its redsummers thoughts

2011-07-30T14:41:00.001+08:00

Tips and tricks to get a cheap treatment or colour, only works on shops that have cheap offers

I have read a lot bad reviews on Sinp avenue, about bad hair cuts or paying more than they bargain for. Stop complaining. It like 3 dollar per haircut and even though they have colouring of below 20 dollar in the end they want to make you pay more by saying they going to use a better product so they not in the wrong really is just that u should agree straight away.

The cheap haircut they offer for all lengths, well it depends if you get a good hairstylist than you will get a good haircut but what i suggest is only do it at sinp avenue when you just need a trim or like me the under cut. than there wont be problem.

About them saying about cheap treatments and colour, one thing about this shops is in the end they will try to sell you those treatments or colour with a branded product so in the end it cost more.

what you have to do is insist on getting the cheap one if really u just want to try or ask for what other price range they have for what brand and also tell them your budget give as low as possible but not so low that its impossible. i suggest a budget of $40-60, depending on what offers they have. If they want you to stay and do the treatment or colouring they would really suggest u a package of a nice price never agree straight away at the 1st package they give cause they sure can go lower to your budget.

just feel like it

2011-07-08T21:11:00.001+08:00

its been a hectic start of the year

filled with different events that have shaped my memories

school has always been a challenge

friends there are still there

more closer than ever

love was never here to begin with

crash and burn

boys are all around me

sing my heart out

cry my tears out

still not ready to the take the plunge

silence is something i'm not used to anymore

voices in my head

who do i follow?

what do i become?

where do we go from here?

how do i choose? or do i even have to?

random thoughts in my head

fasting month is nearing

last years event is not forgotten but not wanted

never again.

2011-05-08T14:33:00.002+08:00

When i got to know that your going away for a year,

i told a friend that i would miss you even though i'm not so close to you,

even though i don't really know what to talk about when i meet you

but after what happen yesterday.

the fact that you just don't get why i was so emotional,

just gave me more reasons not to.

i still love you but its just not the same now.
i feel totally replace by you.
thanks a lot.

2011-01-02T00:34:00.000+08:00

1/1/11

its a new year..

thats all everything else is the same

2010-11-27T09:19:00.001+08:00

If you started to miss me
REMEMBER
i didn't walk away, you did
you let me go.
as usual.

mutual understanding

2010-11-23T10:53:00.003+08:00

we had a serious talk and agreed on somethings
cleared my doubts
know whats in it for me
agreement has been made.
its sad yet
maybe for the better :)

:)

2010-11-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

I don't wana let you go

and i don't ever wana say goodbye.

medication lots of it.

2010-11-10T19:24:00.002+08:00

i never liked antibiotics.. makes your pee smell nasty...
anyway... i guess i been having fever since last week with flu and soar throat that comes and goes.. till i get this numbness at a part of my right feet that let to numbness at a part of my right hand.. so i totally forgotten about the fever and other sickness and concentrate abt the numbness that on tuesday i woke up and my tonsils was as big as ever never had i have tonsils that big i feel like its coming out of my throat when im talking.. i only had swallen with pus coming out tonsils i had it so much in secondary school that i don't need to go to the doctor to knw wat to do.. LOL.. and yea i finally when to the clinic to get check. and guess wat the numbness is nothing serious it cause by my fever and the problem is the tonsils. WHat~! got me scard .. but atleast it nothing serious right hahahah.. allhamdullilah.. :)

absences makes the heart grow fonder

2010-11-07T11:39:00.002+08:00

Mal is back after a year of absence.

absences makes the heart grow fonder?! is that true?

Beast Craze

2010-10-23T23:04:00.001+08:00

I'm late into joining the beast fan club :(
miss them when they were in singapore cause i wasn't into them then. Boo and they were at IMM so near my place boo~! beast come to singapore again please.

Love Beast!
redsummer

2010-10-06T15:00:00.005+08:00

Red Hair and Red boots

2010-09-25T10:58:00.000+08:00

xoxo
redsummer:)

2010-09-11T02:22:00.001+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims.
even if you dun want to you have to forgive me.
for all the wrong that i ever said or done.

Dr martens im gona gona get ya!

Emotional Phase

2010-08-30T00:42:00.003+08:00

yet again..
it comes every month.

Find me If you can.

2010-08-26T02:00:00.002+08:00

just a random title.

find my tumblr? Lol

i dun knw. whatever.

anyway..

its study week is nearing to an end so as Rahmadan.

status of studies : not so good. lots of chapters to go

status of brain: Holiday

so yeah they dun go together..

life is same old same old i guess.

love this so called quote i found in Tumblr

"No fans

No friends

No Car

No Man

No money

No Fun

No place to run"

well man suppose to be Girl and Money suppose to be Pills.

but i gotta change it my way. HAHA

oh yah last week leen brought me to Fried rice paradise

I never been to a musical let alone into the esplanade concert hall.

Overall i enjoyed the musical play. Taufiq batisah was so cute on stage and dancing. Of course singing was his forte. The Play was Great and funny too.

no other updates.

status of emotions : sucks to the core

you know i hate this feeling

xoxo

redsummer

2010-08-01T01:44:00.002+08:00

I know sometimes i the route of the cause.
everyone has flaws right?
time to make amends.

words that come out.

2010-08-01T00:53:00.004+08:00

words are not only words.
words can make or break someone.
i want to say sorry to my Gfs if i hurt her by my blog eventhough it made her realise something,
it was sweet that she text me in the middle of the night. she told me she cried and i cried when she text me but yet its not fair to hurt someone just cause im hurting inside.
well life is never fair
but yet some of us alwys want to make it fair
or make ourself perfect.
Its never easy not to give a fuck about what people say
cause that would mean we have no feeling or we just keep everything bottle up inside.
My blog is where i let it out.
maybe its time i make it private? just for me.
online diaries are easier since im alwys online
almost 24/7
i read someones status it says wat we say or do affect others one way or another
so how do we not give a fuck?
how do someone even do that?
do things to their own benefits.
so what if your conscience are clear.
dosent mean it will make it right
yes life is short.
but we dun have to hurt others just so ourslef would be better
or do we have to?
Im as confuse as you are about life
sometimes i wonder whats its all really about.
people say just live it to the fullest but what do they mean by that?
must we hurt ppl in the process? even if its just feelings?
yes we will all die in the end.
I don't know.
confuse and curious
i guess i shouldn't think about it much
and just life it day by day.

xoxo
redsummer

Right now is what matters.

2010-07-20T00:50:00.003+08:00

Heart and soul.

hey dusty one,
this school semester has been a quite relax one.
soon it will come to an end.
this time with no extra pressure or stress.
I'm not too sure why, not that im doing any better in school still and average scorer but im getting a hang of presentation which will account for most of my overall grade. I'm not that scard to present anymore and i don't mind presenting. Presenting is easy when i know my stuff but if im caught of guard i dun think i can do it as well as if i know more. HAHA duh!

Other than school..
Still my life is surronded by mostly my family now.Almost every week there is a family or cousin dinner. Close friends lik Leen do join us, she is sorta part of the family too.

I think i couldnt careless about my old friends already, friends from my past, since everyone have move on i should too. I don't care if im a stranger to them now even thought we were close for a few years. Well, thats how human are. I just need to accept it..

they all working with money who wana hang out with a school girl who still gets pocket money right?! maybe sometimes Lis still do.. she would walk over to toh guan to hang out till it gets late. Thanks lis. And fa who now atleast just contact thru twitter, its better than nothing at all.

Other than the 3 of them who are wrking adults now. I really dont care if they are still part of my life anot. Im guessing not. So yeah.

In school, i have Sheila, Ron, Nikki. When sheila was away to paris Yingting, chen bing, wanting,shu hui, poh chin and dawn was the one who kept me company :) and im starting to know more of the other classmates too. So that a good thing.

you know i miss blogging like this.
xoxo
redsummer

2010-06-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

In need of new company.
new outlet.
And new stuff.. hahhahahahhaa
ok im bored.
and yes i had a great time at my picnic cum "surprise 21st bday party"!

And i knw that when i text it was half hearted because i know you wont come or even bother replying me. Thanks.
Please don't call if you can't find a place or don't know where to get something or need me to check something just cause you think that i'm am in school i have so much time to be ur personal assitance as you are working.
Im not your fucking information counter.
F.Y.I. if your that dumb i can give u a last no. for u too call to get freaking information.
its dial 100 .

xoxo,
redsummer

2010-06-17T17:57:00.003+08:00

sometimes you try so hard

but its never enough

they tell you try harder.

if someone else can do it why can't you

they abuse you with words

magazines make you sick.

sometimes you know your not pushing hard enough

but your not willing to

everyone wants the easy way out.

and everyone else is already in the state that you want

they say it so easily how u can change if you work hard

nothing is ever enough

sometimes i wish i was bulimic

sometimes i wish i was a health freak

sometimes i wish i exercise till i can't stop

sometimes i wish i hate everything i eat

sometimes i wish i could cut everything off me

just to be like them

just to look and be what the society thinks is normal.

Nothing to lose

2010-06-09T10:08:00.002+08:00

All i have to do is lose some weight. Lol.

satisfied :)

2010-05-23T11:28:00.004+08:00

change hairstyle and taste of hair colour.

Shaved.

no more red but Aubergine/dark purple.

xoxo,

redsummer

to be or not to be?

2010-05-07T22:44:00.003+08:00

i guess i dont need blogger anymore?
still contemplating to delete the blog or not..
since so much things have been said and uploaded here.
my past from when i was 17 and now 21.
so should i or should i not.
i have fb , twitter, tumbr and blogger?
isint it too much?? hmmm
lets see what happens..

lack of experience in life

2010-05-01T18:58:00.003+08:00

it means i lead a mundane life.

Im already 21 now and i can say i pretty much havent experience anything that is worth to tell.
i haven't been to most place and yes throughout my life ive been living in singapore and spent most of my time at home. Even though few days before my 21st i went to jakarta but that was it.
Nothing before or after that. Everyday is the same old routine even weekends don't have a different feel to it. Im almost always flat broke and i pretend to be someone else sometimes as if i have alot money in my red cardholder that i called wallet. Even my nets has no value in it only 3 bucks or less i guess.

I'm stuck in this life.

I sure can change it. i can work parttime and have money to enjoy but even now my grades are not that good. i bet if i start wrk it be worst.

Yes, i do think that i will only have a bunch of friends only if i have money. Money goes round and roung there is no one who want to hang out with you and talk and share a bottle of drinks and chips anymore. they wana go to restraunts and go clubbing and roam ard endlessly in their cars or watch movie endlessly and sing their hearts out or buy lots of stuff that will only be worn once by them or not worn at all.

When your 21 everything that revolves ard you and your frens are money. nothing else. That where they find enjoyment with eachother. If you dun have it den your loss they dont care. I'm just left to envy these ppl in my fb, some ppl younger than me have experince more than i have. i feel ashamed and embarress at times.

im left struggling to fit in but i know i wont and i never will. Im already too far off from where they are now. I long for pure enjoyment and simple pleasures in life. Never will i have that well maybe not now. i keep searching for happiness, priceless happiness that i can indulge in and think of everytime someting bring me down. Well, i guess i will still be searching for it.

i think i turn 21 too fast. I will keep telling myself im still young. yes i am.

you know i lost touch with almost everyone who was present in my life before.
xoxo? no more
redsummer~ being under the weather makes u sick in the mind. lol

fresh air and new tings for a new start :)

2010-04-21T10:06:00.005+08:00

1st day to 2nd yr of sch! err Zzz...

got my haircut on sunday, painted my nails
kak sya got me new dresses :) and mom bought me a dress too :)

ooh tis term we have lik 3 hrs breaks dun knw what the hell for MF!
but sheila n i used it wisely.. on monday we went to holland V to have coffee bean for lunch den we walk ard abit den sheila treat me to dessert.. yougart.. wee! :)

on tuesday since all lectures and nikki is in the same class.. we had 4 hrs of freaking break the lecturer let us off early because he cannot teach as he cant log in to mel.. lame.. ok denn
the 3 of us went over to imm to have lunch at IMM.. hee
it was fun as usual the 3 of us full of non stop crapping n laughing laa..

Sunday!
accompany xiao ai shopping..
she bought tons n tons of stuff from shoes to dresses to bags..
before that got my haircut at jean yip.. love it
kak sya paid for my haircut too.. thanks :)

this is after a tiring long day of walking n shooping
fish n co. at bugis juntion

kak sya..
she still wanted to shop i tell yaa
but i said No! i have sch at 8am 2moro..

ceaser salad i tink

prawn with salad.. sweet dressing tasted flower-ish

we shared a platter for 1.

Damn fulling i tell yaaa...

so full the only thing we had for lunch was deluxe sandwich from McD and we shared that too

yet im still damn full..

feel lik getting that newlook demin dress.. arrghh but need to buy sch books since its a new semester! boringg..

you knw i cant wait to go for History of rock n roll lesson

xoxo

redsummer~ nikki n sheila ask me to dressed up lik hiphop for the rock n roll lesson so i stand out.. wtf! hhahaha

2010-04-12T16:11:00.002+08:00

endless string of thoughts
head pain
heartache
i feel trap in my own home
ive been walking back n forth
now i knw how a hamster feels
no room to breath
no new air or space
everyting is mundane
even the tv
songs dosent sound right
food has no taste
mind keep wandering off
trap .
walls are closing in on me
i think im
clausterphobic now.
i need to get out
of this strayjacket.

My mom rock harder than you.

2010-04-10T09:43:00.000+08:00

R u ready to Rock out!
rocking out on xbox rock band.. hee at abg fahmi's crib
guitar, drums and microphone

nah she was just posing to make her husband jealouse

Ok this is real,
mom rocking on drums.
she plays better than me boo!

but in the house no body can challange him!
if u played the drums n if the band lose cause of u den he will take over ..

kak ani on guitars

we actually take turns on the drums and singing..
well i did most of the singing cause its easier.. but there was one song the band failed cuz of the singer cuz the tone was too low i cant go there.. hahahhaha

late bday gift from Kak Nor.
all red gifts just as i like it
THANK YOU Kak Nor :)

you know my mom got hooked on rock band..
xoxo
redsummer~ your a heartbreaker , dream maker, love taker dont u mess ard with me

im a foodie~!

2010-04-07T10:24:00.002+08:00

Comfort food for the soul

tuesday
Movie date with leen :) thanks beb
we watch Date night! the show damn good laa.. so damn funny
cant stop laughing man..
ok i will zip my vigina so u can catch the show.. hee..

den we had our
Infuriated Angry whopper dinner!
oooh have tis when ur really hungry and when ur NOT on a date.
cuz ur breath will stink.. and u tend to get gasy.. hee

i had the Angry whopper, leen had Angry whopper Jr.
fries n onion rings..

Monday
forbidden wants/needs
he bought me these!
i got to say that i miss him miss miss him
n i wont be able to speak or meet him till friday..
his on mc for 2days. dammit..

sunday
alone
had dinner at yoshinoya at marina sq..
walk ard abit.. den went home

i guess im feeling better now..
not much angry in me..
only now missing..
cant even text or call..
had the last text n call from in the morning
sigh~!

you know if only the clouds were candy floss den u will be with me
xoxo
redsummer~ nahh it wont happen

anger management

2010-04-04T15:42:00.001+08:00

id superego n ego
wtf!
i fucking fucked up again
my head is fucking messed up
back to square one..
back to anger management
i keep feeling lik i wana scream..
i keep kicking n punching n throwing stuff
i fucking hate everyone now if they get on my fucking nerves!
fuck i hate tis

conflicting minds

2010-04-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

i have issues.

the night of april fools.

2010-04-01T09:14:00.000+08:00

Dr Martens 50 yr anniversary!

collebaration with fred perry

Met my stalker there..

he was with his date..

on the dance flr..

i feel stupid

Our photo taken by stomp!

that day was okay

i had fun .. but the event was too short... they should just theme the whole day as brit night

instead of after the show they played trance.. cuz its trance night on wed.. Boring!

still we didnt wana waste our ticket soo we stayed awhilee den headed to Spize for supper..

you know i love dressing up

xoxo

redsummer~ the best stalker u could ever ask for :)

she alwys makes me feel younger :)

2010-03-29T10:08:00.008+08:00

Sunday night spent with leen

Thanks ♥ Leen for the surprise Dinner and Gifts :)

dinner acompanied by a nice view

Leen..

clam soup..

Mine

spanich!! :)

another present :)

Nice..

will be my destress pouch..

lavender oil n all... heee..

even my own wooden massager inside.. nice

i like my pics to be takeen toooo...

us at the old court house

me again

Friday

another surprise gift from leen

meet wantoro in the afternoon..
all i can say is his funny n damn cute laaa..

im glad we're frens :)

meow!

love my nail colour...

Other than my own family

no one has treated me like leen have..

im glad i got a fren lik her :) and everyone in the family likes her too..
this proof my theory of.. dosent mean ur younger ur not mature..

well she is mature yet merepek oso at same time,hee..

when im with her i feel lik as if im younger..

and as if she's another Sister of mine..

thank you for wat u've done :)

you knw March is still Great despite somedownfall of staying at home n being broke..

xoxo

redsummer~ i have 3 more plans on my list..cant wait for it :)

today spending my day at leen's rock band yaw!

things to do when ur bored and broke

2010-03-24T00:55:00.004+08:00

Picnic (packed homecook food), Sun and Sea/Water

Swimming At bugis!
free admission to pool cause of kak ani :)
tuesday

leen cooked nasi goreng n goreng hot dog..
i brought keropok
kak ani bought nuggets and popiah n ice cream for us :)
thank you

at the jaguzi.. nice

after swimming headed to the steam room

nice and sweaty

bapak was at SIM LIM SQ

so he drove us back.

Sentosa

monday

luckly we bought our own mats.

so more space to lie down :)

i cooked mee goreng lol

love the sunset

ooh den we headed to wavehouse to check out her brother play..

before we headed home.. we had cup noodles.. yes i was hungryy!!!!

when u are bored and broke..

this is wat u do.. yes u will have funn!! serious..

the right ppl at the right places.. heee

you knw all u need is money for transport! cook ur own food if ur lazy buy ur bottled drinks at supermarket more cheaper..

xoxo

redsummer~ im beat.. but i didnt regret it..... heeee

stuck in catch22 situation

2010-03-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

Window shopping
sunday

Kak Nor and Kak sya

Kak Bai n Me

Leen and me

kak bai drove us home..

ppl at the back

just went out to have late dinner n dessert at pastamania

Mexican Night

saturday

Kak Ani Chef!

Kak Nina helper.. lol

cheese fries and borito kinda

dessert..

dun knw wat its called

the coloured clippers so we knw wat is the flavour..

there is peanut and redbean

kak nina slept over, Fyqa came early den kak nor came..

later that night meet Sheila, Ummi and Zila at JP

they were shopping.. after that just chill at starbucks had a good laugh den headed home.

Lizzie came over..

Hand Games.

friday

which apparently someone is not really good at..

Hahaha !

went to top of orchard central

roof top of orchard central

we played some tapping hand game.. this he is really bad at lol..

den we played scissors paper stone.. bad also until he knws my trick..hahaha

den played chopsticks.. hahha still bad at.. hahahhahahha

we laugh lik crazy playings stupid games..

while waiting for Alice in wonderland to start..

on the way home we played again in the mrt..

i cheek was in pain out of laughing so much!

you knw i had fun this weekend

xoxo

redsummer~ there is a big hole in my pocket.. and long holiday damnnit.still i rather enjoy my holiday then work.. catch22.. no wrk no money but can have min fun, work got money holiday no fun!

Bday movie marathon treat and Fondue madness

2010-03-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

Smilling from ear to ear :D

how do i look in the photo?
heee dun have to say i knw..
some stranger told mee.. heeee
in the train station..
we were exchanging smilessss ohh nicee
that all for now and i knw his name :) (u do the guessing ok:P )

aftr the all so smiley incident..

otw to meet JIAYI..

for my bday movie marathon treat!

lovely bones and nodame,,

food finally after both movies were done..

i get to eat so hungry! i heard my stamoch growling in the cinema

i didnt have time to eat cuz i woke up at 11am den jiayi msg n say meet at 1230.

den i text her say i just woke up n i quickly took a shower n got ready n i didnt took time to pick out wat to wear thats y im wasnt so late heee!

lovely bones dissapointing laa keep wasting time in heaven.. nodame is good if u watch both seasons.

THANKS JIAYI! :)

congrats to tis gal! u knw i knw!

17/03/10

Fondue madness!

meet up with leen!

her cam

my cam

yes both CHEESE AND CHOCOLATE!

i lovee the CHEESE ONE SO MUCHHHH!!!

ohh! she brought me to SSDC.. so damn cool ok the place..

ppl who wants to get their license DO IT AT SSDC..

serious the place is new n so damn cool laaa.

when u in the building its mostly glass panel u can see ppl doing their curcit at every level..

damnn cool sia the placee..

must go thereeee..

after which we plan in train where to eat.. from KFC to LAU PA SAT to QIJI to SAKURA!

and we say wana spent below 10 bucks if possible.. hahah end up we eat fondue!

but fulling really... nice.. i like... heeee

can we have cheese fondue again pleaseeee...

den we spent the nite at esplanade i gave her a crash course.. lik real only mee..

luckly she pass... heee...

you knw cant wait to see him again heee

xoxo to both gals :)

redsummer~ never have doubts abt march! is a great month

"bday dinner "

2010-03-15T02:17:00.002+08:00

yes in the end i gave in IMM spagettie too
i brought kon to accompany us..

mom looks bored with her hands lik tat
yet she was the one who has been pestering me..

leen was invited to the little dinner :)

kon n me..

dun seem to happy

you know i gave in

xoxo

redsummer~ thanks mom for dinner

2010-03-13T02:32:00.007+08:00

21st bday cakes and presents in vid!

all my presnets were wrapped individually and was put in a big box

kak ani even found kon online.. hee

thanks :)

santa(kak ani) had help frm elfs too

Adik, Abg razi n Kak ruff ..:)

yes finally my own camera :)

gift from leen

not just any notebook..

there is a sweetest msg inside :)

♥ Thank you Thank you Thank you ♥

Love My gifts and all of u :)

love all my gifts.. heee

you knw i feel lik 12 again heee

xoxo to all

redsummer~ never been happier with my toys hee

stupid posts wont publish

2010-03-12T15:15:00.000+08:00

Jakarta Day 1 and 2 Post links

http://redsummersthoughts.blogspot.com/2010/03/3js-john-legend-in-jakarta-at-java-jazz.html

and

http://redsummersthoughts.blogspot.com/2010/03/joyride-ard-jakarta-on-bikes-day-2.html

something is very wrong with my html temple..damnit!

my 21 not yours

2010-03-11T10:02:00.001+08:00

21

i dream of a huge party celebration
one to call my own
instead of having to go to other ppls party
i want it to be special and different from all the bdays that i had
its freaking 21st bday!
butt...
ya it didnt happen.
on this day i was so HAPPY i cried tears of joy the whole day
i threw a bitch fits
became a nuisance
i got all dress up and
i spent it alone by the singapore river
no way was i gona rot at home
watching TBBT and HIMYM dvds
or even have dinner at imm spagettie too
NO WAY!

at 12 am
received call from unkwn number
who it was..it was Sheila.. thanks sweet ♥
den went to slp and...
awaken by the yearly routine surprise bday cake
which has 21 candles and some cannot be blown as it keeps lighting up
as usual kak ani ♥ and mom surprise :) thanks..

lonesome bday was ok
but its gets better after that
leen make me realise something yet
thats not what i want my 21st to be
what she said was undoubtly true
when i come to a realisezation
someting happen

someone who i wanted but i cannot have
as now that im 21 he wants me to be a women even before he keep telling me to grow up
and he said if i wasnt phsychotic i was perfect. no ones' perfect being phsychotic is my flaw, its hard for me to get it of but ill try nontheless.
he called himself "Uncle" Ryan. OMG!
caught me of guard
he surprise me with 2 slice of cake with candle ontop at his shop
the best part he ask me to sing my own bday song.. lol
that was fun :)
Uncle ryan was Mr honey too
too sweet to handle..
so gotta make it stop lol
ooh otw back i was abt to fall in the train..
i got to spent abit of time with Ryan ♥ .
someting that i havent got to do in like a year,
i appreciate u for ending my bday with me :)
never thought it would happen u knw ryan bz as a bee.. hee

back home..
well i didnt manage to get home after my bday is finish
i still have lik 20 mins till midnight..
there was another surprise candle pudding cake
guess from who
guess who send it over after attachment
guess guess..
it was LEEN!
love u beb..
thank you so much!
u made my day with the notebook that u wrote in..
so sweet all i can do was awww.. when i read it..
thanks leen ♥ and My family and kak bai sorry again. ♥

you know it did ended special and different..
i got surprises from ryan who i didnt expect anything from, and leen who came all the way to surprise me.

3 Suprise cake from different ppl that i love was enough..
can i not have cakes anymore.. serious no more cakes
but presents still want uh..haha

xoxo to family, leen, ryan, sheila, kak bai
and to all the FB frens and family from jkt and who ever who wish me :)

redsummer~we dont alwys get wat we want.. but every bad start there is alwys a gd ending :)

Sad goodbye to Jakarta, i will come back!

2010-03-08T13:18:00.000+08:00

flying back to SG :(
all packed and ready to go.

TEBS taste nice :)

love the bakso

ice cream again before going home...

this is call corridor! lol

its an aircon busstop

Auntie Yan Bday Cake..hee

the day before was her bday

Bandara Starbucks

waiting for lift off..

window seats.. love it

clouds look lik heaven

back home

had popeyes!! been craving mash potatoos :)

Dad sent us off to the airport and pick us up too

thanks :)

you know i didnt wana leave Jakarta

but i have tooo, left with only 1.000 rupiah! dammit!

xoxo to jakarta

redsummer~ i wana celebrate my bday nxt yr there if i can :)

1st time to kampung meeting the family (Day 3)

2010-03-07T18:57:00.000+08:00

Agenda:
take tante rara out!
shopping at their local brand stores at tibet
visit the relative at the kampung in tanjung peruk
(yes its my 1st time after 20 yrs being alive even my 1st time to Jkt)

at tante rara apartment

Shopping!!
cheap thrills..
they have neat stuff.. all at affortable price or cheaper..heh

looks lik kak sya right

she should have bought the tshirt dress

cute monster cap *wink2*

Lunch at Mas Mono

yayak and me

rara and kak sya

due to some circumstances

tante rara photo cannot be shown (n its not cause of low self esteem) lol

juicy spicy chicken!! damn spicy just the way i lik it

Back to Kampung

1st house Yayak house

yayak's dad

2nd hse

iwan's hse

every hse they gave us tea bottle and snaks..

and we only stayed for 15 mins at most.

the family

this is the cutest most lovable grand aunt

followed the baby's pose

yayak family own tis place

rented hses..

we had to watch our heads..low roof..

walk tis way back to yayak's place

3rd hse..

not sure whoes.. only my sis really knw who is who..heh

only knw Danish the one in blue the small boy

yayak's mom

4th house

den we gotta rush..

cuz someone said he is going to work ..LOL

Yayak futsal with his mates..

yes bnyk kau nye kerja.. lol

yayak laa

the team members

his the Captain haha..

he say if he never go no one will play..hahhaa

still have more shy to take pic

them playing!

after that go to a place lik pasar malam..

EATTT!!!

Eat by the road side..

they gave up mats to sit on..lik picnic..

only by the sidewalk..hahaha

Jagung pedas damn nice laa

and pempek.. my fav!

lusan, kak sya and yayak

back to hotel..

1st time on tis thing lik tuk tuk in thailand
there is a funny vid in fb..

cannot upload here dun knw y

i had alot of fun..

the relative there made me feel lik the apple of the eye lik wat kak imra would say lol

they were so nice n hospitable.. keep wanting us to stay..every hse want us to stay at their place

and we are already going back the next day..so touching!

shopping was great i just wish i had more money so i can shop till i drop

lots of great finds there.. bought 2 bags and kak say bought shoes.

food is great too.. eat non stop! even though i cant really speak the language i can still understand abit.. i will try my best to catch up so i can converse properly hee..

you knw shopping for the local brand is better :)

xoxo to the family in tanjung peruk

redsummer~so wishing to go back..hahaha

Joyride ard Jakarta on bikes (Day 2)

2010-03-06T18:08:00.001+08:00

Start the day with breakfast and a deep in the pool

sun tanning

food!

best part abt Jakarta is the Garlic chilli

you can get it everywhr not only in MacD

Lunchtime

Nasi Padang

lots of dishes to choose from.

pay for only wat u eat

Shopping.. not so much

you can find fountains everywhr

we're at Brooklyn to find the humprys'

not~!

organic eggs in cute baskets..

this is like when ur at a coffee shop u can order from any stall and eat but

here they give u menu from all the restruants there so u can sit and order n enjoy live music in the mall.. its open till late.. not lik sg by 10 all shop close..

after watching a local movie.. funny!

Lusan, Yayak (cuz), iwan(uncle) and fren

Our tour guide Yayak for our trip there.

waiting for the finger food

all together now :)

ard 1 am i think

at the park that has lots of status and teens hanging out.

there they sell food and there is also teens who go to grp by grp and play u a song.

you wont get tis in singapore no more.

yeah this is one of many walking stalls

Food..

Nasi Gila yes u read it right

tea bottle,aqua, tahu goreng and sate padang

i think they were talking abt money..

wats the different between salary they get there n here

ohh had a hell of a joy ride..

i was damn scard at 1st cuz of the traffic there and the roads have lots of holes!

people dun stop for traffic lights and they keep honing away..

and kak yan keep saying yayak lik to speed and stuff..

got me all scard.. im so not a fan of bikes..

but in the end its all good.. I love it.. i dun even wana get off the bike.

ooh and when u get on the bike the only time u stop is when u reach ur destination..haha

they even do planning on the bike side by side..damn scary la i had scary thoughts that my leg will hit the other bike.. they brought us ard jakarta.. spent most of the time on bike that night..

when at 1st i was scard to even turn my body or look ard in the end i wasnt scard.. i can look here look there i even not scard to move my hand n point.. and when yayak talk he can even turn his head just so he could hear me..scary.. luckly at nite not much traffic i didnt mind if he even speed up..hee!

you knw i wana have a joy ride again late at night though..when no cars or no traffic hahaha

xoxo
redsummer~highlight! i wana go back to JKT! :(

John legend in Jakarta at Java Jazz Fest (Day 1)

2010-03-05T12:16:00.003+08:00

3Js (Day 1)

Window Seat 6A

Jetstar.

3rd time on the plane la..after so many yrs

Kak sya and me

Auntie/Mummy Yan & Uncle Duncan

hehe :p

ordering snaks while wating for our rooms to get ready

waiting for luggage so we can get going to salon

my hair n nail done!

red hair..

duncan at the back having massage

while the 2 ladies

had cream bath..
they did mani n pedi while i was doing my hair n mani.

kak sya's Mani

Freshen up and get ready for the CONCERT.

otw to EXPO.

waiting and waiting..

he was lik 45 mins late..

and we thought we were late so we ran to our gate..

still we had to wait..

finally JL started!

we are just lik 3rd row from the stage!

Mr John Legend!

he sure can shake his booty! so damn hot laa..

and of course he can sing n play piano.. he played lik a whole album and a new song.. Nice.

enjoyed his show so much but was jealouse of the gal who got to get up on stage and hug, kiss and dance on stage with him.. hahaha

after that we went to see sheila majid.. but i was so shagged..

had a massive headace and my left ear still block and i have slight fever

i cant even bother already.. so we head back to hotel had a nice warm shower before bed :)

you know JL is HOT!

xoxo to kak sya for making it happen :)

redsummer~ highlight of my holiday jakarta trip :P

LISYAFATEHA

2010-03-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

LISYAFATEHA
sheesha date night...

been a while as usual..
they both happily laughing
abt epic events that happen last time..

Fateha- passport chop gal

Lizyanti - filling gal

both wrking shift.. so they dun have off on weekends.. boring! haha

syafa - still school gal

my hair so effing long and thick

havent cut or trim for months! this is the 1st ok

i wanted to shave the sides.. buttt...

now i lik sayang since 1st time i grow my hair so long :/

how eh?

catch up on old times..

had fun laughing..

wat i dun get y the non smoker alwys wana go sheesha..

den sheesha wasted again..cuz ppl bz talking den no one smoke the sheesha..

no more going to sheesha place.gives me the headaces.. hah

miss them already as usual..

meet up soon gals...

you knw i still love my gals.. kinda.. hahah just kidding

xoxo

redsummer~ bday party status : NIL - boring

poetry/rant

2010-03-03T12:26:00.004+08:00

who am i kidding?

i keep trying to be strong.
i say its ok when it hurts.
i use humour to hide the pain.
i shop to make myself happy but it only last for awhile.
same shit keep happening to me.
over and over..
i say it dont bother me
in truth it does.
i keep trying to move on
but the past keeps crawling back.
it haunts my thoughts day and night.
and somehow im no longer excited for 3Js.

i lost the words to my own thoughts
i lost the rhythem to my own life
im stronger than this.
i guess i am.

~redsummer
i still wana believe tis March is a great month.

FULFILLING WEEKEND!

2010-03-02T09:45:00.009+08:00

FULFILLING WEEKEND!

Friday
Dinner Treat from ♥Leen
thanks.. so damn full laa!! :)

we played at the archard!

car racing games la.. duh!

after which

impromtu meet up with Que,Louis,Alfiquey?

one person with so many names..

so called when stargazing...LOl

and talk abt ghostly songs and Pokemon and Zedge bell..

him being superman? hahaha belo

Saturday Steamboat again!! with cuzzie and frens(all gals)

FULL for many days!!

we start from ard 2 pm and stop at 6 pm i tink..

OMGG i tell u i keep feeling lik i need to vommit!

Mom bought ingredients

Kak ani n fren bought choco mint biscuits

Leen bought eclairs nice!

kak sya bought salsa and chips!

Sunday 3Js Shopping.. with kak sya and kak bai..

i bought 2 dresses!

Monday

shopping with ♥ mom!

wah mom really can shop...

she bought me tis as a bday gift..

and keep confriming to me saying

" if i buy u tis there wont be bday dinner and u wont get an mp3 u knw?!"

i replied " yes yes.. i dun want dinner and when did i say i want mp3! i want tis one!!!"

hahaha

" she say really uh? no dinner u knw.. "

"yalah i want tis one..cute!!"

"ok la"

hahahaahaha

it dosent look tat cute on the pic.. but trust me it is..

just nicely fitted on me! lovee itt

Thanks MOm ♥

you knw 3Js is in 3 days! so not looking forward to bday.. sigh

xoxo to all that has made my week a blast!

redsummer`u knw u gotta get me a gift! jk jk...

I love March

2010-02-26T11:36:00.007+08:00

I ♥ March!
cuz holidays are here....

below photo taken for our 2nd formal persentation..
Business Finance.. and we did well! :)
The ppl below is wat i love abt sch!
Sheila the veggie eater, Ron the BF, Nikki the online shopper! hahaha
nikki kat exam hall pun sempat bebual sal online shopping oi!

it drawing closer....
7 More days before i fly off to see John Legend at Java Jazz fest!!!
been counting down since day 10 in twitter..

Holiday plans as of now..
today - Meeting Gf Leen :)
Sat - Cuzzie gathering at my place :)
Sun - 3Js shopping with Kak sya, Kak Bai n Fyqa :)
Mon toWed - prolly go jogging with mom spend time with mom :) and
Thu - will be all hyped and packing for 3Js.. I bet i cant slp :) :) :)
Fri - Fly off at 7 am to 3Js,Dad is sending us to the airport :). 3Js is the Same day. :)
11 Mar - 21st bday.. No more hard rock :/ boring pee! no other plans :( :( :(
15-16 Mar - Ban Mian Gathering with poly peeps. date still negotiating in FB :)
18 Mar - Movie Marathon bday treat from Jiayi aka Airpork:)

Pending meet ups/or dates to be set:
with Gf Ct and Sarah ( been bailling out on Ct due to exams or out with kak sya)
with GF Lizzie and Fa!
With Idah and the boy gang hahaha (Faiz, Helmi, Man) and whoever that wants to join.
with Leen ( nak main rock band la!!!!!)
With My bro if his free la ( Nb u until now never meet me)

with lots of others.. please fill in the blanks of dates that is not taken :)
meet uPs!!!

you know march is indeed a GREAT Month this year :) daisuke
xoxo
redsummer~ HAPPY!

2010-02-21T10:45:00.002+08:00

One more to go..
weeeee.......

then Holidays here i come...!

1st thing to do after the last exam is go shopping for 3Js!
2nd another lone some outing that ive been wanting so much.. either to wcp, esplanade or clarke quay!
3rd hopefully will get my destress treat from my stalker :) grasshopper.. hop hop hop
4th 3Js with Beloved Sister :)
5th 21st Bday with ♥ Family:).. mom said want to have dinner at hard rock! wee...
6th meet up with frens .,etc CT!(shes been asking me out but i didnt get to meet her),Lizzie, Leen, Fa,.. aisyah if she wants to..(seems like we're just drifting apart)

thats all i can tink of now.. well see wat comes during the holidays!
oohh im at kak sya's wrk place now.. gona start studying soon..
haha and kak nor sleep over again..
we watch My handsome butler all night long.. we slept at 5 am!
i only had lik few hours of sleep.. and guess wat i didnt even get to watch the last episode,only halfway, cuz i feel aslp when i woke up the show over and kak nor abt to slp.

you knw i have 1 more to go...
xoxo
redsummer~ kawaii Hiro!

2010-02-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

lost grip of time and space
occupied by emptyness

2010-02-09T18:55:00.004+08:00

Taking a break from schwork.

It has been a hectic semester..
tears, pressure, stress all roll into one..
rushing to complete tutorials and presentations..
studying for tests(which i didnt manage to study for some.. too much to take in)
and now exams around the corner..
and tis is the last week of the semester..
been burning every weekend that i have..
now im left with 1 presentation and mel test 2moro and another test on fri..
den it will be studying for exams for me...
well i dun mind burning the weekends for sch..
i so cant wait for march to come.. it will be all paid for well deserved rest later.. woohoo.

1stly im so so so looking forward for March..
why.. cause!
of the 3 Js.. so gona be the highlight of my holiday..
and yes yes.. my 21st bday of course!
not really looking forward for the bday as much as the 3Js causee..
its the 21st bday.. and lik
21st bday should throw big partys n stuff..
but i cant do nothing due to cash and stuff so no plans for the bday.. kinda sad so yeah not looking forward..
still on the bright side i get to go to 3Js..few days before my bday.. so yeah.. :)
and i have my sister to thank for :)

enough said..
here are photos taken last week for a formal presentation..
and yes not everyone is wearing formal.. lol

Sheila, Mr Hamdan and meee..

the best lecturer you could ever ask for really...

he knw tat we have lots of other modules and project n he alwys tend to take some load of you

even in the 1st semester.. yes im in 2nd semester already ok!

Bf ron and me!!

mr hamdan took a pic of us.. hahaha

below are some old camwhore photos we took during Lessons..

hahahhaha

Nikki, sheila and mua...

we alwys tend to talk funny rubbish on facebook..

during tis lesson we will comment on a status non-stop till end of lesson

as if we're not beside eachother..hahahaha

Ron,sheila,me and dawn hidding beside me...haha

ahh i remember tis day..

Ron just learnt how to take pictures in FB..LOL

again us..

i never thought i will be close to ron..

because of COMT module we're in the same class..

we alwys gossip on msn n talk rubbish hahhaha

n yet again we're sitting beside eachother every thursday, for 4 hrs...

but the module ended tis semester..aww sad..

cant sit beside ron already..

and his going to China for the student exchange program this march holiday...

Have FUN BF.. dun forget abt me uhh..hehehehehehe

lastly taken during a 2hr break..

sheila my another BF, my buddy, my partner in crime..

she's the BIATCH! hahahha..

i will break into pieces without her..
we are alwys together..

if im alone that means shes on MC! hahaha

sampai ati.hahahha...

we alwys fight and bully eachother..

recent one is " you dun lik delete uh NB!"

hahahhahahha...

thats abt my whole semester kinda..

and i have lost contact with alot of old frens..

i never contact them n they never contact me

so who's to blame?

but its ok...

and the funny thing is...

hahha i just remembered

i alwys tend to meet up with leen randomly

and she alwys tend to have her period..HAHAHA

siak uh.. hahaha

but atleast it shows that i meet her every month once..

I miss ya beb! meet me soon aiteeeeeee :):)

you knw its ok to work hard now because all your hard work is going to be paid off later :)

XOXO

redsummer~ 3Js here i come baby...

2010-02-06T10:16:00.002+08:00

Just Can't wait for March..
3 Js here i come..

BUTTTTT....

have to work hard nowww....
burn weekends..it will all pay off soon.. :)

you knw march for me means holidays again..wee!
xoxo
redsummer` in ite march means Final Yr exams..

2010-01-15T10:58:00.003+08:00

Blood is always thicker than water.
( some old saying which fyqa blog has reminded me abt)

There is alwys a point in life when everyone will go their seperate ways
we were just bonded by the years
but once the year is up
all is gone
vivid memories starts to fade
pictures to remembarance of the day
only some will stay
everyone will be leading their own life
i have no grudge yet i will never forget..
lots of water just will just complicated things
too the depth that we cant breath..
blood is alwys thicker no matter how red or black it is
its alwys part of us
we need our blood to keep us living
blood will alwys be there too keep us strong.

so im going to say so wat your mad? so wat your back together
i dun give a flying fuck.
wat matters are the people ard me now
not the once who pretend and deceive
who u never see their noses or heard their voices ever since
your no longer part of my life
not one single bit.
do as u both please.. seriously i dun give a fuck.
i don't run ur life.
my preception of one of u will never change.
you dont knw my part so stop babbling to other like u understand.

~redsummer
just letting it out as usual

2010-01-14T11:49:00.002+08:00

My litte Bam2
rest in peace..

Cant deny that ur cute and adorable

and your cries are so pleasing to hear..

when u purr while u sleep on the palm of my hands..

the 1st time u really fell aslp...

just finish feeding u

u keep meowing and keep pushing my hand..

cause u never meet me before..

u meow n suddenly ur head fell and u were aslp..

that was a sigh to see and i will alwys rememeber that..

since than u gotten use to my smell n touch..

and i can sense that u like sleeping between my palms..

u slp so confortably..
when u were slping i said "Mmmm..." close to ur ear..

and u reponded a soft meow.. that was sweet..

i did it a few time n u keep responding..

i wish i could have watch u grow and cared for u whenever i can

i didnt think that ur time with us will be that short..

but im glad i gave u many countless kisses that day

and keep holding u ..

i miss holding ur paws and patting u on ur back

miss hearing u " meowing" cuz ur hungry.

ive only meet u once.. but i love u awhole lot..

still cant believe ur gone

but i hope ur happy in cats heaven...

you know i LOVE BAM2!!

xoxo to bam2

redsummer~cant stop the tears from falling..

2010-01-02T08:13:00.006+08:00

stargazing
while laying in the cold...
West coast park 01 01 2010
meet liz den watch zombie land

Liz Webcam FAIL big time! hahah

liz presuaded man to join us..
he stay so near..

got bored so we walk ard and found a nice spot to sit
and i played man's psp hahaha Grand theft auto lol!
got tired den we all lay down
and the two of them were talking abt planets and stars..
seriously..i was lost..lol the northern stars la den 3 stars i tink someting lik that lol

we did a lil execrise..
man now in ns he lost 26 kg!
congrats.. so we taught us some moves and gives up tips..

by this time its 6am and man left cuz its damn cold his the only one without a jacket

and we're the one with jacket still freezing our butt off..

so here liz began dancing while laying down lol...

dancing to some trance i tink..

still dancing

but cant see her hands

here comes the break of dawn

niceee

the start of the year may be shitty due to my fone problems

but the end of it was all niceee.. yeahh..

finally get to overnite with lizzie!

you knw everythings gona be alright

xoxo

redsummer~short n sweett..

2010-01-01T12:21:00.003+08:00

2010 baby!

with faiz,man , helmi and fren.

i didnt party nah..

and tis yr right after fireworks i went home..LOL we all did..lol

but better than nothing while waiting for the fireworks we played a stupid game who lose had to tell a truth or do a dare.. but us was not as sporting as the next group..they actually sang n dance for the crowd and ask us to cheer their frens on n we did that was fun..and one of the guys dare was to serenade a gal..haha yea i was that gal they even took a video..lol

all in all good start to the year...

but after 1 am my hp went crazy on me..i still cant use it..damn it..

wat a way to start a year with a spoiled fone..im back to my old fone again..thank allah its still wrking...had that fone since 2007..lol

you knw its 2010 !!

xoxo

redsummer~ dang means sch is gona reopen in 3 days..fuck! projects n tutorial not done

2009-12-30T08:59:00.003+08:00

Kampung style bbq chalet..(26-27 dec 09)
with all the cowsin...

the organisers
Kak Ani n Kak Nor

kak nor side cuzzies

kak nor nephews..
so cutee ..

headed to tuas
there u can see the commen toilet..
yea really like kampung

all the cuzzies

waiting for the others

cuzzie fyqa and me

29 dec 09

light DND with my stalker

we stalked eachother lol..

our light dinner

you knw it was the best ever 1st date as i didnt have to think of anything other than enjoying myself..

xoxo

redsummer`sch is ard the corner bummer

2009-12-29T11:52:00.003+08:00

still waiting for sentosa kampung hut cowsin bbq pics...

hahaha both the ppl with camera still havent upload the pics yet..damnn..

anywho...

meet Leen ytdd.. had dinner n walk ard talk alot..

she's one of the sweetest person i ever met actually i knw her for 1 yr noww..

she done so much for me even when she didnt knw me well at 1st n it was my bday week so called she bake a cake for me n cook tom yam..

lik i didnt expect someone who didnt knw me well will treat me so nice,..

i seriously dun knw how to repay all tat.. n to top it off i didnt celebrate her bday i just gave her gifts..but still i dun tink its enough..

im like this emotional person with lots of anger and shes happy go lucky ..

even with problems she will alwys tend to see the bright side of it..

that wat i like abt her.. never judging much abt a person

and she keep saying life is short so make the best of it..

anyway leen enjoy ur batam trip before sch starts!!

and Happy new year beb since i dun get to count down with ya again..LOL

but there is alwys next yr..hehehe

n i cant wait to open the card u give mee

yes yes i will wait till thursday midnight to open itt..

sorry i dont have nothing for you..

you knw with frens like tis...thats wat will put a smile on your face

xoxo

redsummer wishing everyone a great countdown n a happy new year ahead!!

2009-12-23T02:03:00.002+08:00

WCP
sat there and tan...

enjoyed the beautiful scenery..

sang aloud to myslef..

didnt have a care in the world

and then it started to rain..

who have caused the rain im not too sure..muahahahha...

you know yr a wolf in sheep clothing

xoxo

redsummer`holidays with no aim or plan...spending it alone mostly...

2009-12-19T12:37:00.004+08:00

Keeping myself bz for the holidays..

started on Wed

another trip alone

wanted to catch the sunset but fail attempt as it set at the other side..

afterwards meet up with kak ani n kak wani

for dinner at manhattan fish market at iluma

and played arcade there too

headed to bugis starbucks

Thursday

meet up With Ct and Sarah at Vivo

just to chill and hangout

and of course to take photos..

nan join us soon after..

we had ben n jerry's that day n lots of laugh..

Friday

woke up early and started watching Bleach..

the whole day.. im already at the 120 episode..muhahah..

saturday...

up early to watch bleach again lol..

and wonders if i wana go for boy's performance in ite simei anot...

argh he got me tickets even when i say i dun wana go.. i have no one to go with..

and it in SIMEI.. i hated that sch, spent 2 freaking yrs almost everyday there..hahaha

all i can say now is i need to endure one more day..

there is still an uncertainty that i wil meet him on mon.. i hope i will..

havent heard from him since wed.. i tinks its cuz of revervist his been bz.. its ok

as long as monday i get to see him still..please make it happen..

you knw im been waiting for that day to see you again..

xoxo

redsummer~ 1 more day feels like a year...

2009-12-03T11:24:00.003+08:00

I'm demoralised

i have myself to blame
too concern
that i wasnt ready for the fall
i keep falling and falling
i lost all hope in myself
my world went trembling down
no struggle
no effort
no longer willing to survive

is it too late for a change?
if i push harder to stand will i fall again?

time time time
shorter and shorter
im lacking
ive been wasting

do i have the will for one last try?
can i overcome this fall?

~redsummer

2009-11-25T18:01:00.003+08:00

through my eyes
photography trip alone.

most of my photos in fb..

im in love with the pink effect..

i turn everything white to pink ♥

feels good to go out and be alone..

and im glad i choose that place..

full of historic building or museums n nice scenery..

1st time ever i eat alone at burger king,

i ordered the Mushroom swiss XXL

i didnt knw it'd be that big...

took a while for me to finish it..

you knw i gotta get my own Camera soon peferred the one with modes lik kak sya's camera

xoxo

redsummer~ i tot i never say tis but i had a great day with myself

2009-11-24T09:40:00.004+08:00

Hot pink nails..
Have a Hot pink Craze now. ♥

Weekend spent with the gals.

Picnic at Botanic gardens

with Leen and Suzyla

leen cooked macarroni goreng NICE!

she cooks well man... i like her tom yam oso hehehe

and i brought pudding n green tea..

Meet Sangeetha and Subah(did i spell it right?)

off to sheesha at haji lane plus camwhoring..

saturday was spent well i must say..

on sunday went to Cuzzie Fyqa place with mom..

off to Jp.. and her Mom bought for us the same pumps..

nice right.. :)

and i made a jhon little card..hahaha

you know My weekend when well..

xoxo

redsummer~ live it dosent alwys go clockwork..just remember that

2009-11-08T10:52:00.002+08:00

touching in a weird but nice way

never will i thought i will come into someone mind to do something that has to do with friendship.
i was never a good friend and i never really know how to be one.
but i do try my best to be.
I tink im alwys to opinionated that leads to ppl thinking im judgemental to even have frens that will be close to me..

yesterday i learned that i should never take advantage of people's kindness especially when they were at 1st a stranger to me and now we are friends.
whatever bad things that someone has done to you u should never take revenge and just take it as a setback and move on in life.. cuz life too short.

life to short
to get angry over little tings.
to feel left out.
to take criticism too seriously
to worry to much about things we dun have answers to
to be paranoid of wat ppl think of us
to keep everything bottle up inside
to moan over things that already been done

i learn that i can be true to myself n not let people bring me dont cuz because they dun get me and i dun think they have to get me cuz wat they say is their opinion too.. their point of view.
and i should accept it the way it is not to start a cold war and to alwys2 be happy.

For every good thing you done to the person
the same person wont repay it back to you
but another person will..
its better to give without asking anything for inreturn
that how you find pleasure in giving.

this year has been different
ive meet new frens and i kept the old ones too
everyone has flaws.. and most of my new frens..
their good side over shadowed their flaws..
and thats wat i like abt them..
they forgive as instantly as they get mad.
which is a way to go..

I Thank everyone for being part of my live for far..
My family members.
Old frens that stayed thru out the years.
the new frens i made along the way..

haha somehow
after i typed tis i feel lik im abt to die..hahaha
but yea we will never knw when we will die..
so i tink this post is how i appreciate life and ppl ard me

you knw im thankful for everyting
xoxo
redsummer~hmmm..

2009-11-05T09:39:00.004+08:00

Camwhore everday of the week..

Sunday accompanying the shopper, Candis
we had pizzahut...

Damn chessy n delicious!!! seriouslyy
i wana have it again....

dipped in nachos..
yummy!!!

Impromtu Saturday spent with Nikki
halloween day(totally slip my mind)

she so liking the human ghost...lol

some are damn scary too scary for me too even still keep the picture..

i was damn tired that week..

but i didnt do much but just walk ard town both the days...

n we were stuck in far east cuz it was raining heavily in town..

luckly they having a halloween costume contest...

New semester...

new modules, new lecturers, new knowlegdes

In maths lesson i tink..

same day but i lik it that my hair more red below..

damn nice.. lol

Mr intrigued encouraging words for me

"may you get a firm grip on maths..may it be your bitch and you its master"

yes i have maths tis semester damn suck la..

but im learning to start loving it again..i have to pass it man..

ive been practicing my maths whenever i can..

oh yah i took webcam pic everyday and made it into a vid..

haha n he liked it... hahahhjaha his the only one i showed to..

you knw IM GONA Make maths my bitch..hahaha

xoxo

redsummer~ moving on the the next victim..hahaha

2009-10-25T12:10:00.002+08:00

Dawn Bday Outingg
whoohoo...

when she saw candis n me she was already super happy..lol
but we meet everyday..hahaha..

tis pic u can really see how happy she was..
candis surprise her with candles on ice cream..
and candis sang her the bday song..haha i was busy taking out my camera..lol

my poly lovers..lol

dawn n me...yeay!

ok i lik tis pic of me...haha i dun knw y..lol

ytd was short n sweet.. kinda..

atleast the headace is gone now..hahaha

ooh finally get to go ben n jerry's at dempsey hill again..nice place...

err off to clark quey.. den of to behind heeren to dance..

but i was back early ytd..serious no joke..

by 11pm i was otw home with canids + her d..

before 1 i reach home.. the earliest ever for a sat.. lol..

especially on a crazy nite..woohoo..

yeay..dad's gona come over n fix my printer..

he just bought me so i can print my sch notes!!

Woo hoo..

Thanks dad ♥

you knw holiday mode is still in the air...Put up ur hands lik u just dun care...

xoxo

redsummer~i have choice to make..n ppl to dissapoint.. i cant do tis.. no!

2009-10-19T10:53:00.002+08:00

Deepa-raya cum bday party

Nenek and kak sya bday party

Cuzzie's and frens..

all the aunties

open hse is alwys so tiring..
but im glad to see aisyah and liy there..:)
Liy came as a guest but she help us alot..kecian die..
she even slpt over till sunday and when home last night.. hahaha..
we were moslty cleaning and napping on sunday..
damn tired man.. until today still kinda tired and the bad headace due to lack of sleep is still in my head..arghh..
oh yeah. liy ranksack my clothes and help me pick out clothes to wear for sch for the whole week.
when ask "so overall how is my clothing"
she replied " absolutely disturbing, with all the worn out clothes that u wear to sch"
she even showed me a dissapointed face.LOL

anyway today is the 1st day of sch..
draggy..being that monday start with 3 hrs of lesson for the same module..arrrrghh!
bored n tired... distribution management..arghhhh...

you knw my head so not into sch
xoxo
redsummer~ arghhhh!

2009-10-12T10:23:00.000+08:00

Ichi

was the only star that night

Imprefection.
Life is full of it
No one is perfect.
the blur picture is an example of one.
but we should never let flaws get in the way of happiness
we should embrace it and accept it the way it is especially something that cannot be change.

for you, i will be true to myself.
for you, i give myself too.
for you, have takens away some of my fear
and for you have sweapt my feet away..

you know i still want you
xoxo
redsummer~ as happy as ever as long as your here with me

2009-10-06T01:21:00.003+08:00

when will this lonelinees ends

will it end tonight?

cuz i feel like im falling
my heart is crushing
the walls ard me are closing in

can u help me?

no sweet words
no lips talking
no more empty promises
can ever mend it...

thee can never trust
actions can never be real
or read
words will forever be
a betrayal..

~redsummer

2009-10-05T10:53:00.002+08:00

Catch Funny People ytd at Vivo
with the most colourful guy i ever meet...heee

what can i say.. its not tat funny..n not really a feel good movie with the happy ending that the main character gets the gal No! but good uh reality better than happy ending..
there were alot of funny part..but not that funny until u wana laugh ur ass off...

ME me MEEeeeeeee....

the old stuff + new stuff = WOo hoo...

i love my new ring and tank topp n of course the shoess.. lovvveee ittt....

and i so cant wait to do it like Kara!

effing cool hair...

pls make my hair longer faster i cant bear waiting any longerrr......

anyway the colourful guy im talking abt..

cute and colourfull.... kinda lik hippie2 style yet damn cool..

love the accessories! more than wat i wear.. looks good on him..

you know funny ppl aint tat funny afteralll

XOXO

redsummer`funny + sarcasm = LOL

2009-10-02T11:42:00.003+08:00

Thursday HangOut/Window shop with Mr Thin Man!

we went to raffles place mac for lunch!
Finally after 2 yrs i tink i got my Mcspicy that he owes me..lol
den we walk ard the undergrd shopping area...den up and we didnt knw where we are..
so we aimlessly walk ard and we reach chinatown..and we walk to clark quey walk ard @central den chill by the river.. and proceed to raffles city den suntec city..
oh I wore My New Red shoes ♥

Tuesday spent with Fav Gfs..
to so called celebrate Lizzie 20th Bday which was the day before..
we bought her cute2 breads and made her a card with her pic on it..hehehe...

lizzie

faaaa.........

me:)

2 fav gals..

fresh old faces that i havent seen in awhile..
im glad i get to meet them this holiday... wee....
anyway fa and i found Zingdo while scearching for Liz supposingly bday balloons which in the end we didnt get..sigh!
on a good note i get to eat my kimchi noodle..and fa can finally taste korean food..
but its a join venture between breeks and Zingdo..so there is not much range for korean food..
i missed the gals already...

you know my holiday is getting better only towards the ending..
XOXO to the gals
redsummer` more hang outs and cam whoring pleasee!

2009-09-28T15:19:00.003+08:00

gf Ct Big 20 Belated Celebration..

so called suprise bday party cum Slumber partyy.. woo

suppose to be Movie marathon night.. ended up the guys too engross in rockband

and they gals some aslp..some watch Bestgore.com..lol... goingg eww... all the way..

haha.. been awhile since i meet her or anyone else for that matter...

so it was a gd time to so called catch up abit....

the most fun i had since holiday started i guess...

it sure beats sitting and home rotting infornt of the lappy day by day watching animes and random vids..

but so sweet of nan to do that for ct dont u tink so.. planning n executing tis i dun tink it was tat easy to get everyone together u knw..Kudos to nan....

you knw i love birthdays especially suprise bday parties..woo hoo

xoxo

redsummer~i guess seeing someone else being happy isnt such a bad thing afterall

2009-09-27T19:23:00.002+08:00

Black top, red bottom

my own damn creation...
another d.i.y..
me likeyy me new hairr..

i cut my fringe and top part of my hair tat is gona remain black so the red can be seen at the ends..

and i dyed my hair 3 times cuz the 1st time i bleach it the colour didnt came out right..

so i bleach it again..all the hassle was worth it!!

i got the satisfaction that i love so much when i cut n colour my hair on my own...

as much as i wanted my whole hair to be red..

i keep having to stop myself from wanting the whole hair red... cuz now with long hair..

okok medium lenght hair..its not nice if the whole hair goes red man..

unless i have a nice layered trendy haircut tat can take the whole hair being red....

redsummer's Hair colour Tip :

Never dye the whole hair red if it long or mediun length..it will be ugly especially with normal haircut seriouslyy UGLY ...

have a red highlights or wat i did..

so proud n inlove with my new hair colour! woo hoo... lol

you knw when u get the satisfaction of doing someting right on your own..

XOXO

redsummer` loving itt...

2009-09-25T01:28:00.003+08:00

Finally swimming

at Bugis,berlinton square..

forget to take the pic of the jaguzzi man..damm nice
it lik the whole strecth just for jaguzzi area....

we almost have the place to ourselves man... almost..

but i still like the swimming pool but not the toilet.. lol

prefer safra jrg toilet...

Afterwards

kak ani's treat to dessert and mooncake at swensen...

she bought me sandals too nice...

thankss...

kak ani and candis went to fish spa...

yea that wraps up the day...

wasnt perfect but ok..

nothing perfect right...

you know im starting to have doubts abt you...

xoxo

redsummer`need to numb her emotions.. effing irritating..

2009-09-21T13:40:00.002+08:00

its a blue raya...

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir dan batin readers,frens,families.....
if i ever wrote someting rude or sarcastic plz forgive me..
everry yr will be the same..im a sarcatic person so things will never change lol..
i dun knw wat to say laa...

anyway these are some of the pics for the 1st day of raya
My family

at dad's house

My sisters and i

Cuzzie wani with us

lastly best Cuzzie and Us

you knw ur forgiven...

xoxo

redsummer

2009-09-13T13:10:00.004+08:00

Redsummer wants to be your shopping/chillax companion!

for a price that is... ranges from $4-$8 per hr...
depending on the place and how many hrs u wana use me for..
i can carry ur begs for you..
and if ur feeling fickle i can make decisions for you..
i can suggest some place to shop and eat..

there's more
if you don't feel lik shopping u just want to chill out or go for a movie or dinner...
and u find that there is no one avaliable that day...
I can be your companion on that day instead...
this is where we can be new frens if you want too or it be stickly business :))
still there is a fee for this...you just need to pay for movie and dinner...
but if we're chilling and window shopping only den the lowest price will be given to you..

This is for real..
im even advertising in Facebook...

my reason being that..
im having holidays and i need to make money right? so y not i do something that i like and get paid for it.. This offer will end on 18 oct 09
but if there is a good respond.. even after sch has start i will consider making time to do it again :)

you knw you WANT REDSUMMER TO BE YOUR COMPANION FOR A DAY OR TWO!
xoxo
redsummer~you wont regret it...

2009-09-13T03:32:00.004+08:00

need i say more...

I love ya mom....

be happy and healthy always for the years to come!

buffet at furama hotel

with the family....

the part where we wanted to surprise our mom was funny..

we laugh even though our stamoch hurts from too much food intake

mom and i

my sisters and i

just me..

our new room! lol

finally have my own study/lappy table and chair..

wee!!! love ittt.....

you knw you love BIRTHDAYS!

XOXO

redsummer

2009-09-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

another damn boring post..

my status for tis
Ego is what keeping us apart, well i guess its better that way...we have our own path to take..only that your not along for the ride tis time... i never want to face any of u again.. not once...

2009-09-08T22:33:00.002+08:00

past holiday ...

just as i remembered
your the one i was looking forward to
every week.
that 1 or 2 days that i get to meet u..
thats why my holiday turn out to be
so..... Great!
i even meet new people
now that your gone
i have nothing to look forward to
not even hari raya..
im still half hearted abt bali
due to some constraints...
sigh..
i surrond myself with animes, dvds and tv shows
and it gets even tiring each day
im tired of waking up to nothing
or more like
messages that tells me wat my chores are that day.
im not excited or happy abt anything
i get cranky easily
im eating more
when i said i need to lose weight...argh..
i live thru my daydreams and imaginations
not useful but not worthless either
i pretend and tell myself its ok when its not
been sending msges thru fb
to someone i barely knw and i tell him abt my day
which is nothing much at all
more like whinning and vanting
in most of my messages..
i bet he dosent care
sometimes i wish i can slp for the whole day
but it will give me a bad headace or migrant
most importantly i cant blame other
cuz of this..
i so wish i could
but its not their problem
im done here..

redsummer is dead bored.she has move on nontheless but memories are still memories it can be easily ereased.our brain has no delete button. unless we suffer from some memory lost..the memories are still vivid in my head...damm

2009-08-30T12:42:00.003+08:00

Pick a date with me...
any day/date that isnt fill up yet..
my free till 18 October yo...

these are the people who i wana meet on my holiday..
if u see your pic u desperately need to make a date if me..
if you dun see your pic that dosent mean i dun wana meet you...
these ppl i havent seen them for a long long time...

CT who has just join the police force...
I Miss you Gf!

My fav Ite Gfs...
Fa and Lis...
Make a date gals n lets go out!
Misses..

My bro.. the one on the right..lol
anyway he pick this pic..the one i choose he said he looked lik an idot..hahah
Meet me up bro...we dun live that far damn it..lol

and for my poly mates (candis and sheila)
When is our Swimming outing??!!
Lets go Swimming gals...
oh ya dawn is going back to taiwan for the holidays...
so its just the 3 of us...

anyways...
to EVERYONE else..your welcome to pick a date with me too!!!
just pick any date for anything...
chilling session or date/dates(hehehe especially for guys) or watever you could think of..
tell me...fill my calender alright...go to events with me or just abt anything aite...
the less money used the better..lol

you knw u WANA MAKE A DATE WITH ME..
XOXO
redsummer`you can make my holiday happening and you knw it!

2009-08-29T12:11:00.005+08:00

Drag me to the movies...

HOLIDAYS are here!!
7 weeks ! yes 7 weeks...

right after the last exam...well even before the last exams..
holiday was already in my head and they (Dawn n Candis) were already planning to go out..
Our last exam was at 9 am somemore...they woke up at 5 am just to go sch to study!
i was up but in bed trying to sleep lol...
they didnt let me go home n sleep 1st! they ended following me to buy hammie food...and played with my stinky hammies(that wat she said) whike i get ready..
they wanted to go JP den i said lets go town..they say dun wan la so many ppl...den i say lets go town then..they just gave me blank stares..lol...But guess wat!
we end up in town and when chester came he took us to the the east side afterall..lol...
we went to a few places..whole day with candis and dawn is the best...sheila didnt came cuz she got her own plans..or else double the fun! even though all of us was sleep deprive...i had FUN..Great start for the holiday...YEAH!!!!
oh yah and we watch final destination..cuz no other movie with many timings..lol
never watch a ghost or movies lik tis with Dawn..lol she will sudden grab u n scream!!!lol
anyway the MOVIE SUcks!!!!

you knw HOLIDAYS ARE here again baby...
XOXO
redsummer~i knw i will have yet a another great holiday lik the last one..

2009-08-20T02:31:00.004+08:00

watch movie the old fashion way..

picnic cum free movie
Cuzzie Zura and me

CuZzie Zura and fren (Abg someting lupe uh)

this is not the 1st time i met him..lol

his just pretending...looks real eh..lol

waiting for movie to start

we had the best spot... front center

cuz that the back u cant see nuts if u dun have a car..

alwys end our nite at starbucks..

heh me likey...

Boys and Toys...

but none are mine..BOO!

Comic con with Mas volta..heh...

i tink its the best cartoon look alike..

i didnt get to take the pic of the gundam seh!!! I WANT!!

this was suppose to be for GI Joe or some gaming character..

M said " i wana take with them"

den i say " eh u ns everyday oso can take pic lik them la..hahaha..u in army wat"

M said " Nvm uh just take"

this boy was super happy...tired yet still happy..lol

Wolverine was a TURN OFF Sehh...

i didnt wana take with him..so eehhh..

but this M wants so wat can i do...LOL

It took 3 rounds of going back and forth

before M took a pic with Masked rider...

he really wants but shy at 1st cuz alot of ppl..

you literally have to jump in everyone someone else step out to get a chance to take a photo..

same goes for bumble bee...

bumble bee fucking cute lor..

he have lights on his eyes and body..and den

got same japenese music on him too..freaking cute lor

we didnt get a closer look at pikachu..damn..

well that how i spent my weekend 1 week before EXAMS lol...

yeah now im having study weekk....

arghh.....

anyway saw r today at imm...

yea his back..but i dun tink he even wan to see me again..

ok so wat...i hav to move on ....

you know i had a blast..i tink..

xoxo

redsummer~concentrate on studying..yes i can!

2009-08-09T12:47:00.003+08:00

Tough exterior

one minute i felt stronger
and another
i just fell weak on my knees
i can never stay firm
you make me fall on my knees time and time again.
but i keep puting on a tought front
will i ever be strong?

redsummer~ 2 word 3 letters for you

2009-08-08T00:16:00.004+08:00

never too late to make amends..NOT!

your just like the boy who cried wolf
well its too late now...
when u really wanted to go out..
i screwed it for good..
im glad i did...
i dun find the point of going out with someone who will piss me
eventhough i been wanting to meet thee..
better off going out with besti Cuzzie..

i thought i have issues....
you too? lol
eat up ur ego before asking me to change

never will i ever change for someone again
NEVER! i think..
well women should be fickel
and men should stay decisive...
not the other way wrong

redsummer`i had a chill out night afterall..blow off some steam...was so moody doody today..

2009-08-05T08:27:00.003+08:00

Did you break the electrical box cover !?!

will tell you more abt that later..lol

Shihui, Chen beng, Yingting

sheila and me

as usual...i will definately play with ppl camera..
Yingting's 450d
random pics..

this happen on a monday..

when someone smash the electrical box right in front of the hse..

if the cover would have drop it would have drop and crash at the pots of plants

but that not the case it at the centre front of our doorstep...
well tis is not the 1st prank that we got...someone stole some our pots and the plants inside and someone for a period of time played with our gas by switching it off for atleast 2 times a day

luckly i was out... or else if i hear it crash i will be scard to death

apparenlty there was no lesson that day due to canceled or lecturer on MC.

so we decided to use our time wisely by finishing up on our EC moviemaker project..

anyway i was out for less than 5 hrs, i just went to imm(which is lik 5 mins walk from my hse)

and our hse is lik the 1st unit at the grd flr..

didnt know someone would actually dare do such a thing at broad daylight.

told my sis and she called the police.

soon after the police came and took down a report...

the malay guy was kinda cute..lol

thank allah it wasnt anything major lik smashing the window or anything else...

hopefully nothing else happens...

tis few day when im alone at home aftr i reach home from sch i dun dare open the living room windows and i will lock the front door from the inside..lol

that how scard i am...

when we just moved i used to do all that i didnt know i will be super scard again...lol

you know YOU GOT TO LOCK YOUR FRONT DOOR EVEN IF YOUR GOING OUT FOR AWHILE OR TO SOMEWHR NEAR.

xoxo

redsummer`u mess with me ur messing with the COPS..lol

2009-08-04T11:54:00.002+08:00

painted nails
constructed blog

effing bored now....

i cant set myself to study mood...
argh..fustration..

2009-08-03T11:30:00.002+08:00

"OFFICALLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION"

i still like my old blogskin sobs..
it never do me any justice....

2009-07-18T13:12:00.001+08:00

it takes two hands to clap

it takes two
if the other is reluctant
the other is willing
what will happen next?
hatred will be built
when ego comes ard
and sarcasm comes to play
where is patience when you need thee?
assumptions will be made
hearts get broken
thought get diluted
nothing been sloved
no one wants to take the blame
where is honesty ?
where is thee hidding ?
lies keep on deciving
and this goes on
until one cant take it
when it stops
so long is all that will be said
as only two can work things out

~redsummer the same old shit over and over again

2009-07-17T12:34:00.003+08:00

Press Play.

there has been a long pause since the last post.

ive been wanting to post something but...

its either i was too lazy or i forgotten wat i wanted to say..

anywayz...

chatted with My fav gal yesterday nite..

webcam with her...

(btw she look like a nenek giler in ite SW Tshirt and 2 koyok pasted at the sides of her forehead)

and im SORRY i piss at you for no reason...

jealouse tau if it was you who sent it...lol..

this crazy gal actually msg me in the morning at 9 plus am

"calling 1800-wati" (inside joke)

her's is "1800-fateha-nenek"

only call for your "sexual pleasures"..hahhaha

IMY and ILY Fateha Loads!!

meet me soon... and she still calls me baby..haha

if i didnt see who the msg was from and the msg starts with

"baby...bla bla bla"

i know its her...

ever since i said in ite that no one will longer call me baby than she start calling me baby..

i notice that ive been using alot of "LOL" lately..

i use to hate it...but now i use it alot..

my poly classmates has been great! im happy now :) wee...

but i do still miss my other frens...

im just hating the projects and tutorials..

absolutely LOVING badminton..

althought im not so good at it...

with people that i look forward to meeting in sch

lik Sheila+Candis=NON-STOP laughters(my happy pills)..

Dawn(who is awfully quiet but when shes speaks she is naturally funny but she dun knw it)..

and yingting(i like to bully her eventhough she so nice to me)

and all other classmates lik the boys and the other gals...

like i said before " i can never be emo in sch with these ppl ard".

you know you ROCK my poly days..lol

XOXO to my laughing pills..

redsummer`after every bad things that has happen there will surely be a silver lining in the dark skys..HAHAHA

2009-07-05T14:27:00.002+08:00

red needs to buck up or lose out...

its time i change my angkle sock into a panty hose

lagging behind in education

need to be in STUDY MODE now...

and complete all JACKS and ASSES that is given

to pull up my marks..

no more fooling ard

no more heartaces

no more late nights

less FB

less Tagging

less blogging

less msning

especially in school

more concentration

more undevided attention

more participation

more self MOTIVATION

keep moving forward

never looking back

education is no. 1 priority

feelings set aside

NUMB NUMB NUMB

argh fuck it...

no way im gona lose out!

2009-07-05T01:47:00.003+08:00

Long awaited..
from ite to poly
and finally finally
someone is kind enough to bring me there
Marina Barrage!!

i like tis picture!!

anyway tis is that kind someone..
Hot ass Khairul..he used to be a Green butt..
well times change and so has he..lol
he also treat me to Swenson dinner n dessert!!

Once again..
i cant Thank you enough...
Thanks hot ass..
for picking me up n sending me home
and treating me, and bring me to Marina barrage...

you know im a happy gal again with a full stamoch...my week started sucky and ended nicely...
this is the sliver lining in the sky..lol
XOXO
redsummer~ still lost...

2009-06-30T22:45:00.002+08:00

should i stay or should i go?

my head is telling me to go...
but my heart still wana stay...

giving up is never easy...

i should have stick to my initial plan

numb

2009-06-28T17:07:00.006+08:00

Countdown to my dissappointment
sch break is ending in a few hrs...sobs

recharged thursday
spend by
EAT
SLEEP
FB all the way!

Sleepless Friday
sheeshaing with Mom,Mummy, Both My sisters and 3 of my Cuzzies

Feeling2 Business women ada urgent email n call..lol

i have dimples...that i didnt know of..hmm
and i was supper hungry didnt eat in the morning or aftrnn

aftr that headed over to Cuzzie Wani's crib
Lips again..me and kak sya almost sang all the songs in there
while the others play heart attack and bluff

Now its gossip girl time

watch episode 18 till end of season 2

finish at 9 plus am.. i didnt sleep at all

supper at 4 am

Energetic Saturday

aftr cuzzie send us home..

i quicky showered and change..

meet fyqa and off to meet kak tuty

Shop for shoes(me), watch a movie (drag me to hell) and lunch

all kak tuty treat..

Thanks ♥ kak tuty for the treats:)

Fyqa and i

After the movie when staright home...

reach home showered again and change

to go to Fa's BDay party at

Swissotel merchant court

dresscode anything in black

this is the bday gal

da old seh 21 yrs old!!

fa was super pretty today..

she was all maked up and all dressed up...

she even did extentiosion on her hair

super cool hotel..

this pic taken at her room's balconey..

u can see the whole of clarke quey

sue ain and asri was there tooo...

was fun getting to laugh with them again...aftr such a long time...

didnt take much pics on my hp cam..
super nice hotel...

Sleepy Sunday

just got home at 9 plus am

not much sleep more lik

close eyes den open eyes den close den open

ard 10 plus i fell aslp finally

and i woke up at 1 am...

i notice i been eating quite alot tis few days and im bloating up..

i hate tis..haha must control man!!

you know i fully maximised my holidays tis time ard and im so glad...

XOXO to everyone

redsummer~i think we need to go a little slower...

2009-06-24T18:11:00.006+08:00

Its not over till i say its over
4 more days left of holiday

Super Sunday
Kak Ani's Idea, Kak Tuty agrees
and i just go along with it

Celebrated Fathers' Day and
Cuzzie Nazirul belated Bday..

@nenek cck place..
with all the Uncles and aunties..

All the cuZzies...

Sunday Night and Monday Morning

Xbox Lipz Madness
@ Cuzzie Wani's house

btw she moved there for like close to 2 yrs

and that day was my 1st time..

there a triangle shaped pool..wooo...

aftr Lipz supper @ changi village

Kak Ani & Cuz Wani

Adik was there too...

Adik and i singing to Ruby Ruby Ruby!

Finally Monday

with ♥ C.t n later that day with liz (no pics taken)

oh yah and in the morning

aisyah came over...

spent it at bt batok

lunch at pastamania..again..

but i love it...

took neoprints..

its been awhile...

Lovely Tuesday

watch Ghost of ex gf past

and had nuggets and spagettie

desserts we had tiramisu and cookie berry and durian cake..

NICE..love the tiramisu..

Mr Hafizd

Wednesday was a drool

DHL sch field trip

the one covering her face is Candis (psst...she tinks she's a tree)

the one at the back is Sheila(she tinks candis dun knw she's at the back)

sch trips changes ppls thinking...

my poly one and only partner in crime

when it comes to the funny and silly random stuff..

we're very N2 btw...LOL

you know i have to say Holidays well spent...i get to spent to Mr hafizd and especially Cuzzies that i havent been spending much time with...and i get to meet new frens and old frens lik my Bro and Ct..

XOXO to all the last min plan and making it happen!

redsummer ~as never had a better sch holiday

2009-06-22T14:13:00.005+08:00

Summer Flings

eventful..Not? Yes? No?

Wolferine Wednesday

spend with Mr Hafizd..
with tis boy my day alwys start early to watch as many movies as possible..

Wireless Thursday

spent with cuzzie fyqa

Thursday Nite and Friday Morning

Lepaks with Mr TEMBOK! @ toh guan park

his my B...NOT! lol

his camera no good..

takes a long time to snap a photo

OutCry's 1st Fri

Faris Nabil 's 1st GIG!

Meet OUTCRY!!

*shouts* WOOO!

fellow family supporters who came

even the moms, dads and the younger ones

i tink the sound system sucked big time..

Slack Saturday

with cuzzie Zura

who i actually call her "kak Bai"

had early dinner with Cuzzie and YanToy,

den off to window shop and find pressies for babies..

and slack all the way with Macd and Next

Sunday will be in a diff set of post aite..

you know my holiday turn out alright aftrall

XOXO

redsummer~im still not ready yet..........hope tis week is a blast too!

2009-06-15T14:43:00.003+08:00

a new mind set
im set for mostly leisure
with a heart of steel
i wont fall for anyone
not anymore..

you want to play the "game"
so lets play
this time i wont be fooled
because im a player too.

redsummer` loves her red cherry nail polish.

2009-06-14T17:19:00.003+08:00

Back from weekend spend with ♥ Cuzzies
we all had homemade mani and pedis..
courtesy of Kak Ty and Kak Sya...

during check out...

more photos will be updated soon

there were 3 cameras so..yeah..the camera i have now do not have much photos on the 1st day

you know cuzzies day was the best

XOXO to all my Cuzzies

redsummer~more more.....make dates with mee..whahaha

2009-06-12T19:14:00.006+08:00

Done.

Date with Mr Hafizd.

we watch Monster Vs Aliens

at ILUMA...

finally get to go there...

my new fav monster BOB..hehehe tis blue blop..

hafizd called him flubber..only that his blue not green...

i enjoyed the movie..*cheeky laughter*

anyway this his hafizd..

dont mind his face today...

its either tis picture or another with his cheese dripping out of his mouth..

which btw looks lik saliva..hahaha so ewww...

i like tis pic he took of me..

hehehe..I LOVE MY PASTA...

hahaha and garlic bread of course..

GARLIC BREAD is a must....

i especially love spagettie TOO cheese garlic bread...

yum...drooling..

Thanks ♥Hafizd

for the movie treat and going out with me.. :)

more dates please..........!!!

you know i cant wait for 2moro cuzzies day

xoxo to hafizd

redsummer~ is starting to ---- somebody....not tis again...going NUMB tis now

2009-06-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

Sheesha
with my bro, Sham

no pictures...
cuz no one there was cam whoring
the only one i know there is Sham..so yea..
nontheless my wed nite wasnt wasted
sleeping at home..
bro msg me ard 5 to come join him and his frens..
i didnt want to at 1st cuz i dun knw the others in the end i did..
he was with 2 of his camp mates one of them brought a gf along..
but she was super quite..
well i talk and laugh alot with sham..
been awhile since i meet him..last we met was when i was still having attachment in st log
lately his been calling me randomly and now a meet up..

Thanks Sham or shall i call u Nana(inside joke)
for the treat yea...

you know i did said i wanted to meet old sch mates rite...
xoxo to my bro
redsummer..cant wait for 2moro baby..

2009-06-11T13:09:00.003+08:00

lie through your teeth

all hope is lost
dreams are all i have

its just lust and leisure
mixed up feelings

will all be numb
starting from now
at tis moment..

your dead to me
not even a stranger

dead...

never will i trust again
i wont even trust my own feelings..

all unwanted feelings will be NUMB
forever...

no longer waiting
no longer hopping
for something thats not there

im just gona live my life
come what may...

~redsummer

2009-06-10T12:46:00.005+08:00

Make a date with me!!
be it slacking or window shopping or meet ups or playing badminton or watever that comes to mind..
pick a date of wats left of June aite?!

Upcoming Events!

12 June 2009 or maybe canceled
date with Mr Hafizd..

13 June 2009, Saturday
Girl Cuzzies Day..
no under 16 allowed..whahaha..

24 June 2009, Wednesday
School Trip to Dhl..
im open for the afternoon so fill up my wed afternoon ok?

26 June 2009, Friday
Fateha's 21 bday!!

so fill in the blanks aite...
will be hoping for another date with leen, aisyah, old sch mates and new classmate..hmmm...oh yah not forgetting another cuzzies day for dad's side...

you know U WANA MAKE A DATE WITH ME
XOXO
redsummer~i wana really enjoy my holidays baby!