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Saturday, July 12, 2008
Half of my Saturday is gone...
I spent a few hours in the morning reading someone blog..i google it and found it..
some heartfelt and normal everyday rants were written...just keeps me wanting to read more, talking to you may be better to get to know you..but How many question can i think of? will i ever ask/say the right thing to you? im known for getting my tongue tied and saying the wrong things all the time..
i never thought a guy who has his dreams turn into reality will be going through this much life.. now i get why your having sleepless nights and lonely drive ard singapore.. i guess in life you can never run away from problems..hmpz...for you have acheive so much beyong your wildest dreams because of your hard work, passion and dedication.. yet there is still something that is missing in your life... i guess in life we gain some and we lose some...
For me, i'm yet to have any of my dreams turn into reality.. i dont even know where to start... im just going where the stream is flowing.. the course im taking is just a practical choice... anywhere and everywhere they need logistician.. so i will never run out of a job... is this really what i want to do when i get out of school... Yes, im still young.. the attachment is fun and all.. when the real work starts, will i be able to manage.. yeah i gain experience during these few months of attachment.. but they really treat us like attachment students instead of another worker... atleast i get to observe how stressful work can be and never really experience it..
its not that i never do any work its just that i dun do the real thing... all i do is filling and keying in of freight details, packing and counting of life jackets.. actually i learn alot when i was in oversea packing.. i get to use to the WMS to create DN, key in Purchase order and print it out using this old annoying printer and picking up calls.. the part i love most is to pick up calls even when sometimes i dun knw how to answer them.. at Local DC all i do is filling, singing and disturb ppl..yeah get to use the WMS but just sometimes.. Being in this company ive change.. i tink..change in a 50/50 way.. and i never expect it.. im the kind who never talks to someone until that person talk to me 1st.. but when i came to the company i became more thick skin... and Ain just remind me that i said "kat sini takya Malu2 klu Malu tak dpt ape kau nak" means here you have to be thick skin to get what you want... because im that way now.. i even make frens with people who is not im my department.. and going back time im the loudest there..i just cant seem to stand still while lining up to clock out.. some may get annoyed and some will laugh or smile at me.. but who cares as long i am happy..haha... 3 more wks to go.... till the end of the attachment... i think im really going to MISS the people there.. every Weekday i look forward to go to work because of you ppl.. especially to Mr Ehem2 who nvr fail to make my day.. im gona miss him alot... there will be a hole in my heart once im back in sch... it will never be the same...
i was to caught up that i lose track of what i am writing about..
but nvm.. well my real dream is to be a Hairstylist and a Photograher...
my hair sucks now.. so dun look at me like that..
you have the look that say "you hairstylist? when your hair looks like its never been styled"
its been awhile since ive been to the salon...this is the longest hair length that i had and still growing..i use to cut it short n differnt2 hairstyles.. but before i cut i alwys have a style in mind..which i tot of in days and days.. but now im running out of ideas of what to do to my hair..
i have an idea but i dun know how to explain it... i wish i could show it but i dun have a doll to do it.. i use to draw the hairstyle that i want.. once i draw and show the hairdresser.. sometimes it was just hand gusture or picture from a magazine.. but it never really come out the way i want it to be.. but as long as its different from the old hair cut than thats good enough.. and mind you i dun go to expensive salon ok.. okok, only for my Mohawk and my Vetoria Bechams inspired hairstyle i went to the salon.. and some other hairstyle was at my stepmom fren salon which my stepmom paid for.. the cheapest hair style n the one n only time i cut it there was at lakeside and it only cost 8 bucks..haha so not worth it..
anyway back to the 1st paragraph...
the only dream or Fantasies that came true was getting to know you..
i only watch the show to see you and fantasies of course...haha..
i guess like you said..life is fated and everything happens for a reason...
you know THE TITLE DOSEN'T GO WITH POST
XOXO
redsummer`you can never tell wats life going to bring to you.. you can sit and wait but life is too short for that... so stop wondering and start doing what you've been wanting to do...its easier said than done.. .Labels: half of my saturday is gone
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