cherry on top of my day .

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Lets sleep the whole day and wake up to 2009.

how does that sound? is it a plan?
its so hard to not think of countdown.. its all over tv..
and ppl keep asking of ur plans for the countdown and stuff..
just shut up la! dont ask can anot.. if u have plans ur pasal la..hehehe
i just wana treat it like its another other day..
less stressful..haha but i do wana do someting special..
haha nvm la..can forget abt it liao...

Quote

"life not worth living when nobody cares.. or is it?"

whaha... i dont know the point of this..
actually i do only that i dun wana share.. its no point ah...
people will pity you and its only for a while.. so whats the point..
if its just for a short while..i wana make an impact not just 5min N2..

you know i havent felt this SPECIAL before..thanks boy..see i just cant stop awwing still...
xoxo
redsummer`argh..wat gona happen tonight?

Labels: let slp and wake up to 2009

redsummer

some more pics from yesterday's nature walk..
we walk from nus science park till mt faber..

still too many pics to choose from..
i lazy to upload liao..
so here's just a bit more..
hahaha

oh yah the 1st thing we saw when we just reach the science park..
i tink its a comodo dragon...

and this is not zoomed
i when closer for a better picture..
and kak sya was like..
"where u going? i dun want to go close..im scard"
and im like nobody ask u to follow me wat..
im the one who wants to go closer...belo seh..

pictures of kak sya that i like...
hehehe

no we didnt took the cable car ride..
only pictures...

now i know y kak sya lik hort park...
so fun la there..so many small parks in one park..
many beatiful flowers and plants.,.
den we walk at the alexandra canopy walk..
ok i must admit that was abit scary..
so high up seh..
we were practically walking in the middle..
and i told my sis
" i dun tink im coming back here in it afew yrs.. cuz the metal might get rusty and it might just give way,..hahah scary seh"

nevertheless...
i had so much fun taking pictures and stuff..
it was a smelly sticky and exhausting ending..
walk so long already...den head to vivo eat..den to velocity
den to lakeside.. somemore walk again..so tired and sticky seh...
my leg lik wana break liao..
den nvm talk bus walk to imm den walk home...
the whole afternn walk to so many parks still need to walk elsewhere...
haiyoo... reach home at 8 plus..
luckly got hot bath... hee...

aiya...
2moro countdwn liao..
haiz so fast the year is ending..
im not ready for 2009 la...

you know 2009 is just around the corner..brave urselfs..
xoxo
redsummer~haiz....i only can sigh...im not pyshc abt it at all....

Labels: more pics from the nature walk

redsummer

Monday, December 29, 2008

Nature walk with kak sya..

just pictures...
too tired to update its going to be 3 am soonn..
ive been editing picture cuz there is to manny..
aiyoo...penat oohh..hehehehe

below are 2 of my fav pictures of the day..
taken by me of course..
ahhaa... use camera phone lagi.,..
enjoy..

like these 4 that i took too..
but the 2 on top is way better..heh

canopy walk..

look at kak sya face..hahaha

henderson wave..

hehehe....

we went to few other parks..

im not yet done with editing...

and im tired..n i really wana update atleast some today.,.

hehe...

THANKS KAK SYA...

i had fun taking pics and stuff...

argh holiday ending soon...

redsummer is dead tired man...

we started the walk at 12 i guess and end at 4 plus

reach home at 8 plus... kk blog more soon..need slpppp......

Labels: nature walk with kak sya

redsummer

the sweetest thing...

there is tis boy...
he made me go awww... yesterday..
he so sweet la.. he said sometings.. and he send me a song
especially for me duh!! ..
its just sound of piano and guitar..
but is super nice.. its sad yet romantic..it made my tear roll down..
i was so super touch by him la..
the song titled is collage..
he named it that cuz he say i like to take pics..lol..
still so sweet.....
i wish i could share it...
but he told me it just for me
not to go share it..
his talented i tell yah...
he said listen to it when im feeling down and stuff..
i totally appericiate it..
haha.. i even when to sleep listening to it over and over again...
everytime when i listen to it with no distraction..
the emotions from the songs just hit me untill tears will start rolling again..
dun get me wrong i love the song..
its just so touching la..hehehehe
okok i will stop Awwing..hehehe

♥THANKS!!♥
you made my day yesterday..:)

you know UR THE SWEETEST BOY...
XOXO goes to you
redsummer`never have i aww.. for so long....untill now im still awwing at wat happen..heehe

Labels: the sweetest thing

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Saturday, December 27, 2008

Just Me, Cuz and Canon cameras..heh:P
Like Finally im OUT and about..

♥ Snaping away with CuZzie Zura

She with her DSLR 450d and me with kak sya's IXUS digi cam..

all the pictures below are taken by the Digital camera..
cuzzie still not yet online to send me the pics from her cam..
BOO HoOo!

head to the padang..

I got to take some pics with her cam..

but by this picture of mine...

her batt was already flat..

all that was left to do is Pose with it DUh!

hehehe..

in the restroom...hehe

totally forgotten abt posing with the sunglasses..

the red sunglasses that i love...heh:)

now we're at starbucks

Cuzzie again

Cuzzie wanted coloured extention too...

hahah...and her's is 100% REAL HUMAN HAIR..

its so soft its give me the creeps..

that's y it blends in with her hair easily..

someting funny happen..

not sure wat..too many cafeine..did i spell it right?

1st we were posing with her DSLR..

now its my red specky.,.heheh

Love this pictures that i took of here...

The original beside the edited ones..

cool kape kn...hehehhee

i was waiting for this day since i last parted with my gals last wk..

my gals and i were suppose to meet today...

to go out and take pics.. but both of them have their own agenda i dont blame them..

luckly cuzzie was free.. yea she was suppose to join us aftr her driving lessons at nite..

instead its just me and her.. STILL I HAD FUN!!!!

and its been awhile since i when home late..since nowadays ive always been catching the last train home...yesterday was my 1st time alone on the NR5 i truely hate taking buses alone...

cuz is meeting her fren so that explains it.. i just cant wait for her to send me the pics...

she got some nice shots of ME! heh,...hehehhehehe..and some pics that i took of her tat i like too...

anyway... end of the year is nearing in like 4days..

and i still have no plans.. sobs sobs..

with end of the year nearing it means sch is starting soon too...

argh!! sigh..

you know i miss my gals but yet I HAD FUN WITH CUZZIE

XOXO

redsummer~ lets go out to take pics soon ok cuz..hehehe..oh yah next time bring SPARE BATT Eh... i wont alwys have kak sya's digi cam handy with me u know..hahaha

Labels: just me cuzzie and canon cameras

redsummer

Thursday, December 25, 2008

my very own quote

" never forgive until being ask to be forgiven, never forget even when the scar has been healed" ~redsummer

good enough? are you proud of me?haha... my own cleverly made..
but sometimes when ppl ask for forgiveness its so hard to forgive them especially when they hurt you bad..the trick is forgive and never forget so the same thing wont happen again..
but will never know..

random conversation with Cuzzie Hana..
Me: Can u make me happy?

Hana: What do u like?

Me: Cartoons, Stars, Red.. erm..

Hana: then watch cartoon
Look at stars when it is night time
Look at something red lorr

dUH! Hana...
hahaha...thanks for the effort...

feeling a lil emo coming up..hahaha

i thought we could watch ur favourite anime together..
i thought we could ly in the grass and get lost in the night stars forever..
i thought we could let our hearts blossms like a red, red rose..

well thats wat i thought...
i still a true Pisces...
i hate being one... cuz we're super dreamy and unrealistic..
i just like the fact that we're creative and love poetry and music..
pisces are down right losers at some point i guess...
i wish to change that...
but how do i do so?
how can i stop dreaming?
when life sucks and a beautiful dream is all i have.. to keep on living..

and so this is chirstmas for me....
i dun celebrate it but its all over the tv programms..
happy holidays...

oh yah..
♥ Thanks Kak ani
for the chomel Charm braclet.. its has stary charms..
nice..
aww.. stars...

you know I JUST CANT STOP DREAMING
XOXO
redsummer`friends? whats that? erm.. im looking for a lover in a guy and a friend in a gal...whahaha..siao

Labels: my very own quote

redsummer

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

EXHAUSTED OUT OF MY HEAD
its bugging me!
its all over my head, i need to get it out!

im restless
i cant stop thinking
i keep anaylising
it needs to stop
i just need answers
i want to know for sure its for real
or am i going to be end up to be just like another girl
haiz..
i dont know what to think..
i dont want it to turn out bad..
but there is just no firm assurence..
im going over my head again..
i hate that..
i dont wana think abt it
but i am 24/7
please just give me some assurance
other than words..
i need more than that..
i tired of sweet talk..
end of the year is nearing..
and i want to spent it guilt free
i want a happy count down moment
and a happy 1 january of 2009
is that so hard?
ahh..........forget it la
but i want it so much

Labels: exhausted out of my head

redsummer

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Quote

"If your in PAIN, DON'T be A PAIN"

isnt the quote so true...i took it from 98.7fm in the morning while i was jogging just now...haha
when ur in pain u tend to be a pain to others..
cuz u want them to know how in pain ur in... but u dont realise that your being a pain to them..
its more of like ur seeking their attention for pity just cuz ur slightly sick...
hahaha...

Anyway..

BUSHMEN performing
This event is planned to start at 7:30 pm on Dec 28, 2008
at Esplanade.

ANYONE WANA GO WITH ME???
PLEAAASSSEEE...
Im sure we'll have Fun!!
hehehe
contact me yea? thur here or msn or whereever la..
hahahhaa

you know i love to watch live bands..
xoxo
redsummer~hehe

Labels: quote and bushmen

redsummer

Sunday, December 21, 2008

eee...muke dua2 BUCUK!!
heh..

i just woke up just now..
i straight away sign on to msn..
he was online..so i tot it would be fun to see eachothers unshower faces..hahaha
thats all...
now im bored bored bored..,.
no plans today,.
mom working the Wee hours shift..night shift la..
pity her... she's going to be all alone in the lockerroom untill someone check out...
she cant even listen to songs..scary seh..
i hope everyting turns out well..
eh you GHosty..dun disturb my mom leh!..
please..
bored2 wat to do eh...

you know..i can use a lil FUN
xoxo
redsummer~hehe happy la...

Labels: bucukk

redsummer

Saturday SHoOpPpINgGG SprEe WEee..!!

♥ shop with Kak Sya...

Everywhere was SALE! SALE! SALE!
im surprise at how prices can go down in a short span of time..
i just went to town on wed with the girls..
hahaha... and the specs i wanted at cotton on..is now just 5 bucks...so lucky of me..
oh yah and today..i bought lots of bras...im glad the prices were low..
bra my size are hard to get at a cheap price and in lots of design...
the cheap ones are alwys black or beach..so boring...
hehehe...MOstly kak sya was paying...we at some indon restraunt..okla the food..
den he had cookies.. den at nite had some snaks at LJS..

♥ THANKS KAK SYA..
for the food and the bra and everything...hehehehehe

yup im lucky to have 2 sisters..
and both my sis like to spend on me..HAHA
good right...

you know I ♥ to SHOP..which gal dosent? haha...
XOXO
redsummer`if only i had a rich yet caring bf..hahaha..i wish.. i dun even have a bf to start with...ahahaha

Labels: shopping spree

redsummer

Friday, December 19, 2008

The sun was out brightly yesterday..

a good day to take pics outdoors..

hehehe...

Liz took tis...nice eh..

hehe...

Oh No! No!

not my cam..its Liz's dad's cam..

wondering y im posing with it like an accesorie
isn't it like what most ppl are doing now..

ish! just becoz they have money...

i like this pic of lis...

but this i use my cameraphone..

I had FUN with Lizzie yesterday...

especially the part where i get to snap pictures with her dads camera..

i ask her to take some..but she didnt want to..hahah...but she did manage to accidently snap a photo...haha... btw this is an old sch cam... look like the new DSLR that everyone is using...

this is MANUAL beb..use Film rolls...which im so psych abt..we send in the pics yesterday..

she is going to pick it up today...praying hard.. i hope it turn out like i wanted too..im gona scan the pics as soon as i can... i took pic of plants and lis... we went to the play ground and get to take some pics of the kids... we just sat in the middle of the play grd and watch the kids play...

i seriouly had fun...hehehe..

♥THANKS LIZ!!

for lending me the camera and accompanying me!!loveee....

Next up..

Out to Town on Wednesday..

with the normal suspects..

♥ My Two SweEtiess... or not so sweet...

cuz they like to curse and swear...ahaha...

Fateha..

LizZie..

Mua..

taken by lis..

do i need to say more...

as usual they like to become my models...

i took a picture of myself...haha...

must keep snaping, most pictures turn out not that nice...haha

we window shop all ard town..from orchard to dhoby ghaut...

but only me and lis walk to dhoby ghaut, fa was the last to reach, and the 1st to go.,.

well she has her own commitments..it was nice to hang out again aftr awhile..

haha..and all 3 of us bought belts at far east..diff2 belts la..we're not freaks to get all the same..hahha...oh yah...

We got ourself Hair extentions... haha.. not for the whole hair..

if u look at my pics u can see them...dont bother finding at thier pics..cant see lor..

belo!! hahaha...but one of lis pics can see..

it was so random n sponteneous all thanks to Fateha...but i like...hehehe..

lis was abit hesistane as she didnt knw where to put..she wanted to tink 1st..

Fateha and i just didnt let her..we drag her to the shop..hahaha...

JUST DO IT ALREADY!! haha..

i just LOve Going out with these Gals of mine...

you know I ♥ YOU GAL..Inspite of me cursing and swearing u gals..i do love ya..hehehe

XOXO

redsummer~cant wait for the actual photo taking next sat...wear nice2 hor!

Labels: film rolls on thursday and with gfs on wednesday

redsummer

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

this is just one of my random emotional post..
no biggy boring emotional shit!

I so HATE ROMANTIC COMEDIES...
they just suck..
when u watch it..
sometime u feel the way the character feels..
but in this kinda shitty movies...
there is alwys a happy freaking ending which is not true in real life..
but you keep thinking it just might happen...
there is so many possibilities in this world...
and u keep day dreaming and hoping that somehow..
your life will turn out that way..
you want that happy ending..
who dosent right?
the movie made it feel so real
u lose touch of your real life..
u keep anaylsing and comparing
your life with a made up movie
romantic comedy has really taken a toll in my life
and i hate that
i hate that i believe it..
as much as i dont want to..
i still do..
cuz life tough..
u want all the good that you can get out of it
even though its not real..
its made up in ur head..
you just gotta have it..
usually i dont get it.
so that explains for this post..
is there really love out there finding for me?
or is love only made for A PERFECT PERSON?
meaning ppl who are beautiful, pretty or hensem..
i dun wana end up lonely
or even divorce at old age..
i dun want wat happen ard me
to happen to me..
am i asking to much?

redsummer`i just hate myself right now...not only by the fact that im naive..but the fact that im already fat...i have pimples all over my face and worst my body.. i have a scar on my neck that cant be removed.. wat else is going to be thrown my way.. i tot life was suppose to be aleast abit fair..but i guess its not.. its just get worst.. and worst.. i try to be happy wenever i can but its just not wrking most of the time.. too much sadness that has overtake my happiness..

Labels: arghhh

redsummer

Monday, December 15, 2008

At CuzZie Crib now..
hahaha...

Webcam with Yusmin...

his caught off guard..

today did nothing much...

went to meet my cuzzie and aunty plus uncles at MR teh tarik..

haha... the adults are usually the ones talking..

and the kiddies got bored..

so we went off to cuzzie fyqa's crib..

played comp and talk rubbish...

example:

lullaby pronouce as lu-laa-bee by some"boy" here
and some "gal" said "Sepernuh mati" when it suppose to be "sepernuh hati"

i laugh so hard that i hit her and made her bleed on the lips

Opps!! i didnt mean too... sorryy!!!

now waiting for mom to fetch me ...

ok i guess after tis im going to play HOTEL 626 i tink..

haha ghost game the boys have been wanting me to play..haha

one more...

my fren..

he typed "u know wat Belebat pisang?"

i said " no" cuz its sound so wrong

he said " ape nye melayu"

i showed cuz n cuz said its suppose to be "lepat pisang"

belebat to me lik something so hairy...

you know I erm..dun know laa...

XOXO

redsummer~ its alwys crazy and funny with my cuzzies!!

Labels: at cuzzies la sehh

redsummer

Sunday, December 14, 2008

I want to share a paragraph from the book i finish reading..
i find it so romantic..
eventhough the book is about a cop who wants to take down the biggest most powerful crime family in New York and Naples.

Title: Paradise City
Author: Lorenzo Carcaterra

"Lo Manto took her hands in his, his touch warm and soft. He gazed into her eyes and smiled. He leaned his head against her shoulder, his hair brushing the side of her face, and then kissed her gently on the lips. She moved her hands away from his and wrapped them around his neck. She held him close to her, not wanting to let her go, not wanting to ever lose him, not wanting this moment to ever end. They stood there under the warm summer sun, their kisses lit with passion, their arms wrapped tightly around each other."

sweeettt right...
haiz..if only....
all i can do is dream...

you know I DO READ BOOKS!!
xoxo
redsummer`hmmm...sigh..

Labels: sharing alil someting with you..

redsummer

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Cannon 1000D or Cannon 450d??

make up ur mind leh...

hahahah its not me buying la..

i where got money..its my Cuzzie here..hehe

@ vivo's swensen..

me..