cherry on top of my day .

Monday, June 30, 2008

Photo's i edited...
love this photo with the cat and the 3 gals..

Photo of me..

photo of CuzZie Fyqa

the end..

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Saturday and Sunday
Weekend spent with the WHOLE FAMILY
Family Chalet at Pasir Ris Park

Celebration of Cik Malik's Bday On Sunday..

1st saboh is Cream...

2nd saboh is Eggs...
i tried and tried just cant seem to break my egg on his head..
and pak busu helped me..kental kape..haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CIK MALIK!!
HOPE U ENJOYED YOUR CELBRATION..
ok this time i didnt ruin the bday party k...
so please stop staring at me like im gona do something wrong..

Cuzzie fyqa and her new BOLD haircut..
Botak..cool ke ape..hehe..
dun worry she's still a she..NOT A heshe..

her so called gurly pose..

And guess who taught me this step fierce look..haha
yea u guess it.. its the gansta on top of course...

Finally got to the beach..
it was so hot that they keep putting it off..
and the young ones just cant wait to go to the beach for a swim..

Syamir and puteri
writing their names on the sand..

there will be endless photos of CuZzie Fyqa and me..

the only nice photo of CuZzie Faris and Me..
he dosent want to smile..

Photo's of Cutie pies that i found at the Chalet..
Cik Malik's Frens Childrens..

this is Reena.. so cute keep posing and asking me to take photo of her..
she's 2 yrs old.. you should see the way she walks its super cute la seh..

This is Syamir...the way i see it he Love soccer...
his 6 yrs old.. the youngest among the band of brothers and also the good looking one too..

this is.. erm... im not to sure...
i found her on the bicycle basket... she was squatting in the basket all the way for the ride...
and she nvr spoke a word or have any expression...get wat i mean?

Childhood Chocos and toys..

i just cant help it but to play with the toy gun..
the 1st box i open i already gotten a gun..but fyqa had to search for it...
and when she found it we were playing shooting..
the funny part is..
Zizi with her gun pointing at me...
she said " I am police, your under the rest"
and i was like wat... she said again " your under the rest"
haha..den fyqa taught her.. "not under the rest la Zizi, its under arrest"
haha..cute la she...

anyway
I KNOW HOW TO RIDE A BICYCLE!!
believe it or not.. we rented two bicycle..
i tot i wont remeber how to ride the bicycle(and i told my frens i dun knw how to ride a bicycle)...but i can but not that good at it la.. as in the brake part..haha... i had fun riding the bike with fyqa.. i just cant stop.. the 1s time ever i ride a bicycle that long.. if not i will ride a while then i dun wan cuz i dun know hw to balance... but this time i played for like 1 hr plus.. den i meet with an accident..haha.. there is a slope..and i said before im not good at brakes.. i went down the slope before fail attempt but no real injury.. the last attempt was the worst...haha...
i lost control and i use my leg to so called "break my fall" my slipper cam off and my toe was scraping through the ride.. 1/4 of my toe nail came off..HAHA..belo... and i swore to myself that i will never ride down a slope anymore...scard la seh...
kental i know..

you know IM NOT GOOD AT RIDING A BICYCLE..
XOXO to my FAMILY members
Redsummer`i dun get you.. what do u really want... and please stop lying....

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Saturday, June 28, 2008

Feeling restless..

I want to blog but i dun feel like blogging..
my back freaking HURTS!!
so restless right now...
i been wanting something that i cant have but i still want it..
how NAIVE of me..
erm..wrk today was ok.. we had a fire drill, and Ms Tie ask me to bescome the First Aider...
bull..i had to stand with the other First Aider from different department...and my department had the cutest and smallest First Aid Kit..hahha.... the company seem so big..but when everyone had to evacuate from the building and stand at the carpark together... there wasnt as much people as i would have expected seh..the whole drill execrise was fast...
after work i went home and for liy's call.. den wawa came down to my place to lepak too..
lepak till 12 den when back...nothing much ah...i miss the whole 522 clan...like wat they like to ssay... Where is Fyqa and Seremban and erm..... pepek bacin? Miss you ppl.
miss doing the JAYyy *punches* with fyqa and seremban seh...

anyway.. family chalet tomorrow not to excited abt it la..
dun knw y...cuz not everyone will be day.. i probably sleep je at there..mendak kape...

oh yah...
26 JUNE 2008
FATEHA's BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BDAY GF!!
hope u like your present...meet up soon k love...
MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY SEH!!

you know YOU SUCK BIG TIME
XOXO to whoever who wants it..
redsummer` dont play ard with me cuz im tired of this stupid game...

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Monday, June 23, 2008

BLACK hair day...

school reopens for Primary and Secondary sch Kids...
after a long holiday..
and these "punks" would definately have itchy hands and coloured their hair..
most would wait for until the very last day to dye it black..
like the gal below...

desprate needing someone to dye her hair.. she called me and i ask her to come over..
my mom and sis were all home...so let her play with the internet then dyed her hair..
den had so called lunch cum dinner...Rice and super hot Paru..hahha..pedas ke ape! haha for her la..
den i remembered abt the 100 dollars voucher.. so i ask if she wanted to tag along to get the phone... and she did.. after the long wait ..FINALLY i got my phone and Kak sya felt like eating something and she suggested going to zingdo..
so we did and we had dinner cum supper? haha...
super full la seh...

♥ THANKS KAK SYA ♥
for the Voucher and the Treat at Zingdo

Liy and Me...

kak sya's taking a photo of us taking a photo of ourselves...

wats with the Face Liy?

all :) SMILES :)..
Its RED!! the card reader too...
Ooo......

Kak sya and her Dinner...
Rap with me BIm Bap BIm BIm BAp...YO!

Me having Chicken Kimchi MOyu...

Liy had something that starts with a B too..
Mcm kene pakse mkn je? haha..

you know BLACK IS THE NEW BLOND, FAT IS THE NEW THIN
(get it? no? agrh..nvm)
XOXO to MY 2 GFS.. IMY GALS LOTS!!
redummer` my days are getting better and better without you.... to cuzzie what happen to you? sigh...

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Saturday, June 21, 2008

just a fluctuation between Kurus and me
(is always a pain in the ass...
it make you do things without thinking)

im glad you didnt leave me hanging like other guys would..
you told me straight up when i called you..
you said you are SICK OF ME..
SICK OF THE MESSAGES I SEND YOU..
YES! of course i was shock...
my heart stop.. and i was lost for words..
i didnt know how to react..
now that i think about it..
its better this way..
im rather happy that you told me which you did..
rather den leave me there with thousands of questions in my mind..
and so now i know..
well what ever it is..
I DIDNT GAVE UP ON YOU..
YOU GAVE UP ON ME...
even thought atlast you didnt become mine...
i still win..because for the 1st time someone make it clear that he didnt want me..
TRUST me i didnt cry...
i will never cry over you anymore...
i was naive to fall head over heel for some dumbjock..
you didnt fill me with sweet words but yet with sweet scarcastic words...
and i fall for it and why because i "PREFERS DICKS THAN A 3 YR FRIENDSHIP"
(side note-in the end i will marry a guy not a girl friend of mine)
your not even my type of guy but yet i still want you...
i wanted to give up lots of times..
but i keep trying to work it out... i was trying for nuts..
my effort all when down the drain..
was it even worth it...
but i will always remember the long bus ride home..
both of us couldnt shut up.. despite being tired n sleepy
we still wanted to talk when we plan to sleep on the bus..
we keep asking eachother to shut up yet we keep talking
in the end we didnt sleep at all on the bus...
now i know that...
yea its true...
all this is just a FLUCTUATION..
its not love..bla!

redsummer` being naive never bring you any good... you will end up jaded..but aleast i didnt lose anything to him like some people..heh! Opps! did i say that out loud..

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Alot happen on FRIDAY..

1st up..
when i reach my old office where Mr ehem2 is..
it was so dark..i thought that the others havent reach yet..
the truth is that..we're having a BLACK OUT!! haha
Mummy and Hantu already inside...
haha..

this is how dark it was..
we get the light from one torch light and from the computers...

this is with my camera light on..
you can see Ain n mummy bee tin..haha

this is me...
going ard the office..putting on my hoody..
and saying WOooo!!!
and scarying ppl who come in..haha(bedek ah ppl..only 2 and they were not scard!)

My New Pet BAt! haha...
lets name it Blacky...

After lunch..
on the way to the toilet ..
i saw this baby bat on the road beside the warehouse...
i tot it was dead but when i came out of the toilet i saw it moving...
den during tea break i show Ms Tie..
and she was eating an apple den i say..you know bat eat fruits..
den she gave the bat a little..
den i saw he have to put the bat somewhere else leh..poor thing on the road side..
den she say u wan box..den i say can ah..haha
she get it for me and i scard to scoop up the bat cuz when i tried it was making noise..
den Ms Tie scoop it up..
den i put the small box with blacky in it beside a tall plant on a pot..
and its near to the bats hse so at night with the mummy wana find it it wld be easy for her..
anyway i saw blacky spread its wings and one wing was broken...
poor thing...
i wonder how it is now...

blacky up close..
looks as if its dead but its not...

oh yah...the next post is gona be abt what happen between me n kurus..
i meet my 522 cousins aftr work...chill till 11.30pm...
nohting much happen while lepaking...only dat my JACKET WAS SMELLY!!!
ARGH! I just washed it seh!!! freaks..

you know I LOVE FRIDAYS!
XOXO to FAV Gfs FATEHA & SURAYYA!! Miss you Gals!!!
redsummer`atleast you didnt leave me hanging...im over you..

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

Tongue tied...
(inspired by faber drive-tongue tied)

i keep saying the wrong thing to the ppl i wana be with..
y should i keep trying so hard when they dont even bother..
sometime i feel ard these guys i want to impress them so much..
i found that i lose myself...
the real me never exists...
i keep saying the wrong things and they freak out..
give me some guidelines..tell me the words to say..
because i want you to stay...
today hammie KECIK left me.. (RIP HAMSTER KECIK)
and one by one i feel ppl are leaving me..
even though i made new good frens yet i still WANT THE OLD FRIENDS TO STAY..
i dun wana lose anyone of you.. this has to stop...
pls dun leave me here alone..
i want the new the old the past everything to stay..
i dun want just another vain memory..
it saddens me..
so pls do stay and never go away..
your alwys on my mind...
I MISS YOU!

redsummer`y are you treating me this way.. if u dont want me anymore tell me.. i miss those days..

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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Sweet...!
i was so touched la seh..

CuZzie Fyqa told me that..
when they lepak yesterday..the normal lepak buddies were asking abt me...
haha... not only that she said that they sang Bidadari dihatiku because they miss me...
but one of them said its not the same without me there singing along with them...
haha.. and she said Liy keep asking if im ok..(remember i was being emo yesterday... they knew cuz i told fyqa) this are just little gestures from them..but i still appreciate it alot! (batut la semlm asik tersedak je bile tgh mkn tau minom air..hehe)

I had a big SMILE on my face when CUzZie was telling me this..
my Fren came in the office and said " Happy nampak! tersengeh2 sendiri..."
then i was lik..Hee..gave her a smile and read the msg again in msn...
oh yar.. i dun know y but tear roll down my cheeks...abit only la...
but not to worry.. its tears of JOY!
all ♥ THANKS TO THE LEPAK BUDDIES.. ♥
even though i just knew most of them.. they treat me like they knew me for yrs...
and this is all ♥ THANKS to 2nd BEstie Cuzzie Fyqa.. ♥
for introducing me to your all SO SWEET FRENZ..
i couldnt be more happier...
the BEST part is.. i didnt even need to try to fit in to get them to like me..
i was just being myself all along.. :)
love you gals and guys la seh..
ni ah budak2 Blk 522 semua JIWA! haha
k mepek..
:) see you lepak buddies on Friday k.. :)

you know YOU PPL ARE SO SWEET!
XOXO to my lepak buddies at blk 522
redsummer` i feel much better now.. but im still thinking of you kurus...you never once left my mind...

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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Lepaking helps takes your Monday BLUES away...
its Confrim that Friday is a Must to lepak but Monday it depands...

Finally i get to sing my song yesterday..
BIDADARI DIHATIKU...abh tak tau...
Best ah kau Seremban... THANKS for learning that song...
Me, Cuzzie, Seremban and Wawa sang this song together...that was the best part..hehe...
I keep asking Seremban to play this song on his guitar so i can sing along to it...
Cuzzie and Seremban voice nice la seh...
i print out the lyrics for them.. because i got nothing to do at work...
Liy, Mira and her another boyfren was there too...
i Had fun that day... eventhough i was having a bit of a headace...
Liy ask me to read wat she wrote.. she kinda write like me when im having my emo days..words that just go together and have a meaning hidden in it,like you poor your sorrows and feeling out in words...something like that la..actuali she let ppl read la..but i was honoured that she ask me to read..cuz i just know her so y would anyone wana share such things rite? entah la..k im blabbling away noncence as usual..well LOOKING FORWARD FOR FRIDAYS LEPAK!
miss you gals la seh...

♥ THANKS CUzZIe AND Liy ♥
for layaning my EMO self just now...
i held back the tears for too long.. i tot it wouldnt hurt..
but it did..i finally couldnt take it...and i still wana keep him..
i guess? well its a 1st that i stop myself from calling him... i dun feel the need too now..
he didnt even reply to wat i send to you gals..
It maybe Because he dun care or his in a state of confusion or he didnt receive my msg...

you know I LOVE SINGING THAT SONG WITH MY LEPAK BUDDIES!!
XOXO to all the lepak buddies
redsummer` have i finally surrender? or do i still wana play pretend?

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Sunday was Father's Day
it is also a so called FAMILY DAY!

♥ All the Aunties and Uncles were there and 85% of the CuZzies were there... ♥

1st tings 1st didnt get to watch B8 perform.. i was late..
he told me it was at 3 i came at 4 but the next day he said it started eariler than that...too bad...
still i can just ask him to sing for me anytime i want...(only during office hrs and the ride home)..
anyway sorry the next performance i come k?

Then headed to Mak Busu's Hse in Cck for the gathering..
CuZzie Fyqa was already there..

This is so Random...
whille watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory..

Me Shiok Sendiri..

Step ke ape tu bdk..haha..
ni Sisters Pepks..not me eh..her..

me with my hair tied..NICE?

2nd Besti Cuzzie And Cuzzie Puteri..

Cheeky CuzZie Zizi..

2nd BEsti CuZzie Fyqa..

act Cute Face...Bluekz!

Love her...

this time i'll be there when you need me..

its been awhile since ive been to the gatherings..i tink the last one was chinese new year..haha..
there will alwys be alot of delicious food during the gathering..thats wat worries me.. i just cant stop eating... and CuzZie Fyqa despite her size she does eat alot you know..haha..but that day i didnt eat that much..must CONTROL..haha
before i forget.. i meet Ain and Idah at woodlands.. so long seh never meet idah.. and she change her hairstyle..but i wont comment abt her hair here..we meet slack awhile and had lunch at banquet and catch up on eachothers life... I MISS MY GFS..WHERE R U GALS NOW?!

nothing much happen..that all i can say...

To: My DAD
HaPpY Father's DAy..
LOve You and TAke CaRE!!
hope to see you soon....

you know I MISS YOU GALS
XOXO to My dad and all my FAmily Members..
redsummer` im still here but where are you now.. ur so close but yet i dun feel you near me..

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Sunday, June 15, 2008

I should have done what i've been told...

i tot i want to change to the song titled Stay(i missed you) cuz i really do despite of what i have done to you.. or the song titled Tongue tied..because i want you to help me with the words to say to make you stay bcause watever ive been saying is all wrong to you...but after what you have replied.. i was so pissed off that i typed all that... and so now that song is for you FORGET MY NAME..which i tink would be easy for you because your still so cold towards me... your cousin was right i should have just sgnored you...but i just cant...im not your longest fren but still i spent most of my time with you... i know i did you wrong but why cant you let me be happy for once... went it comes to guys..only you can be happy not me.. only you can talk to a guy the whole ride home in the mrt when ur with me..even wen i make a face u dun even borther but when i do that you get angry..have u ever tot of my feelings for one... and the incident with fazly.. i did ask u if i can bring him anot and you were the one who intro me to him and yet on that day you behave that way and i cant believe you would shout at me in public because your angry that the guy wasn't friendly.. but when u bring guys out i just mind my own business...argh! i have nothing else to say ur alwys stubborn... never wanting to listen to ppl advice.. i alwys have to say i told you so.. all the best in life and stuff.. your be more HAppy without me...

just forget my name..that i even exsited in your life...throw away all those precious memories that we had..the photos the neoprints the hang outs, the shopping, the food that we share, the fights. the laughter..everything , just throw it away..

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Saturday, June 14, 2008

4 Free Tix to the Spore Zoological Gardens
For the World Blood Donar Day

(Mcm Paham..haha..takde org donate pun)
♥ With MOM, Kak Sya and Cuzzie Yul ♥

Captured Moments at the ZOO

My Mom, Kak Sya, Yul and Me!

with the parrots..

Fell in love with the Otter wen i was there..

they like hammie but bigger version and they can swim..

they even sound like the hammies..SO CUTE..

took a video of one of them doing BACK FLIPS...

it keeps doing and doing it... Cute ke ape..
Can i keep you..haha

here u can see on of them in the water after doing the back flip..

actuali that the only one of them that keeps doing a back flip..

My photography moment..

k mepek.. :P

White tigger..

Australian Outback with the Kangaroos

the Shoe that is a size of the kangaroos feet...

Posing for Fun...

Mom and Me

Kak Sya And Me

when we reach back the starting line..

mom and i decided to sit there and wait for Kak sya and Yul to roam ard the whole Zoo..
Mom was Sleepy and i was Not in the Mood to be in hot weather and stinky smelly place...
the weight of my beg was bugging me..so i just sat there with mom and People watch..

guess who i saw..

Tarzan and Jane..

this time Jane wasnt wearing anything except for her diapers..

and Tarzan was wearing a british Flag shorts and a tshirt..

Jane happily throwing stones in the water..

Tarzan and Jane going in and out of the pond or stream..

Cute rite this green tiger...

Mom, YuL , Me and the stuff aninals...

the last photo for the day..
Happy World Blood Donar Day!

Oh yah my sis found this..GILA Monster..
Google and see what it is..or better yet meet it upfront at the Zoo...

there is alot more photos..mostly photo's of animals..

i Lazy to upload so these is just a sneak peek to my saturday
oh ya...at the elephant area mom was reading the sign board which says...

Ele-Fun area, Parents have to Supervice ther kids...

but my Mom read it as " parents have to SURPRISE their kids" haha cute la my mom..

oh yah i didnt get to meet my CUzZIe there...The HIPPO..Miss CuZzie Hippo! ahakz..
that all for today...

you know I MISS MY CUZZIE HIPPO

XOXO to all the animals there..and to Kurus too(i miss you) and to my Family
redsummer` cant wait to watch B8 2moro at Civic centre..Mr ehem2 see ya there jgn action la seh...haha...

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