Saturday, February 9, 2008
Feeling Lonely
ever felt that way before.. i guess u hav.. my sorry ass is alwys loney... haha...i wana go out but everyones bz with wrk or their own frens.. somehw i feel lik i dun hav my own frens.. get wat i mean? times wen u feel lik chatting with someone on the phone.. yet nobody calls or text u... sad but true.. just now i was scearching for someone to talk to in my phone book.. there is so many numbers i cld call but yet i dun think they wana talk to me... its their your family members number which im sure its not them u wana talk to... or its your old schmates number if u call them its gona be sudden for them... or your recent classmates number but u dun think u wana bother them.. or close frens in sch or juz frens u become close with..you dun wana call them as you find it weird to talk to them on the phone unless ur planning to go out together.. or numbers of guy which are your outside friends or ppl u nvr meet juz online chatting buddys...you dun knw if u should as they only msg u once in a blue moon... then suddenly.. it hit u in the head that u actually are a sore loser.. no one wans you and that your frens are frens that juz lik hanging out wit you and that they find u abit weird n stuff..
maybe you are weird.. cuz your alwys living in your own world like now.. to much vivid imagination... well you are who you are but sometimes change is needed.. but wat kind of change??? and hw do u actuali change yourself for the better?? thats wat ive been thinking? i knw ive been pretty weird lately. and my moood is at full swing nowadays... howcome?
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