Tuesday, September 8, 2009
past holiday ...
just as i remembered your the one i was looking forward to every week. that 1 or 2 days that i get to meet u.. thats why my holiday turn out to be so..... Great! i even meet new people now that your gone i have nothing to look forward to not even hari raya.. im still half hearted abt bali due to some constraints... sigh.. i surrond myself with animes, dvds and tv shows and it gets even tiring each day im tired of waking up to nothing or more like messages that tells me wat my chores are that day. im not excited or happy abt anything i get cranky easily im eating more when i said i need to lose weight...argh.. i live thru my daydreams and imaginations not useful but not worthless either i pretend and tell myself its ok when its not been sending msges thru fb to someone i barely knw and i tell him abt my day which is nothing much at all more like whinning and vanting in most of my messages.. i bet he dosent care sometimes i wish i can slp for the whole day but it will give me a bad headace or migrant most importantly i cant blame other cuz of this.. i so wish i could but its not their problem im done here..
redsummer is dead bored.she has move on nontheless but memories are still memories it can be easily ereased.our brain has no delete button. unless we suffer from some memory lost..the memories are still vivid in my head...dammLabels: past holiday
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