21


i dream of a huge party celebration
one to call my own
instead of having to go to other ppls party
i want it to be special and different from all the bdays that i had
its freaking 21st bday!
butt...
ya it didnt happen.
on this day i was so HAPPY i cried tears of joy the whole day
i threw a bitch fits
became a nuisance
i got all dress up and
i spent it alone by the singapore river
no way was i gona rot at home
watching TBBT and HIMYM dvds
or even have dinner at imm spagettie too
NO WAY!



at 12 am
received call from unkwn number
who it was..it was Sheila.. thanks sweet ♥
den went to slp and...
awaken by the yearly routine surprise bday cake
which has 21 candles and some cannot be blown as it keeps lighting up
as usual kak ani ♥ and mom surprise :) thanks..



lonesome bday was ok
but its gets better after that
leen make me realise something yet
thats not what i want my 21st to be
what she said was undoubtly true
when i come to a realisezation
someting happen


someone who i wanted but i cannot have
as now that im 21 he wants me to be a women even before he keep telling me to grow up
and he said if i wasnt phsychotic i was perfect. no ones' perfect being phsychotic is my flaw, its hard for me to get it of but ill try nontheless.
he called himself "Uncle" Ryan. OMG!
caught me of guard
he surprise me with 2 slice of cake with candle ontop at his shop
the best part he ask me to sing my own bday song.. lol
that was fun :)
Uncle ryan was Mr honey too
too sweet to handle..
so gotta make it stop lol
ooh otw back i was abt to fall in the train..
i got to spent abit of time with Ryan ♥ .
someting that i havent got to do in like a year,
i appreciate u for ending my bday with me :)
never thought it would happen u knw ryan bz as a bee.. hee



back home..
well i didnt manage to get home after my bday is finish
i still have lik 20 mins till midnight..
there was another surprise candle pudding cake
guess from who
guess who send it over after attachment
guess guess..
it was LEEN!
love u beb..
thank you so much!
u made my day with the notebook that u wrote in..
so sweet all i can do was awww.. when i read it..
thanks leen ♥ and My family and kak bai sorry again. ♥

you know it did ended special and different..
i got surprises from ryan who i didnt expect anything from, and leen who came all the way to surprise me.

3 Suprise cake from different ppl that i love was enough..
can i not have cakes anymore.. serious no more cakes
but presents still want uh..haha

xoxo to family, leen, ryan, sheila, kak bai
and to all the FB frens and family from jkt and who ever who wish me :)

redsummer~we dont alwys get wat we want.. but every bad start there is alwys a gd ending :)

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