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ItsRedsummer
when i looked up to the sky, do u see what i see?
REDSUMMER
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young but not hopeless
still in school:/
I'm Single so lets Mingle
interest:
hairstyling
-let me cut ur hair if u dare
photography
-wana go take pictures together?y not
music
-free gigs?u know where?hEY! HO! lets go..
Anime
-fav NANA & currently watching BLEACH



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stuck_up_kid@hotmail.com

Music
u like?

MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Silent screams
all we do is type & read




reminisce
walk into my past
March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 May 2011 July 2011
credits

lets see..

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cannot upload
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
I STiLL caNNot UplOad Pictures In m bLog I dun Knw whY...Got alot..I Onli put sOme in frenster..Go see http://www.friendster.com/redstarangel otey? add me in frenster as well..

toddles...

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Monday, March 19, 2007
tired of tis game of love
i've suffered enough bcuz of it
i cant take the pain anymore
so wld u juz stop it!
stop playing wif my fregile heart
cuz my emotions cant stand it no more
all the lonely nights crying:till my tears dry up
i hav no more tears left for u..
so leave me n never come back
or mend my broken heart
n ill forgive u for this pain u cause me..

i rather u dun come back
juz vanished away in thin air
lik smoke from a cigarette..

den the rest is up to me..
to erase the memory of u
it's hard but i'll try my best

and i'll nvr fall in love again
untill i'm sure tat persons the one

it's already been 2 yrs of being single
but it feels lik ur still left in my soul
im still trying to forget u
but its hard to.
even thought for u its easy as u hav found someone new
but for me it's hard
as i take every relationship seriously

TITLE: UR STILL HERE..
by:REDSUMMER

haha..wat ever la..its juz some random feelings i hav in me..juz wana put it out there u knw..juz hard to keep things lock in me..need to take in out..so i take it out in my writings..i love all my writings even thought its bad..or has bad grammer..hehe..cuz every single one of them is special n means something to me..hope u made one of it urs to..

there a book called 'hell with love'[poems to mend a broken heart]
i tink the book is good and i lik sum of the poems inside maybe one day if not lazy i'll pusblish them..hehe

tat's all..hope u lik it

toddles...

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neoprints
Saturday, March 17, 2007
YESTERDAY..

MY WORK MATES N ME WENT OUT..

WATCH MOVIE [the "haunted school"..which is not scary at all]...n we took NEO PRINTS.haha
redsummer[me]..april,evon and madeline

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erm..random toughts..n writings..
Thursday, March 15, 2007
remember I said i havn't c wat they gav me..my wrk mate...its the eyor soft toy...so cute...hehe...thnks again...lov it...its the tought tat counts rite...reali not expecting it...lov ya all...hehe..MuacKz!!!

i tink i hav another poetry coming up..hehe...
here goes...hehe...'

title at the end of poetry k...

sadness and dispair,
hurt and anger...
has been cleared away frm ones broken soul
hw u may ask..
hw could such emotions can be easily gone for ones soul..

well..the answer is clear tat
one soul couldn't be fully recovered juz lik tat
bits and pieces of it still remains in me
but not spoken if it anymore
all is left behind; an old memory tuck away
deep in my soul; hidden and locked
never to be open again..

as a new chapter is to be unfold
in tis sad novel written by me...
hopefully..
a new chapter full of love n advanture
not a single wrd written of the darkness within..
as my senses are telling me tat something good is going to happen..
an most of it already did..

TITLE : LOCKED AWAY OLD MEMORIES
BY: REDSUMMER

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so keep reading each new chapter of my life in my blog yah..hehe...

GiMme TheM SHoutOuTz yah..

Toddles...

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surprise gift
hahaha...today in the morniong my wrk mates evon april joyce and madelin gave me two gift sia...so happy..thnks u guys.. i onli open one its the necklace tat i wanted..the other onw havent open et..wonder wat's inside..haha...thnks alot ya...u guys made my day..hahah...didnt expect to get gift frm u all..gona miss u all wen we stop wrking liao...

kla gtg...

toddles...

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birthday gift..
Monday, March 12, 2007
my birthday was ok..
my aunt was the 1st to wish me..n she gave me money!!!haha
my mom gave me the new adidas watch in red...
my 2nd sis who i tot juz gona give me tat blouse..,she bought me a delisious cake n gave me the old model of the adidas watch in yellow...so now i hav two adidas watch..yeah!! haha..
my dad gave me money as well cuz i dun knw wat to ask frm him tis yr..

for the 1st time in a long long long time...both my parents wen out wif me on my birthday..it's feels kinda ackward n wierd for me...i tink for my mom n dad too...i dun tink my mom reali wanted to go eat wif my dad...if ur wondering y its ackward..it bcuz my parents are divorce...there was alot of ackward silence...but im still kinda happy tat on my b'day we go out together for dinner..

and i'm happy too bcuz ppl who i dun expect to remember my bday or even bother to wish me at all did tis yr..so glad siak..hehe ..still the best gift is tix to see ELECTRICO

im 18 lioa...yeAH...legal age...

toddles...

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Saturday, March 10, 2007
words sumtimes juz dun make any sense...
u dun undersatnd wats the person trying to say to u
cuZ words suddenly hav no meaning..
wat ever the person is saying juz come out as bla bla bla to u
and u keep replying them "i don't understand wat your saying?"
or "ur wrds hav no meaing..wat r u saying?'
and they wld juz look at u blurly..
and u juz shut ur self off..
cuz one tat dosen't make sense to u
shldn't make any sense at all..
and u don't want to hear anyone babble..
cuz it hurts ur brain n its a pain to hear
lik a scraching sound wen long finger nails run through a black board..
u juz wana shout SHUT UP!!
but the person couldn't hear u
its keep babbling away...
u close ur ears and started screaming ur heart out..
yet no one can hear u but ur self..
no one paid any attention to ur scream
and u tink to urself..
r u even there?
r u even present at tat moment?
so y can't anyone hear my screams?!
u become confuse..
ur head starts spinning ..
ur visions become blur..
and wen u wake up ur in another world..
juz u alone..in the dark..
juz a small light..
u walk closer to the light..
but it's still so far a way..
u start running after the light..
u dun wan to stay in the dark..so u keep running
but its nvr ending...
so wen do u give up?
do u juz give in and stay in the dark..?!
or do u runing aftr the light ? lik running to the end of the tunnel..but u dun knw where tis one end..nor do u knw if it even hav an ending..
so wat do u do?

TITLE: ITZ JUZ IN THE HEAD OR NOT?!
BY: REDSUMMER
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i dun knw wat to name tis poetry...i wrote it my self of course..make it ur own n tell me wat u tink my writing abt...i guess tis is juz the begining of my poetry writing..or maybe i shall call it..STRANGE writings..cuz i dun knw if its reali poetry im writing..

toddles....
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more captured moments
More caPtuRed MomEntS Frm The ConCert..after The conCert la..

waiTing to take PicTure Wif Dav N desMond



oUr PicTure wif Dav..desMond one HaVent UpLoad la..haizz
afTr aLL tat we stILL wana Take picz..

shut ur GAP..haha















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poetry
inspired By mY fren Poetry so I wana Write mY own..i do write but i dun knw its wat i write is poetry to u anot la...i got a book which i write poetry in...but Its keEp aWay nOt for ANy one TO see..hehe

i got Two pOetry at hand Now .. tat I created On My own...Hope U can appreCiatE IT..

1ST POETRY is caLLed

TITLE:How COuLd i ?
BY : REDSUMMER

One ONly Write PoEtry wHen
one iS sAd and DespaIr
Tears oF anGer BursTinG out
bUt yet In Ones heAd,
WordS are ForMIng iNtO sentences
and SentenCes IntO pOeTry
That's WHen ..
One Pen DowN One's ThoUghTs
To Mend One's BrokeN SouL..

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its kinda shOrt But I lIke It...the poetry is abt me.. I caN oNly write PoetRy wen im angry or hurt inside..i nvr before Write any happy one..haha..i tin k Poetry to me its About One's fragile heart...abt feeling inside..and tat how the writer tells the reader wat's his/her feeling...and the only way the reader can under stand is wen the reader reads it with his/her heart n put his/her feelins/experience in it toO..wen u Do tis wen U kNw hw WonderFuL the poEm is...

2Nd poem Is caLLed

TITLE:Red Days and Black Nights...
BY:REDSUMMER

red days
the bright yellow sun lits up the day
when it shines to brightly
our vision's gets blury
in a daze...
all u can see is
the colour red....

black nights
the moon lits up bits of the night
cold and silent nights
make u feel lonely n scard
walking alone on the road home
in your eyes..
all u can see is
the colour black...

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tis Poem is actuali To explaIn to U reaDERS abt The name Of my blOg...the reasOns y i call it red days n black nights...hope u lik tis one too...Post me Ur CommeNts abt mY PoeTry In My sHouTouT coLum wiLL ya?..teLl me wat u tink i wld appreciate any coMments tat u Give abT my poeM k?..thNks..

RemeMber to gIve Me Them ShoUtOutz!!!

ToddLes...


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Friday, March 9, 2007
I scream by taking back sundayy (not THE BAND)[A FREN of Mine]

Another long pause since my last visit Have you missed me? Have you missed the inspirations i got from this bore i call life? Well here i am, back again Writing abt nothing and not knowing its purpose
My heart beats even faster with this thought Of just writing pure nonsense Well here i am, back again.. It begins.
The slew of my wantings; the wish I want anew. But to whom i pray and dream My askings are not worthy of an answer
So i scream my silent wail To my own ears and to none other My smile is a scream, yes i scream But you cannot hear.
My wish i wish is absurd but nonetheless Still a wish, born out of a better dream To become not me but someone other For my own personal gain Does my happiness not count?
So still i scream my silent scream For my ears to hear And now you look and see and try to hear My smile. A scream.. Its there.

i took it frm a fren i kinda lik it..read n understand it urself make it urs..den u'll knw wat's the writer writting..beauty of poetry..
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I eaT Ban MiaN n DrinK BuBBLe For Lunch ..YuMMy!!!mY 2nD BIG SIS bOUgHT 4 mE..YA iM WRKING WIF MY 2nd Sis @ mOtoRoLa cOmpaNy...ShPTIng DepartMeNt..Im doIng FiLLing..aNyWaYz my sis BouGht me aN advance B'daY gift as weLL..she Bought Me a Brown Blouse..Nice..I Like The butterFly In the Middle...Its Not Yet My bdaY yet I already Got To Gifts Frm Both mY sIs...Thnkz Both of U....!!! I lIke Both gifts..can't wait To wear it..BUt dun knw wat Shoe tat I Hav SUits it...hmm..Maybe I'LL get PuMps...haha...

Can't waIT for mY MOm's Gift...she said she's Gona Buy me watCh Of my chOice..i wan The New addidas Watch...and she said Ok...but duN knw wen she Gona buY it or iF she eveN remebER tAT SHE WaNtED to buy me A watch..haha...for My freNs them To reMember mY bday n wish me..wLd me the Best prEseNt they Cld Give me....[but i dun mind dey wana get me sumting it wld be even better..hahahah]..cheeky me...


weLL.. I gUeSs noW iTS bACk tO Wrk...CYa bEBz...
redsummer
Thursday, March 8, 2007
i've juz accepT the course for My application to Ite semei..haiz..kinda scard...u knw the feeling of going to a neW SchooL n new SituaTion...need To mAke New Frenz AGain..it scares me...cuz My 1st tIme Going tO my SecondAry was'Nt a pleaSEnt memory....hOpe It dOsen'T haPPen in iTe ....

Well...can't wAIt To gO Out TodaY aFTer Wrk...HAha...wana Do suM shOPpIng if There's TiMe or Else Juz hanG oUt wiF mY freNz...goIng Wif AIs n ShiMa today...SimpLy caNt waIt...haha....

And HopefuLLy Im GoIng out wiF CT On saT i wana Get thoese Red SLipPers FrM urBAn New MeN / MaLe dun remember...haha...I stiLL hav loTs of Other Things To buY on mY shOpPing List!!hehe.. ;p

i WaNa get tis beg At far East Its Vry OLd ScH kInda beg..its a leather sLing Bag...Cost 42.90 bucks..hOpefully the beg Is stilL there cuz I saw the Beg On display at tis cooL shop tat sell lots Of thing..I WaNA get Hi cuT sHoes ..dun knw WaNa get the black Levis one Or the ConverSe one...n Go cLothes sHoPpINg too..haha...watelse there's some More..Dun remember Wat ...haha...

Kla tat ALL...Pray Tat I wonT get EateN up On The 1st day oF sch....hahaha....

FeELing Kinda PurpleLy ToDAy..
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JAE 2007 REsuLts r Out..N im not tOo HapPy thought..
HaIz....i got In to sch Of my 1st choice semei ite..not happY i waNa go poly sia...den sumOre the gaL i hate n i tot i Nvr see again after SEC sch gOt in the same sch as me!! thiNgs juz getting Worst..haiz...1stly the fact tat i Dun eVen wana Go iTe[but i hav Too]...2ndly Becuz mY cLOsE fren Got In to a dIffeRent sCH...i waNa be iN the saMe sch as Her...haizz...3Rdly tat *#$#%# got In the Same !@#@!# sch as me...haV to see Her !@#% faCe agaIN...haiz..


i Guess I shld Count My blessIng huh?..Luckly sHe's Not in the Same COurse...haha..N hopefullY our Timeing r Diff so i duN hav tO go To scH wif her...hahha..N i'm luckly enOught tat i Hav another Fren tat im close wif In taT sch..hahaha....haiz...i dun wan tis to spOil my 2 yrs In Ite....

but I'M stIL FusTraTed By It....Wat to do...Life's Lik Tat[Ms Lee-my Math teacHer LIke to say]hahaha....


WATEVER LA!!!HAIZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
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CapTURed MOmENTs-electrico live in a new wave concert
Wednesday, March 7, 2007
Presenting....

ELECTRICO..

opening band for the nite..

shots of the band..MostLY DAV hehe..

end...there is still more pics ...







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2/03/07 FRI LIve IN a New WAve!!beST bDay GIft eVER!!
Me N My BesT cUzzIe..wen To ELECTRICO[LIVE IN A NEW WAVE]coNcERT..we GOT tHE tixs FRm mY sIs for Our BdAYs!!!Yeah...the tIx Is SUppOse to be For the cenTre 2nd row..but wen Dav Frm elecTrico Let aLL of Us Come closer N climb Over the Gate we Did..I ran To the stage n I was FaCINg DesMondhahaha...We were The lucky onEs i guess cuz after the 2nd Song I think the Other with us who didNt pay 4 standIng tix was ask To go behind the Small Gate..cuZ the PpL with stAnding Tix was given a tag to show they paid..fortunate FoR the two Of us as we're Wearing LonG sleeves ..so We GoT to stand ThERe N rocK to elecTrico for Their whole CONcert..haha!!well here are some of the shots tat i got..i still haven't upload the other's Maybe Nxt tIme I show u Guys..wen i gOt the tIme tO uplOad it oo..
DavId-..HOt!! aNd DesMond -he so CUTE!!!

after the show me N dav TooK A shot Together!!!HOt rite ?!!!!
ELECTRICO Rockz!!!!






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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

at the acedemy OPENING..Me N daV frm ELECTRICO
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jUZ oPEN toDAY
Monday, March 5, 2007
u might be wondering wat is juz open today...hahaha..my blog la wat else..hahaha...i got lots to write but not now..im wrking...so happy april help me do the theme for my blog...so nice..okla..not super nice but nice..cuz its red n black..hahhahaha..lame..kla going to lunch in Awhile..next time there will be more posting aite..so read on..i'll be uploading pics soon k..coming soon..juz wait n u'll see wat i got instore yah..till next time bebs...toddles...

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