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Saturday, February 16, 2008
HAVE I LOST THE EMO ANGRY SIDE OF ME??
the me that was once angry with the world..
the me that was lonely and need a companion...
somehow i think i lost that..
bcuz i hav angry toughts at times but easily forgetten abt it..
and i barely know wat angry or emo stuff to talk abt in my blog..
my mind juz go blank wen i sign in to my blogger...
i have no angry or emo views on anything...haha...
and guess wat today is a weekend and im at hm but i didnt reali complaint abt it like im used to..
haha..
wat a fast change...
when i tink abt it nothing in reali life hav change...
so y am i lik tis..
lik i hav no inspiration to write abt stuff that so called matters...
hmm..
kinda strange don't ya think...
well i find it strange..its just not me...
maybe its still in me just need to find it...
let me scearh for it..
Ummm...
ok found it..
DO YOU HAV ANY ELDER SIBILING??
they can be a pain in the ass at times don't they..
i hate it wen ur doing sumting n all they try to do is correct u wen u didnt even ask for their help...
and u hav that feeling that if u let them they just wan to do that thing u do.. to show u that they knw more n they do it better...
i feel lik as if my sisters especialy my elder sis dun wana let me learn on my own...
she keep interfering with wat im doing...
i hate that...she's lik so showing off...
i hav an example..
it juz happen jus now
i was cutting off a long pants to make it into smart short...
and i did one pants in to shorts juz yesterday wen no ones at home...
so today i decide to do the other pants
my sis was beside me...
i was drawing a line on the pants den she say wana make shorts issit..den i say yah!
den seh say u wana cut both side together issit den u hav too...
i cut her off and said i knw wat im doing i just did one yesterday...
den she say y u never used the cloth scissors..
i show her a piss off face bcuz i use that scissors yesterday n my lines wernt straight cuz the scissors were blunt i think so i use some other scissors...
wen i finish cutting...i fold the sides in..den she was lik no u cant do that u hav to put the pants inside out before u cld do that...den i'm lik reali piss off..
i said can u JUST LET ME DO MY OWN WAY...I KNOW U KNOW EVERYTHING..N I DID THIS YESTERDAY (and showed her the shorts that i did yesterday) SO CAN U JUZ LET ME USE WAT I KNW TO DO IT...
and guess wat she ROLLED her EYES on me and said ok and showed me an irritating face of hers...
i should be rolling my eyes on her not the other way round..ass..
she so gets on my nerve at times...
and u knw wat... she borrowed HOUSE MD dvd series from her friend..
and btw my sis is 25...my sis is wrking in medical library..where she meet a doc in training..i think thats where she get her knowledge that i dun think u need if ur not a docter on some medical stuff..so moving on..
she loves to watch HOUSE...and i started to like it to..so i watch with her often..
but the irritating part is...when we are watching...she keep talking abt the medical stuff that she know on the episode..n wont stop babbling abt it...n im lik SHUD UP already but i didnt say it out loud..haha..
but i so find it irritating...so at one point wen she can't stop showing off her knowledge..
i juz ask her a question on a medical term on the show ask her wat is that and she was lik...
erm.. im not to sure wat it is but i tink its bla bla bla but i dun reali know...
in my head im going WTF...you cant stop babbling lik u knw everything but wen someone ask u a question u cant answer them...if i were her i rather shud up n watch the show...y cant she juz be humble...n shut up at time...
so IRRITATING...or hav a blog or sumthing and tell the whole world wat u knw...at least its less irritating..bcuz the person has to read it to be irritated rite? haha...
i juz hate it wen someone older than u thinks they know everything juz bcuz to them they tasted salt 1st den u hav so u dun knw that much abt stuff as they do...freak this ppl...tis is the new generation..ppl get information from TV shows and internet and stuff...at any age..if they wana show off they can juz learn sumthing from the internet and show off to their frens..haizz...get over urself... everyone has their own way of thinking.. hav their own views on stuff n all that some of u OLDER ppl sometimes juz take our wrd as crap...and dun appreciate our view on stuff...
i not saying we know everything there is to know but we juz know wat we know...and not all ppl younger than you talk crap...some of us maybe but not all of us,if u juz listen to us we juz might make sence...
you knw u want me
XOXO
redsummer
im back!! feels great....Labels: have i lost the angry emo side of me? and Do you have any elder sibilings?
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