.
so should i or should i not.
i have fb , twitter, tumbr and blogger?
isint it too much?? hmmm
lets see what happens..

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lack of experience in life
Saturday, May 1, 2010
it means i lead a mundane life.

Im already 21 now and i can say i pretty much havent experience anything that is worth to tell.
i haven't been to most place and yes throughout my life ive been living in singapore and spent most of my time at home. Even though few days before my 21st i went to jakarta but that was it.
Nothing before or after that. Everyday is the same old routine even weekends don't have a different feel to it. Im almost always flat broke and i pretend to be someone else sometimes as if i have alot money in my red cardholder that i called wallet. Even my nets has no value in it only 3 bucks or less i guess.

I'm stuck in this life.

I sure can change it. i can work parttime and have money to enjoy but even now my grades are not that good. i bet if i start wrk it be worst.

Yes, i do think that i will only have a bunch of friends only if i have money. Money goes round and roung there is no one who want to hang out with you and talk and share a bottle of drinks and chips anymore. they wana go to restraunts and go clubbing and roam ard endlessly in their cars or watch movie endlessly and sing their hearts out or buy lots of stuff that will only be worn once by them or not worn at all.

When your 21 everything that revolves ard you and your frens are money. nothing else. That where they find enjoyment with eachother. If you dun have it den your loss they dont care. I'm just left to envy these ppl in my fb, some ppl younger than me have experince more than i have. i feel ashamed and embarress at times.

im left struggling to fit in but i know i wont and i never will. Im already too far off from where they are now. I long for pure enjoyment and simple pleasures in life. Never will i have that well maybe not now. i keep searching for happiness, priceless happiness that i can indulge in and think of everytime someting bring me down. Well, i guess i will still be searching for it.

i think i turn 21 too fast. I will keep telling myself im still young. yes i am.

you know i lost touch with almost everyone who was present in my life before.
xoxo? no more
redsummer~ being under the weather makes u sick in the mind. lol

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fresh air and new tings for a new start :)
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
1st day to 2nd yr of sch! err Zzz...

got my haircut on sunday, painted my nails
kak sya got me new dresses :) and mom bought me a dress too :)

ooh tis term we have lik 3 hrs breaks dun knw what the hell for MF!
but sheila n i used it wisely.. on monday we went to holland V to have coffee bean for lunch den we walk ard abit den sheila treat me to dessert.. yougart.. wee! :)

on tuesday since all lectures and nikki is in the same class.. we had 4 hrs of freaking break the lecturer let us off early because he cannot teach as he cant log in to mel.. lame.. ok denn
the 3 of us went over to imm to have lunch at IMM.. hee
it was fun as usual the 3 of us full of non stop crapping n laughing laa..

Sunday!
accompany xiao ai shopping..
she bought tons n tons of stuff from shoes to dresses to bags..
before that got my haircut at jean yip.. love it
kak sya paid for my haircut too.. thanks :)

this is after a tiring long day of walking n shooping
fish n co. at bugis juntion


kak sya..
she still wanted to shop i tell yaa
but i said No! i have sch at 8am 2moro..


ceaser salad i tink


prawn with salad.. sweet dressing tasted flower-ish


we shared a platter for 1.



Damn fulling i tell yaaa...
so full the only thing we had for lunch was deluxe sandwich from McD and we shared that too
yet im still damn full..

feel lik getting that newlook demin dress.. arrghh but need to buy sch books since its a new semester! boringg..

you knw i cant wait to go for History of rock n roll lesson
xoxo
redsummer~ nikki n sheila ask me to dressed up lik hiphop for the rock n roll lesson so i stand out.. wtf! hhahaha

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Monday, April 12, 2010

endless string of thoughts
head pain
heartache
i feel trap in my own home
ive been walking back n forth
now i knw how a hamster feels
no room to breath
no new air or space
everyting is mundane
even the tv
songs dosent sound right
food has no taste
mind keep wandering off
trap .
walls are closing in on me
i think im
clausterphobic now.
i need to get out
of this strayjacket.

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My mom rock harder than you.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
R u ready to Rock out!
rocking out on xbox rock band.. hee at abg fahmi's crib
guitar, drums and microphone


nah she was just posing to make her husband jealouse


Ok this is real,
mom rocking on drums.
she plays better than me boo!


but in the house no body can challange him!
if u played the drums n if the band lose cause of u den he will take over ..


kak ani on guitars


we actually take turns on the drums and singing..
well i did most of the singing cause its easier.. but there was one song the band failed cuz of the singer cuz the tone was too low i cant go there.. hahahhaha


late bday gift from Kak Nor.
all red gifts just as i like it
THANK YOU Kak Nor :)


you know my mom got hooked on rock band..
xoxo
redsummer~ your a heartbreaker , dream maker, love taker dont u mess ard with me

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im a foodie~!
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Comfort food for the soul

tuesday
Movie date with leen :) thanks beb
we watch Date night! the show damn good laa.. so damn funny
cant stop laughing man..
ok i will zip my vigina so u can catch the show.. hee..

den we had our
Infuriated Angry whopper dinner!
oooh have tis when ur really hungry and when ur NOT on a date.
cuz ur breath will stink.. and u tend to get gasy.. hee



i had the Angry whopper, leen had Angry whopper Jr.
fries n onion rings..


Monday
forbidden wants/needs
he bought me these!
i got to say that i miss him miss miss him
n i wont be able to speak or meet him till friday..
his on mc for 2days. dammit..


sunday
alone
had dinner at yoshinoya at marina sq..
walk ard abit.. den went home


i guess im feeling better now..
not much angry in me..
only now missing..
cant even text or call..
had the last text n call from in the morning
sigh~!


you know if only the clouds were candy floss den u will be with me
xoxo
redsummer~ nahh it wont happen

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anger management
Sunday, April 4, 2010
id superego n ego
wtf!
i fucking fucked up again
my head is fucking messed up
back to square one..
back to anger management
i keep feeling lik i wana scream..
i keep kicking n punching n throwing stuff
i fucking hate everyone now if they get on my fucking nerves!
fuck i hate tis

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conflicting minds
Saturday, April 3, 2010
i have issues.
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the night of april fools.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Dr Martens 50 yr anniversary!


collebaration with fred perry



Met my stalker there..
he was with his date..

on the dance flr..
i feel stupid

Our photo taken by stomp!

that day was okay
i had fun .. but the event was too short... they should just theme the whole day as brit night
instead of after the show they played trance.. cuz its trance night on wed.. Boring!
still we didnt wana waste our ticket soo we stayed awhilee den headed to Spize for supper..
you know i love dressing up
xoxo
redsummer~ the best stalker u could ever ask for :)



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she alwys makes me feel younger :)
Monday, March 29, 2010

Sunday night spent with leen
Thanks ♥ Leen for the surprise Dinner and Gifts :)

dinner acompanied by a nice view

Leen..
clam soup..


Mine
spanich!! :)


another present :)


Nice..
will be my destress pouch..
lavender oil n all... heee..
even my own wooden massager inside.. nice

i like my pics to be takeen toooo...

us at the old court house



me again

Friday
another surprise gift from leen


meet wantoro in the afternoon..
all i can say is his funny n damn cute laaa..
im glad we're frens :)



meow!
love my nail colour...
Other than my own family
no one has treated me like leen have..
im glad i got a fren lik her :) and everyone in the family likes her too..
this proof my theory of.. dosent mean ur younger ur not mature..
well she is mature yet merepek oso at same time,hee..
when im with her i feel lik as if im younger..
and as if she's another Sister of mine..
thank you for wat u've done :)
you knw March is still Great despite somedownfall of staying at home n being broke..
xoxo
redsummer~ i have 3 more plans on my list..cant wait for it :)
today spending my day at leen's rock band yaw!

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