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ItsRedsummer
when i looked up to the sky, do u see what i see?
REDSUMMER
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young but not hopeless
still in school:/
I'm Single so lets Mingle
interest:
hairstyling
-let me cut ur hair if u dare
photography
-wana go take pictures together?y not
music
-free gigs?u know where?hEY! HO! lets go..
Anime
-fav NANA & currently watching BLEACH



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stuck_up_kid@hotmail.com

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Silent screams
all we do is type & read




reminisce
walk into my past
March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 May 2011 July 2011
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Saturday, January 3, 2009
im pulling my hair n im feeling isolated

" if i push u away, will you pull me back to your arms?"

i keep pushing people away..
cuz i keep wanting things my way..
i just wanted to go out and chill is that so hard to fulfill?
i just wanted a quiet place with a nice scenery
sigh..
tis boredem is killing me..
its turning me into a stressed out freak..
even more
seeing my sisters and my mom..
always going out and i am still here..
stuck at home,
alone..
i just wanted to go out again before i start sch..
i msged u earlier and ask u to take me out today
but there was no reply..
hence i had to msg u again..
it going to 11 soon..
still u need to confrimed with me again..
thats what make me so piss with you..
yes! i know the night is still young..
still by the time u confrim..
its my turn to get ready and go over to mit u..
alot of time wasted...
who know what time you will confrimed back with me?
what if u msged and you cant make it..
ill be more piss..
fuck..
i really hate myself at this point..

if i push u away or push u with my words..
all i wanted was for u to pull me back...
i guess its alwys the same..
i didnt mean that much to that someone that they dont care to pull me back..
they rather i,
i faded away..

still there is no reason for some of u
to make me feel so isolated
only to make friends with me again
when sch starts...
yah i know u got ur own life..
i just think its not fair..
that u alwys make me to
be your
last resort..


so just fuck the hell out off my pityful life

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