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ItsRedsummer
when i looked up to the sky, do u see what i see?
REDSUMMER
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young but not hopeless
still in school:/
I'm Single so lets Mingle
interest:
hairstyling
-let me cut ur hair if u dare
photography
-wana go take pictures together?y not
music
-free gigs?u know where?hEY! HO! lets go..
Anime
-fav NANA & currently watching BLEACH



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stuck_up_kid@hotmail.com

Music
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Silent screams
all we do is type & read




reminisce
walk into my past
March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 May 2011 July 2011
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
IM Sorry abt my post juz now..
e one abt lets be frank..
i dun knw ah..
i easily change mood..
n i was in a pretty moody state juz now..
sori if i throw it out on u ct..didnt mean too..
maybe u shld be frens wif me la..
cuz ur alwys the main target i get mad at most of the time..
i hate hurting u that way..
sometime u easily tick me off...
actuli FAD kering oso..
source of irritance..
but to him i dun mind..cuz he is reali irritating..n i hardly talk to him anymore..
but to u sumtimes aftr i get angry i juz feel bad..n i hate that feeling..
n i know u hate me being angry at u too..
only that your too nice to say it..

HAVE you ever had one of those days tat u just suddenly feel like screaming at the top of your lungs for no apparent reason at all??
i tink i'm having tat kind of feeling right now..
i just wana scream n let go of everything..
to feel the rush of ur blood runing throw u wen u give it all n scream..
and wen u stop screaming u suddenly feel good n calm inside..
its like for that moment ur worries were all been carried away by ur screams..
and wen u finally got a grip of ur self again
all those worries come running back...
but because u hav juz scream ur lungs out u wan that feeling again n forget abt wat ur worries were..

That is wat i really wan to do RITE now!!
i hate being alone..
sometimes being alone n hav time for urself is wat everyone needs..
u need to somehow find urself again..
urself meaning ur true real self..
not the face that u show ppl wif juz to impress them or watever shit humans do
BUT JUZ BE YOU..
who you really are deep deep down inside..
somehow...
i feel like i lost myself...
I DUN remember who i really am...
my thinking are all messed up rite now..
i dun reali knw wat i wana say..
ARGH!!
y am i feeling tis way..
hate it seh...

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