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ItsRedsummer
when i looked up to the sky, do u see what i see?
REDSUMMER
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young but not hopeless
still in school:/
I'm Single so lets Mingle
interest:
hairstyling
-let me cut ur hair if u dare
photography
-wana go take pictures together?y not
music
-free gigs?u know where?hEY! HO! lets go..
Anime
-fav NANA & currently watching BLEACH



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stuck_up_kid@hotmail.com

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Silent screams
all we do is type & read




reminisce
walk into my past
March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 May 2011 July 2011
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lets see..

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Saturday, June 21, 2008
just a fluctuation between Kurus and me
(is always a pain in the ass...
it make you do things without thinking)

im glad you didnt leave me hanging like other guys would..
you told me straight up when i called you..
you said you are SICK OF ME..
SICK OF THE MESSAGES I SEND YOU..
YES! of course i was shock...
my heart stop.. and i was lost for words..
i didnt know how to react..
now that i think about it..
its better this way..
im rather happy that you told me which you did..
rather den leave me there with thousands of questions in my mind..
and so now i know..
well what ever it is..
I DIDNT GAVE UP ON YOU..
YOU GAVE UP ON ME...
even thought atlast you didnt become mine...
i still win..because for the 1st time someone make it clear that he didnt want me..
TRUST me i didnt cry...
i will never cry over you anymore...
i was naive to fall head over heel for some dumbjock..
you didnt fill me with sweet words but yet with sweet scarcastic words...
and i fall for it and why because i "PREFERS DICKS THAN A 3 YR FRIENDSHIP"
(side note-in the end i will marry a guy not a girl friend of mine)
your not even my type of guy but yet i still want you...
i wanted to give up lots of times..
but i keep trying to work it out... i was trying for nuts..
my effort all when down the drain..
was it even worth it...
but i will always remember the long bus ride home..
both of us couldnt shut up.. despite being tired n sleepy
we still wanted to talk when we plan to sleep on the bus..
we keep asking eachother to shut up yet we keep talking
in the end we didnt sleep at all on the bus...
now i know that...
yea its true...
all this is just a FLUCTUATION..
its not love..bla!

redsummer` being naive never bring you any good... you will end up jaded..but aleast i didnt lose anything to him like some people..heh! Opps! did i say that out loud..

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