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Saturday, October 4, 2008
1st day of Hari Raya...
1 October 2008
"Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin"
♥ My Family...
♥ with dad,stepmom and grandma n grandpa
♥ my sisters and i with just the granny's
this yr too many camera until tired to smile or even know whr to look..
♥ my sisters and i with my cuzzie wani
♥ Kak Ani and me with Cik MAMA..
♥ Kak Sya and Me
My dad's family potrait..
old school... at studio somemore..
Now..
all grown up and have own family...
My Mom's side..
Mom and her sisters
Mom and sisters and a brother..
1 missing..
♥ Cuzzie Zura And Me plus Kak Ani terselit
suppose to only be Cuzzie Zura and CuZzie tuty and kak ani..den i jumped in..
then my uncle call the others and they came running untill no space there..
hahaha
Bad start to a good day... i nearly didnt want to go raya...
well what happen was..i cant fit my baju raya la seh...we got the baju raya 1 month before the fasting month..we had it tailored..and it fits perfectly..den when i try it on on raya itself...i cant fit it.,.i tot i took the wrong one..and i actually did...when i took mine i still cant fit it.. den my mom ask me to wear another baju kurung which is grey..and i just cant take it la..the shame.. i thought i gained so much weight that i cant fit into my baju raya..so i locked myself in the toilet n cry...feeling so ashemed to go out bcuz everyone is wearing the same type and colour.. and my 2nd sis actually bought me a nice white beg to go along with the baju raya..and i finally gotten a nice pair of shoes that i like..i wasnt really in the mood for raya anymore...and i didnt knw how to tell my mom..i was tired of sitting in the toilet so i got out..and told my mom i didnt wana raya..she insisted that i just wear it for today but i didnt want too..i told her i wont
follow my sis to my dad's grandma side.. i just cant bare the shame of them saying i put on weight and that im really fat ithat i cant fit into the same baju raya as my sis.. i just rather go to my mom's side...but they keep asking me to try again.. and my 1st sis say all the baju raya SRINK when she spray water and iron them... their was bigger than them, and they have small bodys they still can fit.. at 1st i just didnt wana believe it.. and i try on my sch skirt bcuz its abit tight when i use to wear them..well i could actually fit it perfectly... so i try to wear the baju raya again.. and i move a round and with the help of my mom and sis i could fit it..haha..but it was still tight n uncomfortable when i reach my dad's grandma side it was still tight even my grandma notice it..after that we went over to meet my mom at my grandma hse... they all know the story..and all ask how am i..i was kinda ashamed that my mom told everyone..haha..but was abit touched...they also alwys give me fat jokes..but not all so often,i get irritated too but they knw when to say and when not to say..one of my aunty even said i look nice...on this joyous day... i rather ppl say i look nice or dun say anything at all..i just hate that they just need to ruin my mood on this day seh,..but i was all HAPPY and no more moody when i reach my mom's grandma side...at night we(my sisters and my besti cuzzies) when to visit my dad...i had fun there too talking crap and eating my stepmom's cooking.. as usual sherperd's pie, lagsanea, salad and her curry..nice.all hse the same here only diff.. so on a lighter note...
i was happy afterall..
well there is alwys good after bad...
you knw I KNOW THAT NOW IS IT MONTH OF SYAWAL..
XOXO to all ♥ My Family members
redsummer`1st day of raya is alwys the best and i had enough of it..haha..Labels: 1st day of raya
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