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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

your anger Haunts me all my life..

im alwys scard of you..

did u know that?

i guess u do..

thats y u alwys have it your way

i dont dare say the wrong things when its just me and u

if there is someone else..

and i may be able too..

but i alwys have to choose my words wisely

and have proper evidence against u..

thats how scary u are..

now ur ok..

u rarely gets angry..

but when u doo...

all i can think of is god..

i keep praying he will save me..

and hoping you wont kill me

yea..

its true..

my thoughts go wild

when ur at ur worst..

my heart will pump so fast

that i cant hardly breath..

and i get so scard to sleep..

i'll be on guard..

every sound you make...

is every threat to me..

the sound is worst than a sound of thunder..

i keep my eyes open..

my ears wide..

when i too tired..

i will eventually fall aslp..

but i wont notice it..

until i wake up the next day..

and i thank allah when i wake up safe..

dont think i dun bitch abt u here ur safe..

its just that im so darn scard of u

that i cant possible publish something that i dun like abt u here...

im still a scary cat when it comes to you..

if only u knew how i felt..

arghh!

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