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Friday, February 29, 2008
We are the only ones we are running from..
(inspired by Saosin-never wanted to lyrics)
ever felt like running away from reality...
sometimes i rather just stay in my imaginary world rather than face reality..
bcuz reality sometimes juz bite u hard in the ass..
and i hate that..
the reality is..
people are judgemental..everyone is..
even i am..
i am sad when people judge me for my outer apperance..
but when i think back i too judge people..
so im a hypocrite in that manner...
speaking of hypocrite...
some of my friends often misuse this word..
they associate hypocrite as being two face...
everyone knows what two face it rite?
if you dun..
for example..
A tell her frens that she hates this guy and bad mouth abt this guy to her frens..but when she is with the guy she bad mouth to him abt her frens... so that a two face..she alwys show ppl her gd side..so ppl would think she or he is a gd person..
anyway that is the meaning of two face..
so from wat i read in the dictionary and somehow to my confuse understanding..
hypocrite means that a person said something to someone but he or she dosent practice it too..
lik my example on top i hate it wen ppl judge me but i too judge people..
so im being a hypocrite...
everyone is a hypocrite at one point or another so we cant say that we hate hypocrites...
bcuz somehw we are one of them too at some point..
unless the person is a hardcore hypocrite everything he or she say is something that he or she nvr practices den that we can hate..haha...
anyway back to the topic of running frm oneself...
sometimes running away may seem to be only solution..
but it dosent reali solve it...
especially when u hav a big problem and if u run away from it..
it will still be there..
when u head back to reality the problem will hit u hard on the head...
but being ur own made up world seems to be better..
every felt lik not even coming back..
just staying in the delusional world...
being happy n carefree..
all u ever wanted or needed in life will be there...
feels great dosent it..hmm...
there is another way of running away frm oneself..
it when u read other ppls blog..
especially abt ppl who have much much more interesting life then u do..
u tend to imagine that u were them while reading ur blog..
hav u ever thought of that before...
u'll never get that sort of imagination in my blog..\
bcuz my life is quite boring..nothing interesting..
but some other ppls blog juz reali let u in in to their ''interesting lifes''
WOW!haha..
okok..enought said..
you know u dun reali read my entires
bcuz why?
its boring..i know..
tell u a sceret i find it boring to but i like writing or let say typing..
that is y i hav a blog..
XOXO
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