cherry on top of my day .

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Something that ive been holding back..
its revealed yet disclose

close my ears,
shut my eyes..
i can still hear u
stop banging,
stop screaming,
stop wasting ur breath
and energy..
this is what i hate most
control it will ya..
everyone gets angry
but not as angry as u

and you..
oh yes you..
just shut ur trap...
everytime when u speak,
u make it worst..
an angry person,
will never listen..
why bother..
so..
just SHUT UP!

y are we still at war..
at war with ourselves..
arent we a family?
or are we just strangers living together..

when i thought things were getting better,
we're just living separate lives under one roof..
so you see, whatever it is
we will still die alone...

when you cant go to your frens
when family turn their backs on eachother
who do u turn to..
a stranger from the net?haha..

is family really a 1st priority anymore??

-The End-

redsummer~wah...it feels good to let it out..

Labels: pour it out

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Soaked in lemon or fry with lemon?
make up ur mind,inside joke..
Saturday dinner at Dad's place.

Dad cooking the steak...
me mashing the the potatoo..

kak sya and bapak

poking the sheperd pie.

all gather around at the dinner table

chicken and mushroom salad

Mummy's sheperd pie..
my favourite..

Mutton or beef steak..
your choice..

Wedges or french fries..

When u put it all together this is wat u get..
except the pie...pie still in the oven..

Kak Ani and mummy enjoying their food..

Me, kak sya and kak ani's bf

i didnt eat the whole afternoon..just waiting for dinner at dads..and i thought that i will be able to in my stomach fully..but not even halfway through the meal i already had cramps... eat too much Calamaris and fries while waiting for the steak to be done... i didnt finish my steak..cuz i wanted to wait for the sheperd pie... i so called force myself to eat the 1st serving of pie..cuz i like it so much...hhaha... den i just had to stop...when to play with the hamster..only one..but i dun tink anyone play with it..cuz u can see that its scard of ppl.. when u just wanted to hold it, it will run away and hide... but its so cute..die abit like putih ah..but putih not scard of ppl...got bored of it when in to house and watch dvd(wall-E)..when my stamoch ok..den i eat another 2 serving of the pie..haha..cant get enough of it...yummy...

♥ THANKS FOR DINNER ♥

to all Muslims
SELAMAT BERPUASE...
PUASE JGN TAK PUASE...
KLU TAK PUASE TAKYA RAYA K..

you know i know we all know BESOK DAH START PUASE LA..
XOXO
redsummer`cam mls nak keje eh...tapi nak duit..haha

Labels: saturday dinner at dad's place

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Saturday, August 30, 2008

Chandi

wth is chandi ? been hearing it for the past two days..
alot of it.., my understanding of the meaning is not afraid to make frens i tink,
im sure this is the correct spelling cuz i check the dictionary
this is what i got from the dictionary
meaning: chandi
noun
malevolent aspect of Devi; "the fierce"
hmm....no other futher explanation...

Having dinner at Nana Thai

it's candid
but she looked like she's posing

Sue and me

Spent two whole days with sue mostly being spent at taka...
haha...ada la cita panjang...sempat gi shopping lak tu..
feeling scard, tired, excited at the same time... haha..
cam nak cam taknak...cam ne eh...fickled ah..
nothing much to talk abt...
hope the 2nd try will be great, fine, good...
oh yah on thursday... khairul called me from thailand...
tapi he seems weird la...ape entah die ckp mepek jek...masuk msn la giler..
haha....

you know I NEEED IT
XOXO
redsummer~hmm..wat is there to say...

Labels: chandi..

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Converse
its no big of a deal..
but i grew up wearing it..

since i got nothing to blog abt...
i lik this animation...and i really like Converse..
eventhought ppl are more into Macbeth or Vans or watever it is,
the shoes are simple, that what i like abt it..
you can wear it with basically anything..
i especially like the Jack percell model... gona get a red new one soon..
but they only have a leather red jack percell..and i dun like a leather one..haiz..

you know I ♥ Converse
xoxo
redsummer`hopefully they will have a red canvas jack percell...haha..

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Monday, August 25, 2008

No more baby crying..

Baby Syairafiz and family has gone back to M'sia..
yesterday night...
carried him and give him lots of kisses before he go..

he just so cute la...
see he sucking his tumb while i put him to sleep..

I watch Sisterhood of the traveling pants and Monster house on the internet today..
didnt get to watch the 1st part of sisterhood of the traveling pants.. but it was a good show..
girly la..abt frenship and stuff..still i prefer Gossip Girls... it has abt Friendship, relationship, betrayel, trust, Family... real things that happen in life but made more obvious and and somehow sureal but yet it is happen.. like bestfrens turn enemy yet somehow they still care for each other n work things out, parents divource, and 4 best frens since they were young..and now some of them hate eachother yet work together to help a fren in need.. haha.. enough details.. go watch it yourself la..

you know I LOVE WATCHING GOSSIP GIRL
xoxo
redsummer`gossip girl is not all abt gossip u know..

Labels: movie date with the lappie

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Sunday, August 24, 2008

Sleeping on a carpeted floor...

Taken today..
i just love the pleasent scent of babies...

yesterday..

dinner at sceret recepie wit kak sya...

@ Jean Yip..

getting my hair layered..

Baby sleeping..

Syairazif..

my mom put his hands in his pants..

supposingly that will help him not to strach the face...

you know YOU LOVE THE SCENT OF BABIES TOO

XOXO

redsummer`cant wait to have one of my own...haha..wait long2 la seh..

Labels: for 2 days...it cramping my joins..

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Saturday, August 23, 2008

Fire shaped like a flower?hee..
Free Tickets to Spore firewrks celebration.

fireworks filled the night sky..
i like the fire works that enlarge itself..
feels like its going to cover the whole night sky..

one of the performance before the fireworks..
there are ppl performing with fire.
some games...below the floating bay there is a carnival..
there is ppl performing there too..
Cats in the cradle perform too..

Lizzie and me

wanted to take both of their photos..
but fa showing off her new camera covered sue's face..haha

us again..

Most of the photos are with Fa..

must wait for her to give...

anyway, we make a move aftr the fireworks.. the whole thing suppose to end at 11pm..

the fireworks was like for awhile only then they have performance again...

me and liz meet earlier so i can do a lil shopping... but i ended up not buying anything..

i tried on alot of clothes and shorts.. i like this top at DP but the top is for like 50 bucks..if shorts i dun mind but just a sleeveless top..but its nice la..still thinking whethere to get it anot..

then when to this shop..they have lots of diff type of shorts and 3quaters...and got size somemore..didnt get any..i need time to tink which one i wan..but we need to get to the floating bay liao..oh yah 1st time ever at the floating bay..and our places were right on top la seh..penat pe..it was a bit slippery cuz it rain and it stop and it drizzled again..

overall i had fun hanging out with the crazy gals..so long never go out together lor..

♥ Thanks Kak Ani ♥

for the free tickets..

On thursday..

Siti Hana Bday la..

so went over to busu hse..

this gal she just came to me..

than want my fone la..

den sit on my lap like she knew me

hehehe...

but she very cute la..only 2 yrs old..

my aunt's neighbour..

my aunt say when she give her Coke to drink she doesnt want..she said she wanted TEA..haha

mcm makcik2 seh..

this pic not clear ah..

this baby is sleeping over for a few days i tink..

my mom fren whole family is slping over there from m'sia ah..

you know U LIKE BABIES..

XOXO

redsummer`bile nak alik dari thailand ni..lame sngt ah...dun forget my gift..hahaha

Labels: fire shaped like a flower..hee

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Thursday, August 21, 2008

Let me tell you a story,
which ending is left hanging..

a simple hello
from an old fren
can put a smile on my face..

do u still remember me?
i do

at any point of ur day..
did i ever cross your mind?
well you did cross my mind

for how long will this last..
this hatred..

its stupid and silly
to top it of..
the guy's ugly..
and tall;

talk abt contact
his number,
erase and not remembered..

useless..
y i even bother..
this ends here..

redsummer`random thougths..so called poetry..watever...

Labels: it dosent concern anyone..i think

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Out of breath..

Went over to Sue's place..
this gal..

did this to my hair..
hahaha...Highlight la...belo..
disgusting right..like alien..haha

and this is the end result...
not that obvious because i dyed my hair black..
so it hard to dye it another colour back..haha

us chilling on her comfy sofa...

if i didnt did that to my lips..
i tink this pic would have been nice..
haha

anyway...probably wondering y im out of breath..
well...i had to ran just to catch 2 last train.. 1st was the NEL train but it wasnt that bad...and i tot i can relax now.. but when i reach outram park i had to change train to the one going to boon lay.. i listening to music.. so i cant hear wat the person is saying over the pa system..and i saw alot of ppl running.. and i was like wats wrong? so i decided to open my earpiece...and it was saying..the last train going to boon lay is going to deport soon..n all that was left to do is run too..ran up the escalator..i was sight~ to see the train door still being open..so i ran in..and i was so super out of breath n was sweating abit... i learn my lesson.. next time im going to sengkang.. it either i sleepover or make a move at 10.30..so i dun have to be in such a rush..hahaha..

♥ THANKS SUE ♥

for having me over and highlighting my hair for me..

you know I MISS HANGING OUT WITH YOU GALS
XOXO
redsummer`cant wait to watch the firewrk with the gals 2moro...

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

Early spring cleaning this year...

Found old stuff and old photos of me..
brings back memories...

Cute right... not to sure how old i was...
i guess i just finish my shower...

Collage photo of me and with some other members of the family..
mom did this a long long time ago..
at the old house we had a walk through hall way to our rooms that where she hung the photos..

us cutely and curiously looking at something..
me and not sure who...hahah

My CuzZie..
kak tuty...kak sya say ur head like Frankenstein..
n i totally agree..haha so funny la..sorry..

another photo for me...
look like boy right? haha...

Our messy room...
kak sya took out everything from under the bed..
luckly we didnt see any dead animal...
mostly hair n dust...there are more things outside our room..
no space to move with all the stuff in there...

Finally finishing some of the stuff...
found this so called magnefiying glass..
haha..and kak sya took my pic...

anyway...
we finally finish everything...lots and lots of rubbish to throw...
mostly kak sya did the cleaning...haha...
so i spend my saturday at home again...not rotting away but atleast doing something good...
still i miss going out to town n hanging out with friends on saturday..
i guess it never going to happen...k watever.. puase coming soon.. i still havent payback yet..argh! anyway..had fun chatting with airpork aka jiayi on msn... crazy talk again...still its fun...something to laugh abt and relax abt..

you know U NEED TO CLEAN UP UR ROOM TOO..
XOXO
redsummer`crazy means normal...normal means weird...hahaha....inside joke..

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