cherry on top of my day .

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

should i stay or should i go?

my head is telling me to go...
but my heart still wana stay...

giving up is never easy...

i should have stick to my initial plan

numb

Labels: same old shit

redsummer

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Countdown to my dissappointment
sch break is ending in a few hrs...sobs

recharged thursday
spend by
EAT
SLEEP
FB all the way!

Sleepless Friday
sheeshaing with Mom,Mummy, Both My sisters and 3 of my Cuzzies

Feeling2 Business women ada urgent email n call..lol

i have dimples...that i didnt know of..hmm
and i was supper hungry didnt eat in the morning or aftrnn

aftr that headed over to Cuzzie Wani's crib
Lips again..me and kak sya almost sang all the songs in there
while the others play heart attack and bluff

Now its gossip girl time

watch episode 18 till end of season 2

finish at 9 plus am.. i didnt sleep at all

supper at 4 am

Energetic Saturday

aftr cuzzie send us home..

i quicky showered and change..

meet fyqa and off to meet kak tuty

Shop for shoes(me), watch a movie (drag me to hell) and lunch

all kak tuty treat..

Thanks ♥ kak tuty for the treats:)

Fyqa and i

After the movie when staright home...

reach home showered again and change

to go to Fa's BDay party at

Swissotel merchant court

dresscode anything in black

this is the bday gal

da old seh 21 yrs old!!

fa was super pretty today..

she was all maked up and all dressed up...

she even did extentiosion on her hair

super cool hotel..

this pic taken at her room's balconey..

u can see the whole of clarke quey

sue ain and asri was there tooo...

was fun getting to laugh with them again...aftr such a long time...

didnt take much pics on my hp cam..
super nice hotel...

Sleepy Sunday

just got home at 9 plus am

not much sleep more lik

close eyes den open eyes den close den open

ard 10 plus i fell aslp finally

and i woke up at 1 am...

i notice i been eating quite alot tis few days and im bloating up..

i hate tis..haha must control man!!

you know i fully maximised my holidays tis time ard and im so glad...

XOXO to everyone

redsummer~i think we need to go a little slower...

Labels: ultimate sch break ever

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Its not over till i say its over
4 more days left of holiday

Super Sunday
Kak Ani's Idea, Kak Tuty agrees
and i just go along with it

Celebrated Fathers' Day and
Cuzzie Nazirul belated Bday..

@nenek cck place..
with all the Uncles and aunties..

All the cuZzies...

Sunday Night and Monday Morning

Xbox Lipz Madness
@ Cuzzie Wani's house

btw she moved there for like close to 2 yrs

and that day was my 1st time..

there a triangle shaped pool..wooo...

aftr Lipz supper @ changi village

Kak Ani & Cuz Wani

Adik was there too...

Adik and i singing to Ruby Ruby Ruby!

Finally Monday

with ♥ C.t n later that day with liz (no pics taken)

oh yah and in the morning

aisyah came over...

spent it at bt batok

lunch at pastamania..again..

but i love it...

took neoprints..

its been awhile...

Lovely Tuesday

watch Ghost of ex gf past

and had nuggets and spagettie

desserts we had tiramisu and cookie berry and durian cake..

NICE..love the tiramisu..

Mr Hafizd

Wednesday was a drool

DHL sch field trip

the one covering her face is Candis (psst...she tinks she's a tree)

the one at the back is Sheila(she tinks candis dun knw she's at the back)

sch trips changes ppls thinking...

my poly one and only partner in crime

when it comes to the funny and silly random stuff..

we're very N2 btw...LOL

you know i have to say Holidays well spent...i get to spent to Mr hafizd and especially Cuzzies that i havent been spending much time with...and i get to meet new frens and old frens lik my Bro and Ct..

XOXO to all the last min plan and making it happen!

redsummer ~as never had a better sch holiday

Labels: its not over till i say its over

redsummer

Monday, June 22, 2009

Summer Flings

eventful..Not? Yes? No?

Wolferine Wednesday

spend with Mr Hafizd..
with tis boy my day alwys start early to watch as many movies as possible..

Wireless Thursday

spent with cuzzie fyqa

Thursday Nite and Friday Morning

Lepaks with Mr TEMBOK! @ toh guan park

his my B...NOT! lol

his camera no good..

takes a long time to snap a photo

OutCry's 1st Fri

Faris Nabil 's 1st GIG!

Meet OUTCRY!!

*shouts* WOOO!

fellow family supporters who came

even the moms, dads and the younger ones

i tink the sound system sucked big time..

Slack Saturday

with cuzzie Zura

who i actually call her "kak Bai"

had early dinner with Cuzzie and YanToy,

den off to window shop and find pressies for babies..

and slack all the way with Macd and Next

Sunday will be in a diff set of post aite..

you know my holiday turn out alright aftrall

XOXO

redsummer~im still not ready yet..........hope tis week is a blast too!

Labels: summer flings

redsummer

Monday, June 15, 2009

a new mind set
im set for mostly leisure
with a heart of steel
i wont fall for anyone
not anymore..

you want to play the "game"
so lets play
this time i wont be fooled
because im a player too.

redsummer` loves her red cherry nail polish.

Labels: i decided to play the game.

redsummer

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Back from weekend spend with ♥ Cuzzies
we all had homemade mani and pedis..
courtesy of Kak Ty and Kak Sya...

during check out...

more photos will be updated soon

there were 3 cameras so..yeah..the camera i have now do not have much photos on the 1st day

you know cuzzies day was the best

XOXO to all my Cuzzies

redsummer~more more.....make dates with mee..whahaha

Labels: weekend with cuzzies

redsummer

Friday, June 12, 2009

Done.

Date with Mr Hafizd.

we watch Monster Vs Aliens

at ILUMA...

finally get to go there...

my new fav monster BOB..hehehe tis blue blop..

hafizd called him flubber..only that his blue not green...

i enjoyed the movie..*cheeky laughter*

anyway this his hafizd..

dont mind his face today...

its either tis picture or another with his cheese dripping out of his mouth..

which btw looks lik saliva..hahaha so ewww...

i like tis pic he took of me..

hehehe..I LOVE MY PASTA...

hahaha and garlic bread of course..

GARLIC BREAD is a must....

i especially love spagettie TOO cheese garlic bread...

yum...drooling..

Thanks ♥Hafizd

for the movie treat and going out with me.. :)

more dates please..........!!!

you know i cant wait for 2moro cuzzies day

xoxo to hafizd

redsummer~ is starting to ---- somebody....not tis again...going NUMB tis now

Labels: hafizd and monster vs aliens

redsummer

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Sheesha
with my bro, Sham

no pictures...
cuz no one there was cam whoring
the only one i know there is Sham..so yea..
nontheless my wed nite wasnt wasted
sleeping at home..
bro msg me ard 5 to come join him and his frens..
i didnt want to at 1st cuz i dun knw the others in the end i did..
he was with 2 of his camp mates one of them brought a gf along..
but she was super quite..
well i talk and laugh alot with sham..
been awhile since i meet him..last we met was when i was still having attachment in st log
lately his been calling me randomly and now a meet up..

Thanks Sham or shall i call u Nana(inside joke)
for the treat yea...

you know i did said i wanted to meet old sch mates rite...
xoxo to my bro
redsummer..cant wait for 2moro baby..

Labels: sheesha with sham

redsummer

lie through your teeth

all hope is lost
dreams are all i have

its just lust and leisure
mixed up feelings

will all be numb
starting from now
at tis moment..

your dead to me
not even a stranger

dead...

never will i trust again
i wont even trust my own feelings..

all unwanted feelings will be NUMB
forever...

no longer waiting
no longer hopping
for something thats not there

im just gona live my life
come what may...

~redsummer

Labels: lie through your teeth

redsummer

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Make a date with me!!
be it slacking or window shopping or meet ups or playing badminton or watever that comes to mind..
pick a date of wats left of June aite?!

Upcoming Events!

12 June 2009 or maybe canceled
date with Mr Hafizd..

13 June 2009, Saturday
Girl Cuzzies Day..
no under 16 allowed..whahaha..

24 June 2009, Wednesday
School Trip to Dhl..
im open for the afternoon so fill up my wed afternoon ok?

26 June 2009, Friday
Fateha's 21 bday!!

so fill in the blanks aite...
will be hoping for another date with leen, aisyah, old sch mates and new classmate..hmmm...oh yah not forgetting another cuzzies day for dad's side...

you know U WANA MAKE A DATE WITH ME
XOXO
redsummer~i wana really enjoy my holidays baby!

Labels: make a date with me

redsummer

Sunday, June 7, 2009

I'll have whatever you have..
Lazy saturday comes with lazy outfit..

DND with ♥ leen
not dinner and dance la..
dinner and drinks..
when you eat you need to drink rite? heh :P

Our food...i had pasta she just had soup..

Leen..

me with my crazy hair

haha...minah take..opps!hahaha

we actually brought our study material out...yes on a saturday!
i had a calculator in my bed and pass yr common test papers and note book.
Leen had notes, big pencil case and a big water bottle...hahaha she say she scard she dehydrate?..
We laugh our ass off to restaurant heard as "Fresh Prawns", food heard as "Fruits", haunted become hunted.. there is alot more but i forget already..these are the ones i remembered cuz i keep repeating it...to mock her... eventhough i told myself i didnt want to go out this weekend and i needed to study.. i still went out.. an offer i cant resist..anyway she said we will study..so i dun mind.. But i did study ok... only she didnt.. aftr all that ...
we took the last train to my place...
we bitch ard abt ppl we dont know.. talk abt random stuff
i study and uses the lappy..
den back to bitching abt ppl we dont know and look at random ppl's blog..
we seriously didnt know wat to do.. haha...
and we had maggie early in the morning.hah
mostly we laugh abt random stuff uh..

THANKS ♥ LEEN
for DND and for spending time...

this week i was really out alot..
Mon with Hafizd
Wed with Sheila
Fri with Aisyah
Sat with Leen
i have tests and stuff but its like as if i already started my holiday...
whahaha...
but but i havent been skipping sch i been to sch every single day..heh
must save it in my head tat im no longer in ite!

you know HOLIDAY is coming!!!
XOXO to leen
Redsummer`im going back to study mood aftr tis...:(

Labels: ill have watever you have....

redsummer

Friday, June 5, 2009

dan sebenarnya....

monday dinner with haifzd

he took me after school..

due to my foul mouth the day before

"go sleep la...if not u'll be late for work"

and guess wat..he really was and he didnt go to work..

the guy need a break anyway..

his been wrking so hard every since getting the job 1 month ago..

only 1 day off.. pity him..

now i cant msg him or talk to him 24/7 anymore till his topup go low..

i kinda miss that

he hardly calls or msg anymore due to finishing wrk late and being tired..

but he does all so often msg me..but the calling now is quite rare..

not lik someone else.. who only msg me once in a blue moon...

anyway...i being in sch from 9am-6pm..

i wasnt wearing make up and i was sweating the whole day...

so i was ugly n i stink and he didnt mind..hahaha

he treat me to dinner and bubble tea..

im a happy gal..

♥THANKS HAFIZD :)

for everything...

for being there when i needed someone especially..

and now im stuck listening to Yuna song title "dan sebenarnya" repeatedly.

it made me miss him listening to the song..but, yea there is a

but made me miss someone else while listening to the lyrics..
if only life was easier..so im kinda missing both..haha

really sad tat i dun get to talk to him every night anymore..

laugh with him.. be angry for fun at him.. shout at him...

sulk to get his undevided attention.. and scold him for fun..hehehe

mostly i miss the laughing part..
and i actually msg him and as him to stop wrk..

he replied "okla 2moro i will give 24hr notice and spend my time with u k"

sweet rite...ohh no worries he didnt do it

anyway i force him to find a proper job...

cuz he was bumming ard at home for long time..

now he has a job n im complaning..hahhaha..

wat a guy to do..

Oh.. and his not my bf ok..just a close close close fren..

he knows i still cant move on..he knows that my heart is still for someone else..

that asshole y do i still want him eh? im puzzled myself..

you know i keep humming to yuna man...

XOXO

Redsummer~if only he knew wat i was really thinking...

Labels: dan sebenarnya

redsummer