cherry on top of my day .

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Kampung style bbq chalet..(26-27 dec 09)
with all the cowsin...

the organisers
Kak Ani n Kak Nor

kak nor side cuzzies

kak nor nephews..
so cutee ..

headed to tuas
there u can see the commen toilet..
yea really like kampung

all the cuzzies

waiting for the others

cuzzie fyqa and me

29 dec 09

light DND with my stalker

we stalked eachother lol..

our light dinner

you knw it was the best ever 1st date as i didnt have to think of anything other than enjoying myself..

xoxo

redsummer`sch is ard the corner bummer

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

still waiting for sentosa kampung hut cowsin bbq pics...

hahaha both the ppl with camera still havent upload the pics yet..damnn..

anywho...

meet Leen ytdd.. had dinner n walk ard talk alot..

she's one of the sweetest person i ever met actually i knw her for 1 yr noww..

she done so much for me even when she didnt knw me well at 1st n it was my bday week so called she bake a cake for me n cook tom yam..

lik i didnt expect someone who didnt knw me well will treat me so nice,..

i seriously dun knw how to repay all tat.. n to top it off i didnt celebrate her bday i just gave her gifts..but still i dun tink its enough..

im like this emotional person with lots of anger and shes happy go lucky ..

even with problems she will alwys tend to see the bright side of it..

that wat i like abt her.. never judging much abt a person

and she keep saying life is short so make the best of it..

anyway leen enjoy ur batam trip before sch starts!!

and Happy new year beb since i dun get to count down with ya again..LOL

but there is alwys next yr..hehehe

n i cant wait to open the card u give mee

yes yes i will wait till thursday midnight to open itt..

sorry i dont have nothing for you..

you knw with frens like tis...thats wat will put a smile on your face

xoxo

redsummer wishing everyone a great countdown n a happy new year ahead!!

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

WCP
sat there and tan...

enjoyed the beautiful scenery..

sang aloud to myslef..

didnt have a care in the world

and then it started to rain..

who have caused the rain im not too sure..muahahahha...

you know yr a wolf in sheep clothing

xoxo

redsummer`holidays with no aim or plan...spending it alone mostly...

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

Keeping myself bz for the holidays..

started on Wed

another trip alone

wanted to catch the sunset but fail attempt as it set at the other side..

afterwards meet up with kak ani n kak wani

for dinner at manhattan fish market at iluma

and played arcade there too

headed to bugis starbucks

Thursday

meet up With Ct and Sarah at Vivo

just to chill and hangout

and of course to take photos..

nan join us soon after..

we had ben n jerry's that day n lots of laugh..

Friday

woke up early and started watching Bleach..

the whole day.. im already at the 120 episode..muhahah..

saturday...

up early to watch bleach again lol..

and wonders if i wana go for boy's performance in ite simei anot...

argh he got me tickets even when i say i dun wana go.. i have no one to go with..

and it in SIMEI.. i hated that sch, spent 2 freaking yrs almost everyday there..hahaha

all i can say now is i need to endure one more day..

there is still an uncertainty that i wil meet him on mon.. i hope i will..

havent heard from him since wed.. i tinks its cuz of revervist his been bz.. its ok

as long as monday i get to see him still..please make it happen..

you knw im been waiting for that day to see you again..

xoxo

redsummer~ 1 more day feels like a year...

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Thursday, December 3, 2009

I'm demoralised

i have myself to blame
too concern
that i wasnt ready for the fall
i keep falling and falling
i lost all hope in myself
my world went trembling down
no struggle
no effort
no longer willing to survive

is it too late for a change?
if i push harder to stand will i fall again?

time time time
shorter and shorter
im lacking
ive been wasting

do i have the will for one last try?
can i overcome this fall?

~redsummer

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