been awhile since ur gone..
was i the reason u ran away again?
cuz i was the only one,
that can make u feel not lonely..
but i didn't do my part..
i didn't help to keep u here..
i merely give u empty promises..
do u hate me?
i stumble upon ur "new" blog..
but its of no use now..
the last update was on September..
den u went off again..
without a word,
as usual..
i guess u cant trust me
i wanted u too
i guess.. i was too harsh on u
well, reality bites my dear..
i was trying to knock some sense into u
it didnt work,
did it..
y u keep running...
where are u going to go?
your home is here...
with us..
with your family..
i might not alwys be there
u can tell me anything
just dont lie..
tell me the truth..
your real problem..
its all too late now
all too late for words
or even action..
your long gone,
not a sight of u...
we all miss u..
but we're tired of you doing this,
time and time again..
don't u pity ur parents?
i do,
they're not getting any younger u know
grow up for once please..
only time will tell
when u will come home..
when you do,
i hope its for real..
to my dearest ___
xoxo,
redsummer`reading your blog make me thought that ur still with us..but when i realised and saw the dates ur no longer anywhere near home..
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