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ItsRedsummer
when i looked up to the sky, do u see what i see?
REDSUMMER
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young but not hopeless
still in school:/
I'm Single so lets Mingle
interest:
hairstyling
-let me cut ur hair if u dare
photography
-wana go take pictures together?y not
music
-free gigs?u know where?hEY! HO! lets go..
Anime
-fav NANA & currently watching BLEACH



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stuck_up_kid@hotmail.com

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Silent screams
all we do is type & read




reminisce
walk into my past
March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 May 2011 July 2011
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Wednesday, July 9, 2008
To be Or not to be that is the question...

Should i just cancel it...
but i did promise...
the reason i want to cancel is because..
i don't want to hurt myself...
although that person is clueless abt it..
i myself know how i feel...
lik someone said to me before...
this small witty gal..haha
every guy that wana go out with us..
eventhough to him its nothing...but to gals in our heads is alwys..
"there is a chance" but when you really think abt it..
to that guy its just frens going out...
Gals like me especially..
the dreamer... like to give ourself hope to every little nice thing the guy said or do...
how strong i try to be.. and to just not give myself hope..
but i find it hard too..
every little gesture..every little touch...
will be accounted for...
I can keep thinking "I wont fall for him"
in the end my heart will still say that "there is still hope"
when really there isn't..
A guy fren told me to follow my guts..
and i replied "my head tell me that it would never happen"
"and my hearts says yes it will, there is hope"
"but my guts seem to be confuse and not tell me anything"
so what do i do now?
get it over and done with, then just hide and never return..
after that day just delete his number, msn, blog or watever that has him in it...
or just disapper from his life now..so i wont even get a chance to hurt myself even abit..
or just go ahead with all the plans that i had with him.. and see how it goes...
i'm just confuse of which to do...
which is better...
i seriously am tired of hurting myself..
lonely nights..
tears of sorrow on my pillow..
i hate that...
what if i make the wrong choice...
what will happen then?
life has to many question marks..
way way too many paths to take..
will never know where we will end at...
so where do i go from here?
can you show me a clear path...
a path of no pain..
i know there will be ups and downs...
but i dun wana go up and down that road alone...

Redsummer`i ruin it all when i say something stupid to you..thats why ur not treating me as before...still you wana be frens with me....but do i just wana ..argh! k i will stop here

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