Monday, September 8, 2008
words to deceive..
some friend.. when there is two of you.. its better not to tell "white lies".. i dun get it.. not tell me would be better? atleast the other party dun find the need to hide ur good times together.. hey i dun mind la.. i just dun get y u have to hide it if ur having fun without me so be it.. and u said u were touched by one of my post.. were u really? white lies dosent wrk when the other fren who was with u dosent know she spilled it all out.. im still fine.. the fact that u try to hide it so i wont get hurt or watever ur thinking is.. dosen't wrk la.. im emotional, bbut not as much ah.. if im NOT invited den im not.. u ppl can just have fun together without me.. and u can tell me abt it cuz i cant say anything if u dun wan me there.. all i can ask is wat u all did and enjoy ur story that is all to it.. i seriously dun get ur pity.. ya i know i was bored at home n didnt go out. u ppl stayed nearer wat.. n u got ur vehicles handy.. it was all aftr wrk activity or some not.. still if u dun wan me..i wont be there.. and hide it cleverly or dun hide it at all i seriously dont mind.. argh im just pissed off.. i heard all of ur great "advantures" and u said u didnt even go to thoes places.. wth..i dun get u la... y u need to lie.. argh!! so i guess it was all fake smiles and hugs... u dun reallly missed me do u.. maybe u do but not as much.. or maybe u mean well.. argh..im on the fence of wanting to be angry and not..
redsummer`i have issues...hahah...tired to upload n blog abt today...i just cant get this off my mind..so had to spill it all out here...Labels: my anger is out...my mind is at ease..haha
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