Wednesday, December 17, 2008
this is just one of my random emotional post.. no biggy boring emotional shit!
I so HATE ROMANTIC COMEDIES... they just suck.. when u watch it.. sometime u feel the way the character feels.. but in this kinda shitty movies... there is alwys a happy freaking ending which is not true in real life.. but you keep thinking it just might happen... there is so many possibilities in this world... and u keep day dreaming and hoping that somehow.. your life will turn out that way.. you want that happy ending.. who dosent right? the movie made it feel so real u lose touch of your real life.. u keep anaylsing and comparing your life with a made up movie romantic comedy has really taken a toll in my life and i hate that i hate that i believe it.. as much as i dont want to.. i still do.. cuz life tough.. u want all the good that you can get out of it even though its not real.. its made up in ur head.. you just gotta have it.. usually i dont get it. so that explains for this post.. is there really love out there finding for me? or is love only made for A PERFECT PERSON? meaning ppl who are beautiful, pretty or hensem.. i dun wana end up lonely or even divorce at old age.. i dun want wat happen ard me to happen to me.. am i asking to much?
redsummer`i just hate myself right now...not only by the fact that im naive..but the fact that im already fat...i have pimples all over my face and worst my body.. i have a scar on my neck that cant be removed.. wat else is going to be thrown my way.. i tot life was suppose to be aleast abit fair..but i guess its not.. its just get worst.. and worst.. i try to be happy wenever i can but its just not wrking most of the time.. too much sadness that has overtake my happiness..Labels: arghhh
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