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Sunday, February 24, 2008
its just a want, but do i really need it?
I want someone to call my own.. someone that is special.. someone who wont replace me for another.. someone who will give me all the tender loving care that i need.. i've been ''sobber'' for 3 yrs n counting.. when will my heart be whole again.. will someone fill that empty space for me.. but do i really need you.. i know i hav my family n my lovely friends for all the love that i need.. but what's LOVE anyway? can you tell me? does love judge? is love honest? watever it is.. i just wan a special someone to be with me.. jealousy and envy have taken a toll on me.. y do pretty, beautiful people get to experince all the wonder full things in life.. y not me? they keep saying that your pretty n that the inside wat counts.. but they are not me..they wont understand.. they never do.. they juz pretend to understand.. they tell you white lies just to booze yourself confidence.. haiz.. do you really hav to be pretty for someone to fall head over heels for you? argh... wat the hell..
baby when will you be mine?
Love me for me.. dont let my looks push u away frm me.. but if i am that groutest to you.. then i deserve better.. go on now.. let those faces betray you.. if thats wat u wan.. deceiving looks blinded by wat u guys call ''love'' to me its just lust for her beauty..
but den again.. whatever who cares abt wat i think anyway...
a bitter trail.. left behind by the cold hearted someone.. thats someone is me.. but im not cold hearted la.. juz a bit angry, lonely.. all mixed up...
-redsummerLabels: a want or do i reali need it
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